happy third month baby!
i wanted it special and you really made it really really special.
iloveyou.

anyways.
went to town with cher then i met baby.
went home with baby.

cook for her while she was doing her things.
then later when i went into the room.

she gave me our third month give.
it was a vcd with a letter and a note.

she played the vcd for me.

the vcd really got me moved to tears.
you are just so thoughtful.

putting all our photos together and made it a video

you are the first person that got me moved to tears for a very special gift.
i seriously love you lots!!!

then later baby bluffed me that we are going night safari.
ya right.

we ended up at the airport

and ate swensens.
i so knew it from the start.

baby.

i'm sorry for being unreasonable and being a total bitch sometimes.
but i thank you for controlling.

somehow i wonder how you really give in to me all the time.
but thats just something i really love abt you.
tolerance,patience,caring...
you're like an angel god has given to me.
you are just so precious to me.
i'm never going to let you go.
i want you all to myself!!!
although when i'm feeling really down

and you cant be there with me physically

but i could still feel your presence mentally.

you never fail to make me smile.

in fact you made me smile happily again!
you gave me this very special feeling that no one else has ever gave me before.

that feeling tells me that you're the right one.

that feeling tells me that my life is perfect.

that feeling tells me that i'll die without you.

that feeling tells me that you are my only one.

that feeling tells me that i'll never find someone like you.

that feeling just tells me that i'm blissfully in love!!!

i love you baby!!!!
fogive me for all my childishness kaes?
mwahs
<3333>

Silly little one had been hving exams for the past few days...
And someone happily not wake her up tis morning...
She thinks she will not do well...
But I think you would..=)
Dun worry k...
followed baby to get her haircut...
then walked ard town...
got a new bag!!!
Alritez...I say its nice...
Guess tats abt all...
Been studying and can't wait for exams to be over..
little one is too lazy to blog...
Therefore I'm updating on her behalf...

Blogged by:Little Prince

And baby tis is sth for you...=)

I think of You

When I’m down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I’m sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and ‘round
I can’t seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I’ve believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

Is think of you
I think of you and it’s gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I’m strong
And I know I can go on
It’s like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there’s nothing I can’t bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won’t break
Through it all I’ll make it through
Cause all I have to do is think of you

sometimes...

..missing someone gets easier everyday. Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will..

Helping tis lazy bum to blog now..
Lazy bum is in front of me...
Toking on da fone...
Sigh...need to go home now....
I wish I can stay long...
Eh...Follow me home can??HAha...
I'm like so so late...tks to who??
Alritez...Need to run now...
LAzy bum!!!
U got to update yrself hor...HAha...

Ps:I Love U

blogged by little prince

BABY!! STOP SUANING ME!
hahas.
i'm high!!!
hahas
she's high oo.
anyways didnt go to school today.
wasnt feeling very good.
hahas.
baby didnt feel like going to school to day
but she tot she got test.
so i went back to sleep.
then at nine plus she called me and said she was in town!
oh my!
hahas
i tot she pon sch lah.
hahas.
but she was having some break thingy all the way until 2
so slack.
she wanted me to go down.
i really wanted to but i was still tired and very sick.
so i carried on sleeping until 12 i think.
then i called her.
she wanted me to go town again.
but i wanted to nua.
hahas.
so i nua-ed all the way until she finish school.
i was addicted to the tv.
hahas.
it was 4 ans i was wondering why she still haven call.
cause she was having some debate thing and her sch is gonna end late.
sobb.
it was 5 when i met her at tp
to acc her to novena to get her shoe!
hahas.
went back to tp then met hk
then baby tutor her maths
while i stoned!
for dunno how long lah!
lols.
went back to interchange.
wanted to go home already
then joelle called and ask me to meet her awhile
to suan some ppl.
she damn bo liao lah.
left at abt 9 plus.
baby sent me back by cab.
hen she went home.
and we're on the phone now!
hahas.

gawd
i'm having ultimate moodswings man!!!
maybe its because of someone mentioning someone.
hahas.
i'm thinking too much lah.
hahas.

i cant meet you like tml!!!!
you have netball and i'm goin to rot.
oh my.
then on wed and thurs you have something.
might meet and might not meet.
haii.
I MISS YOU BABY!

baby!!!!
i miss you!!
hahas
thanks alot for that surprise you gave me!
hahas.
baby called me then she ask me to meet her in town.
then later she called again and said she meet me at my house there.
i was like why why why!!!
hahas.
she didnt wanna tell me anything.
she make me rush like nobody business for nothing.
hahas.
then later she called and ask me go down to my void deck to meet her.
so while walking down the stairs.
i saw someones head popping out.
and it was baby!
she gave me a shock lah!
thank goodness i didnt do any stupid things.
phew~~
she gave me a sunflower!
i was really speechless.
that was really sweet of you.
hahas.
i was so touched i felt like crying.
hahas.
i really love that flower!
mwahs.
you never fail to put a smile on my face!
mwahs mwahs mwahs.
hahas.
i love you!
anyways.
went town walked around far east then went taka to buy food!
hahas.
yum yum.
then went to hk house there to wait for her.
while waiting.
we pigged.
hahas.
then hk came down.
we talked talked talked
then baby sent me to tp control station then she went home.
hahas.
okays.
see i'm giving you something to read now.
hahas.

baby.
you are the most impt thing in my life!
i really really love the flower!
MWAHS

happy one month baby!
iloveyou!

you are my everything.
i love you with all my heart.
my feelings for you cant be expressed in words.
but I LOVE YOU.
short and sweet.
hahas.
thanks for the gifts baby.
MWAHS

iloveyou

i shall be nice to baby and blog
shall talk abt today.
met hk and baby at 11
met baby first then walked to hk house and WAITED for her.
hahas.
baby stays the furthest and reached there the first.
i stay not near and not far.
i reached 2nd.
while hk stayed the nearest she was last!
hahas.
met already went to 126 for breakfast at ah jun there.
then went to tp enter mac and STUDIED!
hahas.
studied for one hour plus
and then collected out photos.
i love it!
hahas.
went back to enter.
eat again.
hahas
we are pigs
hahas.
while walkin out of enter.
saw my daughter! [yuan may]
hahas.
so happy lah!
so long never see her already!
hahas.
then talk and talk and talk and talk and TALK
hahas.
met ah jun
then hk and ah jun played pool.
after that ah jun went to eat.
then played com.
then baby sent me home again.
hahas.
all i noe is that hk and baby took alot of pics with my phone!
they suer zhii lian lah.
hahas.

iloveyoubaby.
mwahs

wheeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm high!
hahas
ytd i had fun!
saw fire work with baby at the esplanande!
shiok!
hahas.

today met baby early in the morning.
hahas.
went to st anne but my grandma left without us.
sad case.
sacrifised me and baby's sleep.
hahas
after that went to get my dance stuff.
hahas.
bought food back to my house.
baby was so unclefied
hahas.
went my house.
ate.
i was so into the com.
baby had to feed me.
hahas.
after that.
baby helped me cut stars,Gs
hahas
i think she cut until she went mad.
hahas.
i was going crazy.
do the dance thing until i very stress.
i'm dropping hair!
how how how?
3 more days and its over.
aint going to schoo l tml.
going for blood test,
hahas.
after that then go school.
hahas.

anyways.

baby i love you.
u mean the most in my life.
my love for you cant be express in words.
you make me smile and laugh.
i dont what would i do without you
and where will i be without you.
THANK YOU BABY!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
MWAHS!

blog blog blog.
hahas.
went a lil mad in class.
suan miss tan alot!!
hahas.
shall be nice and not talk abt it.
hahas.
after school had dance prac till 4 liddat.
hahas.
got bullied by the juniors!
hahas.
baby reached my sch abt 5.
i ran out and told her to wait awhile more
cause i needed to wait for cherleh.
hahas.
i was like dying in sch.
cause of two reasons.
1st. i wanna see baby badly.
2nd. i was breathing in bad air.
hahas.
me,baby and fellow friends.
walked to interchage.
as usual i was making a fool out of myself.
hahas
BRAINBLOCK!!!
cant rmb wat to write
oh ya.
we went to ec and slack as usual.
sent cherleh home.
then went to snip my hair.
hahas.
after that baby sent me home.

baby. dont spend so much money okays.
your heartaches mine will too okays.
ILOVEYOUBABY <33333333333

hmmm.
was freezing in school lah.
after school got caught for my belt.
hahas.
but nothing happened.
hahas.
heng arh.
after school went home to shower and change
then met baby at tp.
i was early for once.
hahas
then we went enter to meet my daughters.
hahas.
we bitched about ppl.
as usual.
hahas.
me and baby left 1st.
we went to far east cause baby wanted to cut hair.
hahas.
while waiting for her to cut her hair i was playing with her phone.
LAME.
after that we kinda walked around far east.
walking walking then someone scream my name
it was joelle.
hahas.
stupid asshole.
hahas.
after that we took a MRT down to city hall
then we went to esplanade.
hahas.
we ate thai express.
yum yum.
hahas.
baby and i went a lil mad in the restaurent
hahas.
baby was eyeing on this butch that was a cheft.
hahas.
naughty naughty.
hahas
after that baby bought chocs for me!
hahas.
we went outside esplanade to slack.
hahas
the sky was purple.
cool eh.
we sat by the river side and slack.
hahas
was playing a fool.
baby is so irritating.
keep disturbing my EAR!!
hahas.
i kept whacking her boobies.
hahas.
she is so slim lah.
jealous.
hahas.
in the end i disturb her too at her EAR!
hahas
the secret is revealed!
hahas.
we slack for 2 hours i think.
hahas.
we sat there until about 10.
we wanted to cab home
but had to find a atm machine.
walked to marina square.
they said there wasnt any POSB machines here.
so we walked to raffles city.
drawed money already.
then went to flag a cab.
no cab wanted to pick us up lah.
waited and waited.
finally i got into a cab.
went i was just about to msg baby something.
she called and said she board the cab already.
hahas.
reach home.
shower and everything.
waiting for baby to finish my letter and to blog later
and her call laters.
hahas.

had a really really great day today.
THANKS AlOT BABY.
you simply made my day!!!
ILU and IMU truckloads

i'm freezing!!!
hahas
anyways.
went ot meet baby abt 1
hahas.
then we went to STUDY
amazing?!?!?
hahas.
walked halfway my slipper broke.
had to go get one.
thanks baby.
atudied then hk and grace came.
hk and baby went to okayed two rounds of pool.
then we went to interchange mac to slack awhile.
we slacked to around 5.
then baby accompanied me home to change.
then we went bishan.
walked around.
bought yakitori
and went to a void deck and eat.
so full lah.
slacked there awhile.
went to tp.
met huiling.
baby bought me marshmallow and honey stars.
hahas.
went parco to see huiling play her com.
slack there also about 9 plus we left.
while waitng for the bus i sawmy sis!
my piggified sis wanted to eat so she went to buy food and we missed the bus,
hahas.
we did stupid things in the bus lah.
hahas.
baby was laughing all the way.
reached home and i'm talking to baby now!
hahas.
i miss you lah can.
hahas
anyways today was a GREAT GREAT day.
hahas
MWAHS MWAHS MWAHS
*ilu::imu::baby

while waiting for baby to shower.
i shall blog abt ytd.
hahas
hmm
baby was late for work.
hahas
i slept like a pig all the way to 1 plus i think.
woke up showered everything then went to town.
hahas
met my daughter dan and my god grandaughter jade.
hahas.
walked far easr and realised i wanna buy so many things.
i wanna buy that green top.
those shoes.
some pants.
and those skirts.
hahass
can i buy the whole far east?
hahas
was waiting for baby to end work.
time pass so slow lah.
hahas
me dan jade walked to heeren to take neos.
omg! its damn nice lah.
hahas
finish taking neos.
baby was about to reach.
like finally.
hahas.
met baby.
walked dan and jade halfway to the bus stop.
hahas.
baby was hungry as usual.
then went crystal jade and eat.
so full lah can.
and i ate all my food.
hahas. =p
after went to far east to see those shoes.
hahas
went to bugis to get baby's berms.
hahas.
should i say the size????
hahas
i'm not so mean lah.
but we walked up and down th e same lane.
my friend must be thinking wat the hell are we doin.
hahas
after that we went tp to slack awhile.
hahas
then baby sent me home.
and she gave me my letter!!!
hahas.
that stupid girl arh i gg to blog finish le she still haven shower finsh.
hahas

baby i love you. and i miss you sooooooooo much!
hahas
thanks for every single thing you did to make my life much much better.
LOVES

heylos.
baby keeps pestering me to blog!
hahas
had a great and tired day today.
woke up 5.10 thanks to chow.
stupid cookies.
she gave me a fright lah.
appear at my house.
somemore i was in my pajamas.
hahas.
was like falling asleep in class.
hahas
was like waiting for baby to end sch so that i could meet her.
hahas
she said she's not goin for training.
i was so happy.
cause i tot i could meet her earlier.
but i was in sch helping dan dan out for the carnival tml.
hahas.
i'm soo nice.
hahas.
helped her until bout 5 plus i guess.
then rushed down to bugis to meet baby.
hahas.
went there.two of her friends were there too.
hahas.soon their bf(s) arrived.
hahas
was fun.
then on the way to take the mrt to tp.
i went a lil high.
hahas.
baby was trying to control my highness.
but its not working baby.
hahas
went to cold storage.the fresh food people.
fooled around there.
i went super high..
hahas.
baby sent me home again.
hahas
gave her her letter.
talking to her on the phone now since like? 11 plus?
hahas.
i doze off awhile while waiting for her to blog.
she was so nice to TAKE HER OWN SWEET TIME!!
hahas. so sweet rite
hahas
now i have to wait for baby to end work tml so that i can meet her.
hahas
cant wait!!!!
hahas
you better finish your journal then write my letter.
but DONT take your own sweet time.
or not the next letter i write to you. i will take my own sweet sweet time too.
hahas.

*ilu baby
MWAHS

i screwed my home ec pratical lah!
hahas
not really in the goo mood today.
i dunno why.
hahas
after school. had to wait for chow for something.
saw jh and jayne at the canteen so i wait with them
chow arrived.
then have to wait for jayne's
hahas
finally arrived.
they took so long.
even when baby end school i still haven leave school.
hahas
i pon danceamania prac.
hahas
met baby then went entertainment just for awhile.
hahas
then we went town.
went cine.
ate CHEESECAKE! yummy!
hahas
walk to heeren then went to meet cherre somewhere.
hahas
carried on walking and walking.
hahas
i cant count the number of the number of times i adjusted my uniform.
hahas
baby sent me home. hahas


baby.baby.baby.iloveyou.<333
thanks for everything.
MWAHS!

i love you BABY.
mwahs mwahs

today was rather fun..
woke up.
went home. change everything.
then met yuan may and samantha at enter
ate then went fareast to meet jia wei.
then we walked to heeren to meet cherre.
cherre was takin neos with crystal
after tat we went bishan to take neos.
took with cherre then took with jo and jia wei.
then went back tp
then went home..
haii..
so sian...
hahaha

From the day that I saw you.
I knew that we would pursue.
Cause the chemistry we felt that day.
Felt so real, and so true.
Looking back on a year we spent together.
How it's been, what we went through.
Although we had our little ups and downs .
We've still pulled through.baby.
My love for you will never end.
You'll always be a part of me.
As long as time keeps on passing by.
You'll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,I can't believe.
I've found a love so true.
and i took my time to put my trust in you.
I must admit it was so hard to do.
And every minute that I spend with you.
You make me believe I have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew that you would be mine.
Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling this was meant to be.
Without you I'll be lost,
I need you next to me
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one.
Cause my heart spoke for the very first time in a long while.
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up together.
If you were to go, I don't know
You're the only one who sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makesmy heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel has to be true
Cause you're my, my sweet lov
eEver since the first time,that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,when you're not by my side.
You're the only one that's on my mind
I never knew a love like this,
a love so strong


does this sound familiar to you.
i remmber.
i shall put it in simple words.
i love you.

trying very hard to forget you.
wish to get back to my normal self when i was very cheerful
and not the depress me.
grace told me that since before the hols .
i have been sad
all the way until now.
i have been thinkin of you.
thats why i'm iddat.

and to passerby and stranger.
just who are u ?
dont keep low profile.
why not u just tell me.
i bet u now me and my number.
can u just like sms me or call me to tell me who you are?
i will keep low profile.
thanks

shattered-
can you hear my heart shattering?
i bet u cant..
my heart hurts like mad you know?
i bet u dunno
i dont think you even know i still have very STRONG feelings for you.
your profile changed.
you are deeply in love with another girl now.
you told me you still love me.
have you forgotten what you said?
did you even mean it?!?!?
now its REALLY impossible for us to get back together already.
although i know u will never get to read this but..
i've gotta say..
you know the day we break.
is the day i knew REALLY love you.
and when i just wanted to sms to tell you.
your sms arrived.
saying to break.
i was in school. i ran to the bus stop crying like mad.
i bet u didnt know either.
although that was one year ago.
i still could remember all the happy times we had
in about nine months.
we got together on 181203 10.30pm
i could remember everything.
i tried very very hard to forget you.
but i just cant.
you're the first person that i love soo deeply.
i told most of my steads after you that i still love you deeply.

i just feel speechless now-
can someone help me?