haiiii
i'm like super bored can
i'm like waiting for baby to be free
hahas
hope you break camp early
hahs
i have a lil surprise for you tml
haahs
bleah
hahas
i'm super super bored lah
haahs
someone entertain me please
so time could pass faster
hahas
i'm a lil tired but still waiting for baby
hahas
i miss you baby
oh yes
my tagboard is up again
and is my skin nice???
hahas

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

baby.
words cant discribe hpw much i love you
you made me realised so many things
i'm sorry for the past things i've done
this promise i make to you
i'll stop doing it
for you i'll change for the better
i hope you do too
i'm trying to be your perfect gf
i know you are too
but to me as long as your love stands true
its enough
you're already perfect to me
we have so many up and downs
we have alot of arguments
i'm afraid when there is any argument
that we might just end
but everything argument to us is a lil test for the both of us
and we manage to pull thru it
i'm glad
i dunno how long all these is gonna last
but i'm gonna love you like it lasts forever
i hope you would too
baby, i can't stop loving you.
;D
you were the one who taught me how to smile once again
you were the one that brought joy into my life
you were the one that taught me the meaning of true love
you were the one whom changed me
you were the one whom i love

haiiii
i'm like super bored can
i'm like waiting for baby to be free
hahas
hope you break camp early
hahs
i have a lil surprise for you tml
haahs
bleah
hahas
i'm super super bored lah
haahs
someone entertain me please
so time could pass faster
hahas
i'm a lil tired but still waiting for baby
hahas
i miss you baby
oh yes
my tagboard is up again
and is my skin nice???
hahas

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

baby.
words cant discribe hpw much i love you
you made me realised so many things
i'm sorry for the past things i've done
this promise i make to you
i'll stop doing it
for you i'll change for the better
i hope you do too
i'm trying to be your perfect gf
i know you are too
but to me as long as your love stands true
its enough
you're already perfect to me
we have so many up and downs
we have alot of arguments
i'm afraid when there is any argument
that we might just end
but everything argument to us is a lil test for the both of us
and we manage to pull thru it
i'm glad
i dunno how long all these is gonna last
but i'm gonna love you like it lasts forever
i hope you would too
baby, i can't stop loving you.
;D
you were the one who taught me how to smile once again
you were the one that brought joy into my life
you were the one that taught me the meaning of true love
you were the one whom changed me
you were the one whom i love

baby
right now i know you're still angry with me
please forgive me already
i promise you i'll stop it already
i really wish you could cool down
i dont wanna see you like that anymore
i feel very.... i dunno how to say
i'm so afraid all these things will affect us
you said you might never cool off
i hope you will
or i'll be very sad
right now i feel so lost
all i ask is for us to be okay
baby..
please
thats all i'm asking for...
i'm sorry
sigh...

baby
right now i know you're still angry with me
please forgive me already
i promise you i'll stop it already
i really wish you could cool down
i dont wanna see you like that anymore
i feel very.... i dunno how to say
i'm so afraid all these things will affect us
you said you might never cool off
i hope you will
or i'll be very sad
right now i feel so lost
all i ask is for us to be okay
baby..
please
thats all i'm asking for...
i'm sorry
sigh...

maybe i might sound irritating to you now
i only know how to make you angry
i always spoil the day
sigh...
its like we're so happy then like that
i'm trying my best to make you smile
i hate it when you attitude me
like how you hate it when i attitude you
i really just wanna go to her house only with you
theres always another time i could go her place anyway
baby..
don't like that already please
smile :D
i'm really fine with not going
and i'm not lying
cause if i'm lying i'll find excuses
but now you dont wish to talk to me
it hurts :(
sorry if i did anything wrong alright
i can't wait to see you later.

i'm so tired!!!
not enough of sleep lah
had my english paper today
compo was okay
rather amazed with my self
but compre was a horror
i think i dont even have one question right
sucks lah
during compre had stomach ache
tahen umtil end of paper amd flew to take my phone and zoom to the toilet
i lao sai lah can
i visited the toilet three times lah
one durinhg lesson two before lesson
i think its the maths blues
caused after maths i was perfectly fine
and those who were not feeling well
was feeling better after maths
hahas
after that went grocery shopping for FnN
hahas
then went home
tried to defrost the fish but
it didnt defrost in time
so i went straight to town to meet baby
baby is going for camp for 4 days!!!
:(
and i'll be all alone
sians...
then before her camp she got training
lesser time to spend with baby
sians...
anyways
wish me all the best for FnN prac tml
hahas
i think baby is falling asleep on the phone now
hahas
hopes she snores so i can laugh at her tml
hahas
cant wait to see baby tml
hope you would pick me up from sch tml
:D
exams are like next week
better start revising and prove all my teaccher wrong
hahas

baby.
i'm really happy that our relationship is getting stronger
day by day.
i hope this will never stop.
i'll always remember what you told me
iloveyoubaby
:D

hmmms..
baby is complaining that i dont blog
hahas
anyways..
baby went to her gramps house today
and i was at home whole day lah
so boring lah
i cant stay at home for long
cause i keep eatin and eating
i am playing maple??
hahas
yes i am
hahas
i level up for my sister ytd lah
hahsas
my mum is super irritating lah
i rather her work 24/7
she stay at home like a sick patient like that
i must serve her
samn irritating lah
stupid bitch
okays. i shall stop it
oh ya my dad is finally back
after more than a week
hahas
i actually missed him
anyways
ytd i talk to baby at my place
now you finally know why
i think so much
simply cause i'm afraid
cause you lift me to the highest point and drop me to the end
more then two times
obviously i'm afraid
but all these have not stop me from loving you
hehes
my love for you is true
when you hugged me tight
i feel so secure
its the feeling i always wanted
to feel loved and secured in your arms
you've secured me that night
you told me you ren ding is me
and you hope 5 years later its still the same
i hope so too.
iloveyou baby
=D

happy nine months baby!!
i love you
all these months have been tough but still had some good memories
there have been lots of ups and downs.
hope from this months on things will get better.
iloveyou baby.

picked baby up at woodlands
it was raining so heavily
and baby was drenched
hahas
her hair was MARVELLOUS!!!
hahas
then took a train back to tp
bought bread
and corn with mushroom soup
headed back to my place
i cooked the soup while baby did her journal
good boy ar someone
hahas
then rest awhile at my place
then she left at 8
hahas.
going to see you train later
hahas
cant wait to see you tml lah.
hahas.
i miss you baby
and once again happy nine month!!

today slacked at home with my baby.
hahas
it was good friday
i cant eat meat.
and all my cravings atart coming.
i wanna eat ikea meatballs all the sudden
hahas
yupps..
my grandma cokked meat for baby.
so tempting
but i resisted the temptation.
i'm hungry now. hhas

things are rather bad for me and baby now
cause her parents found out and are making a big fuss abt it.
they want us to break up :((
we wont. we will never.
i hope so..
i want you to hold my hand until the very end
we shall walk thru this together
hand in hand.alright?
after this happen it made me realised hpw much i love you
and i couldnt live my life properly without you
we have to take this as a big big test.
and maybe if we pass it.
we are really meant to be?
this test can help build our relationship stronger
and our love too...
hehes
iloveyoubaby.
i cant wait to see you tml.

baby.
i dont want you to think so much already
just remember i'll be there for you
like i always do.
baby cheer up kae.
it hurts to see you like that now.
i dunno how to help you
i feel useless.
just shun qi zi ren okay.
seriously dont think anymore.
cheer up and smile for me okay.
i wanna hear your laughter again.
i wanna hear you sing again
i wanna hear you talk nonsense with me.
i just wanna see you happy again.
iloveyoubaby.
iwillalwaysbethereforyou.

hmmm..
nth much to blog abt but
my heart have been giving me probs.
i have heart burn
and no body seems t obelieve me
except for baby.
thansk.
have been going out as usual.
yupps.
waiting for baby to be alright.
loves.

HELLO!
had band concert today.
i'm so tired everyday lah.
hahas.
one day must sleep the whole day!!
ahahs
during band concert i seriously felt like digging a hole and hide my face
baby,swan and nick was going crazy
screaming and screaming
hahas
pai seh lah
hahas
i'm a lil high now
i'm in a good mood cause of.. hehe
baby of course
hahs

i'm glad you're sure now
hope you really are.
hope things will get better
between the both of us
i'm sorry that i doubted you
but i need assurance
cause i felt a lil insecure
thats why i had doubts.
sorry..
but i really hope you mean everything you said.
you better do
if you dont mean it then dont say it.
sorry abt just now.
but it takes two hand to clap
so we must learn how to understand
learn how to compromise
learn how to assure each other
hehes
i just love you lah.
you silly girl
i love you!!!
and i really miss you alot!
its been in my heart for so long
but i didnt tell you..
i really miss you alot.
and i hate that feeling.
its terrible.
hahas.
just pray that everything gets really better.
:))))
iloveyou baby

ytd was fun fun fun!
its was christines birthday!!
we met up at cine
then we all headed down to marina and eat!!
had lotsa of fun cooking and taking photos!
hahas
damn ridiculous lah
hahas
walked to the bay.
they were taking photos again
and breakdancing.
today was a lil horrid
all my fault lha
i wsa being super paranoid
just thinking too much lah
from then on thinigs werent really good lah
quite cold towards each other lah
thats what i felt.
then saw swan and christine. ate dinner
then crapped and went home.

baby is so busy now lah.
that busy girl.
i have faith but i still need some assurance.
this is damn contradicting.
i cant help but to keep falling for you.
i'm falling deeper and deeper each time.
i fell too much for you that i cant take any pain anymore
cuase it;ll really hurt for sure.
i'm lost with words
but all i can say that is that i love you anf i freaking miss you.

hello earthlinks!
hehes
today didnt go to sports day
then met mae and baby
went BV to walk walk
we heard that the maid was ther
so we waited for her there
benji and doreen came down
waited fir her
and finally she reached
walk down to zack shop
she was there.
she got shockkedf
they confronted her
this was what baby said which maid me laugh
baBy: you say i;ll regret, i;ll never, look at this (pendent) it say never regret loving you.
she was like showing infront of her big eyes
i was laughing lah
the way baby confronted her was scary and funny
but i had to go off for dinner at rendevous
they had chocolate and strawbrry fondue!!
yummy!!!!
then after that walked with my coussies and sis to scc
wee were retarded and talking lots of crap.
after that i'm home now talking to baby.
hahas
iloveyou

today is gan ren day.
hahas\thrashed so many things out.
wat shld i blogged abt
oh ya oh ya!!!
my block was on FIRE!!!
hahas
but only on the 21st floor
heng i stay on the 6th floor
so scary lah
baby and darius scadal.
amazed..'
haha
haahas.
everything i wanna say abt that maid is all in baby blog
shee waste my time and energy lah
CHILDISH
for grace i have nth to say but maybe
i don wanna be frinds with you anymoire
i dont wanna stupidly walk ard this circle again.
seriously afmit whatever you're doin lah
bitch!
fuck off..
waiting for baby to blog finish.
then i'm going to sleep le.

baby sometimes i want my face to..
i'm like a tamed dog.
i know its for my own good..
i dont mind
but sometimes i need my face infront of my frens
same like you wan face infront of your frens.
i'm not asking for much..
but just all this..
i already told you you've been screaming at me
i'm scared.
i told you why already..
i know that i walk away too..
i'll try my best to really understand you..
you have too also...'
or not things wont work out..
but i still have to tell you that my love or you have not changed
in fact i'm falling deeper and deeper each time.
iloveyou-

BOO!!!
hahas
my poor baby is sick.
please take care of yourself okay.
hehes
things haven really been going well for us
cause you were having tremondous moodswings
BUT
we manage to pull thru it ny something called UNDERSTANDING!
hahas
i'm glad. hehes
i love you!!!
anyways,
have been going down to pasir ris to take care of her
and caus she;s lazy to get out of the house.
hahas
lazy bum bum'
but this cant carry on cause your parents are back alredy
sad
so its your turn to come my place!
hahas
we shall save money and lose weight together
so we can look hot and sexy together!
hahas.
i'm a lil crazy now.
hahas
wheeee..........
my poor baby,
i hope you;re feeling better.
or else i drag you to the doctor!!!
hahas
tml you going to pick me up from school!!
then we go cityhall.
haha
then my place for dinner.
good!
hahas
i miss you like crazy and you are like opening gifts now lha
so good!!
hahas

BOO!!!
hahas
my poor baby is sick.
please take care of yourself okay.
hehes
things haven really been going well for us
cause you were having tremondous moodswings
BUT
we manage to pull thru it ny something called UNDERSTANDING!
hahas
i'm glad. hehes
i love you!!!
anyways,
have been going down to pasir ris to take care of her
and caus she;s lazy to get out of the house.
hahas
lazy bum bum'
but this cant carry on cause your parents are back alredy
sad
so its your turn to come my place!
hahas
we shall save money and lose weight together
so we can look hot and sexy together!
hahas.
i'm a lil crazy now.
hahas
wheeee..........
my poor baby,
i hope you;re feeling better.
or else i drag you to the doctor!!!
hahas
tml you going to pick me up from school!!
then we go cityhall.
haha
then my place for dinner.
good!
hahas
i miss you like crazy and you are like opening gifts now lha
so good!!
hahas

baby.
happy eight month!!!
iloveyou-

today was fun fun fun
hahas
woke up in the morning
met benji amd andrea and baby.
followed him to have his hair cut.
then we went to walk ard and all
after that me and baby headed down to my place.
i cook bake rice with lots of MOZERELLA chesse!!
yum yum.
hahas
we pigged out.
hahas
then now baby is at home.
hahas
so sad she forgot something.
talking to you now on the phone.

this blog was only for you and its still for you.
i fucking miss you lah
i tried loving someone else
but it failed
no one could ever ever replace that very special place
i was obviously happy when you said all those to me lah
i'll wait
but make sure you think things through first lah
i'm afraid history will repeat itself
when i was with ahem i was back to my usual self which i hate
i realise that i could only change for you
i realise that i've fallen for you too deeply already
i realise that my life is so different without you
i realise that you're the only one i love truely
i can tell you i dont mind you controlling me
i need someone to tie me down.
i hope your impression of some of my frens changed.
i know theirs did
cause they told me that they're really happy to see me with you.
i just want you to think really careful
i dont wanna pressure you anymore
i will wait for you.

imissyou
iloveyou

it seems like you're avoiding me.
i dunno why
maybe you're thinking of some stuffs today
so i shall disturb you
but i hope you'll tell me even if it hurts
but whatever it is i'll still stand strong
and try my best to work things out
i have total faith in you and our relationship
things are going to work out well right?
i hope so..
i plan my vday and my special days already
hahas
hope you can make it on those days
so my plan can work
hehes
anyways i cant wait to see you tml lah
smile alright!
i wanna see you happy again :D

i swear i love you with all my heart
dont say you're not worth it.
you are.
iloveyou and imissyou--

did our relationship get worse?
i hope not
i really wanna pull through all the stress we have together
i'm sorry for being not understanding and pissing you off most off the times.
i'm sorry for being so childish
i'm sorry to irritate you
i'm sorry for every single thing i've done to you
i feel like a lousy girlfriend
always making moody
making your mood worse
but i'm very scraed to lose you again thats all
you ask me to treasure you and so will you
i am really treasuring you alot!!!!
i miss you..
when i said i miss you i heard nth but okay
as if i was talking to myself
when you kinda say that you dont miss me
i''m really scared
i asked you whether you sure with your feelings
you said i dunno
i got more scared
i feel very confuse
but i'll still concentrate on my studies
baby i'm very lost in your words
if you're willing to give ourselfs somemore chance
i think things will really work up
i think our problem is that both of us are really hot tempered
for you i'm really willing change
i'm willing to do anything for you
even death
evry minute i'm thinking of you..
i hope you are too..
i want you to be very honest with me even if its hurts
but sometimes i rather not know anything thats gonna hurt
i'm lost..
i dunno what to do..
all i know that i wanna be with you
and to change myself not to make you moody
you told me that you're gonna hold my hand and and not let me go
and walk through this together
i want you to share all your probs with me.
i'm just very SORRY for everything..