Reopen (:

its been ages since i touched this thing
but i'm not going to tell anyone.

time flew and many things happened
you took my heart and never returned it
i hope you still have our memories with you
yes, i miss you

i wish upon the brightest star everynight,
that you'll be happy and smiling
and not frowning every moment
because you look the cutest when you smile.
and everyday i'd pray that i'll see you soon
cause i really miss you alot.

promise;
i;ll be there for you
i'll never stop loving you
i'll never forget you

I'd climb right up to the sky
I'd take down the stars
Just to be in your arms, baby
I'd go and capture the moon
That's what I would do
Just to hear you say that you love me

I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

Create your own Friend Test here

BANG BANG! YOU SHOT ME DOWN
I SHOT MYSELF DOWN

shall update.
went for sis birthday dinner
my goodness.
haven.t been feeling well these few days.
vomitted and all. should i see a doc?
hahaha
anyway i got nothing much to update
but ya.

B's dad is so funny luh
have been spending alot of time with her family
her dad asked b why never send me home?
hahahaha
and he keep eating and eating. so cute luh
hahahaha
you know BB is sleeping now
hahahahhahaha
i haven't beem going to school.
WO XIANG NI! <3

why is it that when you treat a friend so nicely and this is what they do to you
i gave you food and tried to provide you when you needed food
i never let myself see you suffering and all
i try my best to help you with your problems
listen to you
when you cry and call me
i always want to go down to look for you but i cant
you want me to help you things that are against my own will
i will cause i just dont wanna see you sad
i treated you as my best friend
someone i could look up to
now because of money
you have to pretend to be so fake
hearing your friend getting humilliated like fuck
you just keep quiet
you totally leave me speechless
i will not hate you
you better take care of yourself
eat! or else your gastric will give you problem again

to another friend
you two were the most impt to me
the reason why i msged you i say you
was not because of someone that has been telling me things
but it was because i cannot stand seeing change so much
you used to be the best among the three
and now?
you can tell her that she cause you to lose your CLOSEST FRIEND
i didnt feel like your closest friend at all
where was the support i needed from you
which you always used to give me last time
i could rant and rant about my unhappy stuff
and conclude we're alike
we could cry tgt on the phone and talk rubbish
we used to understand each other really well
you were there for me all the time and i was there at your weakest weakest moment
and slowly seeing you smile again
i want to know back the old you thats always so bubbly and adorable
now its all gone
now you also could just stand there and here me get humillated so badly
i felt so devastated
i also wont hate you
you also take care and i wish you all the best

silly baby
you're asleep now but still on the phone with me
dinner with your relatives was freaky but great
hahahahha
stayed over on friday and sat as usual
friday we went to meet amanda and bella
always fun with them arnd
then saw yao and rest at cine by surorised
cabb-d down to pasir ris after that to mmet amanda again
then walked back to BB place
we woke up in the moring
and i finally had my mac breakfast
the bagel thing is actually not bad
then walked around ntuc
BB bought me a pair of fake lashes
then she said she wants to bring me to some family fuction
where i have to be elegant and decent
hahahahahhahahaha
then we met lijie and waited for her friends
went to sentosa
the sun was okay
cafe del mar was so frigging nice i tell you
hahha
wemt back to BB house for her family dinner
then went to mac with her brother gf to eat agin
then she sent us back with her car
i dont really like her thou
hahaha
didnt manage to sleep the whole night
cause i think i slept too much
left BB place at abt6 went home
had 2 dinners
then went tp to get makeup and shoews and clothes.
hahah
made ginger drink for my mum

aye people. if next time you can't contact me call pearlyn alright

i love you BB

BABY!
I LOVE YOU!
and you're finally forgiven!
stop stealing my things you this copy cat!
I love you alot alot alot (:

baby, thanks for the card you made for me (:
hope you like the gift i made for you
its nothing fanciful but it came from the heart
anyway, baby stayed over on V'day
then we went out in the evenign to bishan!
ate and we took neos
like finally can, hahas (:
eating my subway now :))))
just now in the cab baby was trying so hard to teach me how to do the star thing
fine i admit my fingers are cha cha-d okay
hahas.
CNY is coming!!!
friday gg out with baby friends.

jade, i miss you.
the old you.
where have the jade i known been?
the one thats also smiling taking things rather easy.
i just miss you luh k.

ah pui! i love you <3

hello!
i'm in school now
hahahahha
having like F&N now
my goodness.. she's so naggy can
i'm freaking bored!
sch hurry end.
oh yes. MISS XINYI!!!
I MISS YOU!
and i miss my AH PUI TOO! (:

i'm going to blog.
these few days have been spendin it with baby
self awareness camp was GREAT!
i think it should be longer
but i will miss my baby more
o yes. thanks for comin down just to see me and give me food (:
ytd aft camp went home and slept
then baby cabbed down to pick me up
then we cab to ikea and walked ard
afater that we went to her place then slack awhile
then went to dinner with ah pui and family
her daddaye went to simlim and me mumaye and ah pui went to og
and ah oui bought CLOTHES! (:
hahahhahahahha
then had dinner then went to ah pui house
watch dvd then went to sleep
suppose to have dim sum in the moringn but stupid ah pui pig luh
sleep so much
then when we wole up we ate chicken rice
then packed her room
then fell asleep until her mum came in and vaccum
woke both of us up
then went down to get dinner
ate and then went to chinatoen to meet my family
baby didnt let me go at fitst luh
hahas
now i'm talking to you
and you so petty can
tsk.

I LOVE MY AH PUI! <3

HAPPY 8TH MONTH BABY! Y

how i wish could just spend the whole day with you today
but i cant. sigh
my heart's so heavy that its going to come out from my mouth soon
its that feeling of messed up and confusion
i dunno what you want. one moment its like that
so happy so sweet
next moment we dont contact each other
sigh.
sorry to say this,
but i feel like i'm being made used of
friends saying that when you need someone
you just call me, if not you just throw me aside
if thats the case, tell me
sometimes i refuse to believe
you're sick and you still wanna go out
i'm speechless.
what if the next one lying in hospital is me?
would you come? would you?
sigh. just forget it.

my card has no more money,
no point contacting me.
and i cant contact you.
some things are better left unsaid.

how i wish could just spend the whole day with you today
but i cant. sigh
my heart's so heavy that its going to come out from my mouth soon
its that feeling of messed up and confusion
i dunno what you want. one moment its like that
so happy so sweet
next moment we dont contact each other
sigh.
sorry to say this,
but i feel like i'm being made used of
friends saying that when you need someone
you just call me, if not you just throw me aside
if thats the case, tell me
sometimes i refuse to believe
you're sick and you still wanna go out
i'm speechless.
what if the next one lying in hospital is me?
would you come? would you?
sigh. just forget it.

my card has no more money,
no point contacting me.
and i cant contact you.
some things are better left unsaid.

maybe today will be last day
i dunno but maybe
i really cannot take it
maybe it have become a habit
i cannot take it without knowing who you msg
i'm sorry.
dunno whats your prob
go what hospital when you're okay
nvm. forget it

i feel like an asshole.
causing everything to be like this now
all i can say is that i'm sorry
i'll prove it to you in actions.
thats all i can say.

3 more days to our 8th month
18 more days to v'day


i feel like shit.

goodbye


if only time could rewind back
i'll stop at all the happy moments
ans we'll be happily tgt forever.

people. think before you act.

i feel like an asshole.
causing everything to be like this now
all i can say is that i'm sorry
i'll prove it to you in actions.
thats all i can say.

3 more days to our 8th month
18 more days to v'day


i feel like shit.

goodbye

read _ blog.
i feel like i'm not the one thats suppose to be with_
i feel like i'm the third party instead
am i thinkin too much?
why do i feel that you're rather moody now
cause you read her blog
you still have something for her
and you obviously still miss her
bye.

HELLO!
i'm at baby's house you know you know
HAHAS
we are so spas luh can
play batman spiderman and superman!
then we started playing like lil kids
so fun luh.
baby, with you around everything is so fun luh
lets ARGUE! heheheheheh
baby: dont give me that fuck face
me: dont give me that fuck face too
us: -STARES HARD-
us:-LAUGHS REALLY HARD-
WAHAHAHAHAS!

your baby kaven is here to invade your blog.
stupid shit.
all i did was to play with my blanket.
& i say batman.
then you say spiderman!
haha!
then i play superman!! WEEEEEEEEES*
all your fault.
weakling lahs you.
take clothes only say heavy.
lousy fool!
stop pulling my PRECIOUS HAIR!
it hurts fuck! OUCH*
ROARRRRRRRR!!
better let her continue blogging. (:
love you baby. <3>

kk. i;m back
stupid idiot watch her tv the whole day luh.
anyways sch is such a bore luh
my goodness.
i feel so damn smart
cause the class is so quiet then i can concentrate
heheheheheheh
aft sch met shan at tp interchange
wait for him for so long luh
thank goodness ELEANOR accompanied me
THANK YOU! :D
he came then we went to my place and met xy & v
chose clothes for v at my house
lending her my jeans and my dorothy perkins top
i'm so nice can. :))
shannon cut hair papi also cut hair
tsktsktsk

CAN'T WAIT FOR SOFT@DXO
GONNA PARTAYE LIKE CRAZY
so many ppl i know are going
fun to the max!

shall upload photo later
btw, kaven is laughin like mad watching TV
RETARDED!

woaini! <333

wo ai si ni uhhh. HAHA!
ii lubb lubb euu worxXx! (:

iloveyoubaby. <3

-kaven

its like 12.34 am
and i'm still at xinyi's house
she satyed over at my house ytd so did kaven
shannon came over in the morning
awww. so sweet aint it. hahas
woke up then went to SNIP my hair
now its short :)
then send kavenn to lavender then went home
to change and take money.
then went bishan to meet xinyi
walked ard at ntuc
come let me tell yo uthe cutest part
miss xinyi got all her stuff but i havent so
me: eh come lei
xy: dont want lei
then we walked separate ways
then i was finding her outside ntuc
she was looking for me inside ntuc
then we cabbed dwn to xinyi house
waiting for my daddy to pick me up from here
lalala.
will upload photos soon :)

will this change be permanent?
i seriously wonder.




sily stuff we do tgt. i love xinyi :D Y