Friday, August 04, 2006

baby
no more tears alright
cause i love you
i dont wanna see you cry
i'm willing to put down my pride just for you
it hurts to know that you're not okay
when you're injured
it shows me you cant be left alone
so i have to be there with you
i'm wililng to
but time is not on our side
we cant have everything we want
at least we both got someting we longed for
true love and happiness
i'm contented already
i cant wait to see you tml
to hold you tight
and letting you know how much you mean to me
i love you so much my baby
to even let you go
you're just my everything
i know this is short but i have to do my work
i'm sorry baby
but i hope you'll be happier when you reaed this
dont forget that even when everything goes wrong, i'll still be here standing true to you
i'm loving you endlessly and forever
trust me that i really love you alot, more than anything
i miss you like crazy
you bring joy into my life
iloveyouhoney!
CHOCOLATECOKE!! i want that tml.
love you
miss you.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE!
hahhas
baby,
you're like a drug;my estacy
i'm hooked and addicted to you
its like without you i'm so dead
you're really my drug
to keep me awake and going
just hearing your voice
looking at your silly smile
lettin me know you're fine and that you love me
it will just make my day a better one
baby.
you showed what TRUE LOVE really is
PURE LOVE;
it is only pure love thats in both of us now
not much of possesion which is good
cause once there is possesion, the love will fade till its gone
i'll keep loving you till the very last moment
i want to have memories with you everywhere
i wanna move out and stay with you
in our very own lil room
with our pics and our favourite colours painted
where the GOOD and the bad happens
i just wanna spend my life with you
i wanna do everything with you
i need you every second of my life
though it has only been a short two months,
it has showed me how much i'll carry on loving you
and you'll carry on loving you
now that you wont let go'
i wont let go too
lets hold on to the nvr ending love.
i will carry on loving you endlessly even if the rivers would to run dry
i'll do anything for you; just for you
you are my sugar rush
you're making my sugar level increase
oh my goodness
words just cant explain h0ow much i love you
and how much i'm willing to sacrifice for you
you'll have to find it out yourself by my actions
cause to me actions always speaks louder than words
i want you so badly that i would run to look for you
i miss you like craszy
i love you like you've nvr knew before
you make me wiling to hand my life over to you
and make me wanna grow old with you
oh my.
ILOVEYOU SUGAR!

Monday, July 31, 2006


i'm high on coke and chocs
since ytd till now
baby. i'm missing you so badly lah
i was gg crazy in the bus ytd
hahas
damn funny and spas lah
do you know you sleep like a pig
no matter how mush i poke you
you're still sleeping
hahas
i cant wait for tml to come.
hehes.
you're at your grandmas house now
hahas
i miss you!!!!
lets stay tgt!!!
i'm loving you
i'm so addicted to you
you make my day
even by just seeing your photo makes my heart mellts
you nvr fail to make my day
i was thinking abt you the whole day
and that got me smiling
cause i'm feeling so inlove with you
and so loved by you
feeling that i'm in such a sweet romance
just like a fairytale
hahas
i miss you honey!!


always so crazy with you
you make me happy =D

iloveyou*

i wanna lie there forever*

i smile because of you =))

awww... so sweet.sweet romance.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

baby
who says i dont feel anything when i read your blog
i'm si touched lah
i dont want you to talk abt her anymore and compare you andd her
i love you and only you
i'm thinking abt you all the time
even when you're just next to me
i just feel so happy
when i do things for you like feeding you
washing your hair
ironing your clothes
cook for you
itts like we're staying tgt like that
you bathe
then i cook for you so that you come out le got food
hahahas
i'm such a good wife aint i
hahas
just looking at your silly smile makes me very very happy
hahas
everytime when i'm near you my heart skips a beat
you make me wanna have you FOREVER i mean it FOREVER
i'm so in love and addicted to you
the thought of leaving you is so painful
that i will never want it to happen
can we just rent a room
and stay tgt
so that i can take care of you
cook for you
iron your clothes
wash your hair for you
prepare your showers
pack the bed
keep the clothes
and you can
take care of me
wash the bowls for me
do the laundry
feed me when i'm lazy
so the housework
yang me
hahas
love me
and i can disturb you everyday
living on chocs and coke!
hahas
my goodness baby
you know that i'm so in love with you.
i can never leave without you
life will be so meaningless already'
i.m your sweet sweet honey
your my chocolate coke
(you know why)
hahas
i love you honey bun
i'm addicted to you
i'm missing you like crazy!!!

MWAHS MWAHS MWAHS

you'regg to complain i didnt bloog much right
but actions speaks louder than words
hahas
so you know
hahas

Thursday, July 27, 2006

baby,
honestly speaking
when i first met you
even if its just awhile
just you and me
my legs went weak
my heart beated like theres no tml
you made me melt
when we met again on the 31
i was so anxious to meet you
cause i missed you
when i finally met you
i was jumping for joy inside me
i melted again
my feelings were reconfirmed again on that day
i knew that you're the one i've been looking for
i knew everything was just oh so right
to me its like a fairy tale
though we had so many unhappy stuff
that happen in the beginning in our r/s
but it showed us how strong we are to overcome it all
now we're so happy tgt
you give in to me and i give in to you
we accomadate with one an other
you cheer me up when i'm sad
you make me feel so loved and happy
you make me feel so lucky
i wont give up. never
we shall stay very strong okay
no matter what happens
i love you and i'll always will
every time that you're near
all my cares disappear
baby
you're all that i'm living for
i want you, i need you, i love you,i miss you
more and more
i thought i could live without romance
before you came to me
but now i know that
i will go on loving you eternally
let the stars fade and fall
and i won't care at all
as long as i have you
every kiss brings a thrill
and i know that it will
as long as i have you
let's think of the future
forget the past
you're not my first love
but you're my last
take the love that i bring
then i'll have everything
as long as I have you
baby
i love you
you're my only one
you're my most precious baby
when you need someone i'll be there
when you're lost;i'll be your guiding stars
i love you honey!!!!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i miss you :(((
where are you?
haii.
sleeping? sick?
i dunno
i'm sick too.
conclusion:
BAD DAY!
:(((((
*cries

Monday, July 24, 2006

this entry is going to be short and sweet
cause i need to study and have lots of homework
sorry kae baby.

its my duty to take care of you when you're sick
but when i'm not with you
take care of yourself okay.
dont make me worry so much for you
hurry go see doctor okay
at most i bring you go.
cause i also need to go.
i'm glad everything is falling back in place now
you and my family.
i'm still not really happy in this family but i dont wanna think abt
everything must think on the positve side
now i have to concentrate on my studies
must do well.
secured? yes.
happy? yes
loved and loving? yes
happy that you're putting in effort to make me happy
-BIG WIDE SMILE-
i'll put a FULLSTOP
and i want you to out it to.FULLSTOP
that way we only think abt each other
hehes!
i also wanna be selfish
i want everything of you to myself also
no one can share it!!!
WAHAHAHAHA
i'm just really happy now!
caused you made me so
i love my baby!!!
my SUGARLICIOUS-HONEY- BABYLICIOUS
YUMMY!!!
i miss you baby!
cannot sad sad in sch le okay
must be happy
and CONCENTRATE okay!!!
just pretend the teacher is me then you can concentrate le
hahas
i love you!!!
hurry bath!!!
byebye!!!
baby.
im sorry for all the trouble that i cause.
thanks baby for taking care of me when im sick.
i will see a doctor soon okaes.
dun feel hurt..im okaes.
dun let your heart break okaes.
even if it breaks
i will mend it for you. (:
whenever you want that silly smile i will always show it too you.
i just want to see you happy too.
im glad that all the things are over now.
lets live the happy life like how we started off.
nobody hope that things will happen again.
cause it will really kill me.
im sorry for causing you to go crazy on saturday.
if you were to give up at that time.
i think i would have just broke down and be at a lost of what to do now.
i wun allow your mind to go wild again.
i wun allow you to think bout anyting else except bout US.
i really love you.
i will be with you till the end of time too.
im prepared once again just like how we started off.
i secured now.are you?
all the promises that i promised to you still stand true.
like what i say on the day that we were together.
i will always love you and will never let you go.
and i will treat you better den how the others treat you.
thanks for pampering me so much.
i will and MUS pamper you too.
i will and MUS show my feelings out to you and not keep it in me.
baby.
PLEASE put a FULLSTOP in your mind.
so that you wun have things running thru your mind.
you ask whether i still love you as much as before?
my answer to you is that.
i love you more den before,more den you expected.
nothing is holding me back.
i will proof to you that my feelings is deeper each day
by showing it out instead of sayin it everytime.
like what you say...
actiong speaks louder den words.
i so wanna see you now.
i miss you like crazy.
miss you till i dunno even know myself anymore.
how i wish i could jus STOP your mind from running wild.
could you jus think on the positive side?so that you wun think so much.
if there's a problem PLEASE tell me okaes!
i want to share your burden with you.
dun keep everything in your heart.
and now i tell you:
i love you like the never ending river.
i miss you till im going crazy.
all this is true.
this is reality.
everything is real
JUS YOU AND ME.
its not a dream.
im cherishing you!and i will ALWAYS do so.
YOU are the one for ME.

i mean all i say now.
believe me and hand your life to me.
like what i blogged on our first month..
when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it just blows me away.
each time you hold my hand;lie on my shoulders;EVERYTHING that we do.
i just wish that the time could just pause there.
like what i say.
lets hold on to this love and walk down this road together.
no matter how tough or difficult it is.
im always here to be there for you.
and will you be there for me too?
my first month entry was just so touching right. (:
i love you too much till i just cant let you go.
i want to sell fish in the market..
i wan to be selfish.
i wan you all to myself.
i dun wan to share your heart and love with any other people out there.
i feel lost and empty without you by my side
i love you alot.
i miss you alot.
dun ever leave me.

p.s. our second month is coming soon! (:
MIGHT HAVE SURPRISE FOR YOU!! HEES!
LOVES! <3

-pearlyn

Sunday, July 23, 2006

baby.
please do something about health
see a doctor for my sake
seeing you suffering but i cant do anything
makes me feel really heart
i could here my heart breaking and aching and reaching out fr you
i'm glad to see that silly smile on your face again
leave it there forever okay
seeing just smile i'm happy already
things are finally fine now
i wish it dont happen again
its very xin ku to go through
i was gg crazy ytd
i just felt like giving up everything
but i talked to myself and ask wtf was i doing
i just dunno
my mind just drove me wild
sorry.
just say you really love me
and i will be with you till the end of time
this i promise you
i've got so many things to ask you
are the promises you promised me still satnd true
since we got tgt?
i hope it does
baby...
sorry but so many things are running through my mind now
do you still love me as much as before?
is something holding you back?
i dunno i dunno i dunno
sorry baby for feeling this way.
you said it was hard to show your feelings
but to me action speaks louder than words.
haii.. sorry
i wanna see you now
i miss you like crazy
stop my mind from running wild would you
tell me you love me
tell me you miss me
tell me its not a dream
tell me everything is real
tell me you're cherishing me
tell me i'm the one for you

i so wanna be with you forever.
babyyou light up my world.
i never felt tis way before.
you are the first person to make me feel this way.
im so ready to live my life with you.
baby.everytime our eyes meet
the feeling inside me ish more den i can take.
when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it jus blows me away.
im so in love in love with you
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side forever and ever.
every little ting tat you do
im amazed by you.
baby you surround me
you touch every place in my heart.
it feels like the first yime everytime
i wanna spend the whole night in your eyes.
baby.
you are the one i need
you know my heart ish beating jus for you.
every day and every night
i feel my heart aching without you.
im never gonna hurt youyou are always on my mind.
i will be the one until the end of time.
if i close my eyes forever
i know you will be always there.
i will be there for you to brighten up ur eyes.
i will be there for you to make you realise
when i look into the future
all i seek ish you.
we have been thru good and bad times
and we know we had it all
there were storms we had to weather
we have been down tis road before
as the world jus keep on turning
as the birds that fly so high
as the fire keeps on burning
our love will never die.
we shared the love
we shared the tears
baby
ii dun wanna see you shed your tears for no reason
cause every drop of tears that drop down,
it hurts me.
baby.
lets hold on tight to our love and walk down tis road together
we will be together forever.
im never gonna hurt you.
im never gonna make you cry
i wan you to be happy.
i wan you to be smiling at me and say you love me too.
baby
i love you alot!
i miss you alot too.
dun ever leave me as i will die without you.
dun say you dun love me no more as i will cry.
dun say you play with my heart as my heart wil stop beating and die.


rmb this?
now i'm telling you the same thing
i just love you oh so much
to even let you go

just hurry contact me.
i love you.
i'm feeling so lost and empty without you
i miss you.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

baby
stop saying sorry
and sstop saying you dont worth it
you are worth my love okay
dont doubt yourself already okay
if you wont give up i wont give up too
i'll still keep trying until i see that smile on your face.
i seem to be laughing and smiling its cause
i already went mad
i dont know what i'm doing
i could only smile or laugh cause i hope things will be better and i didnt want my frens to worry.
though its written all over my face
i only know i've been staring in my wallet
looking at your picture
and hoping that you're alright
my heart burn is back
my gastric probs ar eback
my wrist hurts more.
maybe something is holding you back
cause you're afraid
i have that fear in me too
but i decide not to think abt it
cause i wanna have more good memories with you
more smiles and laughter with you
you control your brain my dear
not your brain controls you
have some confidence in yourself kae
ots not like i'm some freaking hot and pretty girl right.
you know my love for you is so true.
no matter how tired i am
i'm going to stay strong to pull through it tgt with my precious baby.
it hurts to see you keep blaming yourself
i wanna share all your probs with you.
i love you baby



the card..
i want to be so many things for you.
i want to be someone who reminds you every single day how much you're loved.
i want to be someone who makes you happy.
i want to be someone you can trust.
with absolutely everything.
every feeling you feel like sharing.
every hope and worry.
every joy.
every sorrow.
i want to be the one person in the universe you know you can always turn to.
someone you can laugh with whenever you want to
cry with if you ever need to
and to be youself anytime.
i want to be the one thing you're sure about.
i want to be someone who makes you smile a million times more than i make yo frown.
i want to make beautiful memories with you.
i want to go so many places with you.
i want to see more sunsets with you than i could even begin to count.
i want to see across from you at dinner.
i want to talk about the day.
i want to hold you and walk with you as many times as i possibly can in my time on this earth.
i want to be part of your tomorrows.
i want to be part of every one of mine.
and more than anything else,
i want to be what you think of everytime you think of
happiness.
forever.
and love.
i love you.



remember that true love are forevery.
and theres is no love truer than the love i feel for you.
remember that you're the most wonderful thing that has ever happen to me.
my happy ending;
my dream come true;
my friend;
my love;
all wrapped up in one
you are the love of a lifetime i've wanted as mine.
and the very special soulmate i always hope i'd find.
you are my very own one perfect person.
everything i've alwayshope for.
my sevret dream that set me off my feet.
yo have a gentle soul i always want to be close to and an amazing way of touching my heart.
i'd love to go on loving you forever




you are like a miracle that happen to me
you are just so special to me
i love everything about you
even all your flaws and stubborness
i love you the way you are
but you gotta have that cute lil smile back and that confidence back
i'll try my best to get it all back for you
but first,
you've gotta open you're heart and accept it
always look on the bright side
i've so many more things to talk to you about
but i have to say it face to face.
its more sincere.
though i keep sayin those 3 words
i mean it everytime i say it
it always comes from th bottom of my heart
we must stay really strong alright
and baby
you cant give up on yourself
or else noone can ever help you
if you give up on youself
so would i
cause have you forgotten,
our hearts as joined as one
so if one dies,
both dies.
so dont okay baby.
i love you so damn much


everyword i say is coming from the bottom of my heart.
i really love you more than anyont can expect.
i miss you.

Monday, July 17, 2006

baby.
im sorry to make you cry...
sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..
tears are rolling down as yu read the card to me..
god damn it..
im not worth it.
but i can assure you.
i wun give up.

-pearlyn
if you are left with no more way.
den take the hard way ok.
i wun blame you..
im sorry for everything!

-pearlyn

Sunday, July 16, 2006

baby
what you are dead already
you wanna leave me all alone now is it?
is that so

right now i'm still thinking whether you're okay already?
do you really wanna want me to not love you so much?
that line scares me
are you going to leave me soon?
haiii
all these thoughts are still running in my head
seeing you msn nick
leaves me with nth to say
am i causing your life to be like that?
you're dead again?
what does it means?
you claim to love me alot
then could you be happy just for me?
haii
i feel like i've really did not done my part as a gf
instead i change your world from white to black
haiii
baby baby baby
seriously tell me whats wrong
dont say i dunno
cause i know there are reasons to it
haii
you're sleeping now
so i shall just wait for you to call me

Saturday, July 15, 2006

baby.
take care of yourself okaes.
IM DEAD ALREADY.

-pearlyn
i walked home alone
crying to myself
whats wrong with me?
i dunno
cause i just cant lose you
you're the only one i desire and love
i miss you

baby
i seriously need to know whats wrong
dont tell me you dont know
theres got to be a reason
i dont care if it hurts me or what
i just need to know
come clean with me please
i dont wanna end up doing it the hard way
you dont wish too right
seeing you like that hurts me alot
i wish everything will be alright
i want us to
be strong like the trees
staying strong in rain, storm
i wanna pull through it together with you
rmb out lil test?
do you wanna fail it or pass it?
i wanna pass it for sure
i know this test is very hard
but yea
love will show everything
i gave my heart to you
i'm giving you my hand to hold
and see whether you wanna hold it now
and walk through this storm tgt hand in hand
dont feel insecure and all already
i'm loving you with all my heart
i just wanna see you be yourself
whatever you're not happy with say
be clear with me
i dont want you to hide anything from me
like how i'm not hiding anything from you
i dont want you to do stupid things already
you know i'll get angry right
and my heart is bleeding now
it just hurts to see you sad nearly everyday
it shows me that i have failed my duty as a gf
just by not making the one i love happy
have some confidence in yourself would you
and have faith in me
dont compare yourself with others
foy you're the only one i love
love cant be compared
sometimes i wished you were in my shoes and i was in your
so that i know what you;re thinkin
love isnt fair
love isnt abt comparing
i've nvr did compare you with her
so stop comparing please
i wanna prove my love for you
could you prove your love for me too
and stop saying abt death
what if something happens to you?
whats going to happen to me
dont be so irresponsible and leave me all alone
i know i'm selfish
i'm sorry
but i'm like that
i've stop all my paranoid and sensitive stuff
would you stop it too
maybe now is karma
in the strating of the r/s i was like that
and now you're like that
i've gotta accept my fate
fate fate fate
my life is all planned out for me
i just wanna be with you baby
you make me happy
you make me smile
you make go crazily in love with you
you make my life so meaningful now
you make my heart beating for you
you make me so addicted to you
you make me smiling knowing that i'll still be with you everyday of my life
ILOVEYOU
IMISSYOU
baby
cheer up alright
bye darling
love you
miss you

Friday, July 14, 2006

i miss you :(
do you?
i cant wait to see you tml

Thursday, July 13, 2006

swan
please be alright okay
we're all here for you
now you're all broken and all
and i have confidence in you that you'll pick yourself up once again
take care

hmmm
i hope the lil note i wrote for you
did help a lil
baby what can i do for you?

jade
a true friend indeed
i'll miss you if you go
but you have to study really really hard to stay
i love you jade!

baby
you gave me this love that cant be replaced
its so irristable and addictive
i love you baby
i was so touched today
you showed me how much you cared
and you were there for me when i cried
and just a lil hug from you is so good
you told me even if jade left you'll still be here
baby
and now i'm goin got tell you this
if everyone were to turn thier backs at you
i'll still be there with you all the way
supporting,caring and loving you
i just want you to be happy okay
i love you baby
i miss you
hehes
*BIG FAT WET KISSES*

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

went all the way to amk to get something for baby
but dont have
so have to go all the way to CLEMENTI
so far lor
haiyoyo
pouts
i'm so damn tired lah
falling asleep in class and all

haiii
i'm getting paranoid
i dunno why
maybe i'm just afraid of losing the one i love
how come it feels like your feeelings are fadding
stop the thinking
pouts pouts pouts

schools not fun at all
haii
but what to do
still have to go
argh!!!!

off i go!

honey stars makes me high!!
hahas

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

i know your eyes in the morning sun.
i feel you touch me in the pouring rain.
and the moment that you wander far away from me
i wanna feel you in my arms again.
and you come to me on a summer breeze
keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
and its me you need to show.
how deep is your love.
i really need to learnn cause we are living in a world of fools.
breaking us down
when they all should let us be
we belong to you and me.
i believe in you.
you know the door to my very soul
you are the light in my deepest darkest hour
you are my saviour when i fall
and you may not think
i care for you when you know down inside
that i really do care.
HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE.
this is familiar to you right.lols.
cus tis is the song lyrics.hahas. (:
nice song lorhs.
anyway.
baby.
i dun know how to live without your love.
you are the only thing within my heart.
i love you alot.
i miss you loads.
how i wish we are staying together now.
den i no need so miserable le.
baby.
i need you now.
i wanna hold you tight in my arms now.
loves.

-pearlyn.15
-010606 ; loads of love.
baby
i'm glad that you feel loved and secured
meeting you is just so great
hahas
oh no
i'm pampering you so much lah
how?
hahas
then who pamper me huh?
its okay that you think about the past
i mean who dont
unless they have concasion right
so i'm fine with it
at least i know you love me!
hahas
you better do
hahas
we'll try our very best together
and make everything work well tgt
lets walk thrugh this path hand in hand
through good and bad
and never let go
:)))
i'm glad you're not moody in class le
it'll at least bring a smile on my face
knowing that you're happy and eating and safe
seeing you happy and all just make me happy
i dont wanna see you sad le okay
dont so emotional le
dont think too much too
cause you know how much i love you
i've already promised not to leave you already
and i'll keep my word
my goodness baby
i miss you like crazy
i love you!!!
i love you earthloads!
hahas!

i love my caramel honey sugary lollipop chocalate BABY-LICIOUS!
hehes

MWAHS

-mICH09
loves