wheeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm high!
hahas
ytd i had fun!
saw fire work with baby at the esplanande!
shiok!
hahas.

today met baby early in the morning.
hahas.
went to st anne but my grandma left without us.
sad case.
sacrifised me and baby's sleep.
hahas
after that went to get my dance stuff.
hahas.
bought food back to my house.
baby was so unclefied
hahas.
went my house.
ate.
i was so into the com.
baby had to feed me.
hahas.
after that.
baby helped me cut stars,Gs
hahas
i think she cut until she went mad.
hahas.
i was going crazy.
do the dance thing until i very stress.
i'm dropping hair!
how how how?
3 more days and its over.
aint going to schoo l tml.
going for blood test,
hahas.
after that then go school.
hahas.

anyways.

baby i love you.
u mean the most in my life.
my love for you cant be express in words.
you make me smile and laugh.
i dont what would i do without you
and where will i be without you.
THANK YOU BABY!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
MWAHS!

blog blog blog.
hahas.
went a lil mad in class.
suan miss tan alot!!
hahas.
shall be nice and not talk abt it.
hahas.
after school had dance prac till 4 liddat.
hahas.
got bullied by the juniors!
hahas.
baby reached my sch abt 5.
i ran out and told her to wait awhile more
cause i needed to wait for cherleh.
hahas.
i was like dying in sch.
cause of two reasons.
1st. i wanna see baby badly.
2nd. i was breathing in bad air.
hahas.
me,baby and fellow friends.
walked to interchage.
as usual i was making a fool out of myself.
hahas
BRAINBLOCK!!!
cant rmb wat to write
oh ya.
we went to ec and slack as usual.
sent cherleh home.
then went to snip my hair.
hahas.
after that baby sent me home.

baby. dont spend so much money okays.
your heartaches mine will too okays.
ILOVEYOUBABY <33333333333

hmmm.
was freezing in school lah.
after school got caught for my belt.
hahas.
but nothing happened.
hahas.
heng arh.
after school went home to shower and change
then met baby at tp.
i was early for once.
hahas
then we went enter to meet my daughters.
hahas.
we bitched about ppl.
as usual.
hahas.
me and baby left 1st.
we went to far east cause baby wanted to cut hair.
hahas.
while waiting for her to cut her hair i was playing with her phone.
LAME.
after that we kinda walked around far east.
walking walking then someone scream my name
it was joelle.
hahas.
stupid asshole.
hahas.
after that we took a MRT down to city hall
then we went to esplanade.
hahas.
we ate thai express.
yum yum.
hahas.
baby and i went a lil mad in the restaurent
hahas.
baby was eyeing on this butch that was a cheft.
hahas.
naughty naughty.
hahas
after that baby bought chocs for me!
hahas.
we went outside esplanade to slack.
hahas
the sky was purple.
cool eh.
we sat by the river side and slack.
hahas
was playing a fool.
baby is so irritating.
keep disturbing my EAR!!
hahas.
i kept whacking her boobies.
hahas.
she is so slim lah.
jealous.
hahas.
in the end i disturb her too at her EAR!
hahas
the secret is revealed!
hahas.
we slack for 2 hours i think.
hahas.
we sat there until about 10.
we wanted to cab home
but had to find a atm machine.
walked to marina square.
they said there wasnt any POSB machines here.
so we walked to raffles city.
drawed money already.
then went to flag a cab.
no cab wanted to pick us up lah.
waited and waited.
finally i got into a cab.
went i was just about to msg baby something.
she called and said she board the cab already.
hahas.
reach home.
shower and everything.
waiting for baby to finish my letter and to blog later
and her call laters.
hahas.

had a really really great day today.
THANKS AlOT BABY.
you simply made my day!!!
ILU and IMU truckloads

i'm freezing!!!
hahas
anyways.
went ot meet baby abt 1
hahas.
then we went to STUDY
amazing?!?!?
hahas.
walked halfway my slipper broke.
had to go get one.
thanks baby.
atudied then hk and grace came.
hk and baby went to okayed two rounds of pool.
then we went to interchange mac to slack awhile.
we slacked to around 5.
then baby accompanied me home to change.
then we went bishan.
walked around.
bought yakitori
and went to a void deck and eat.
so full lah.
slacked there awhile.
went to tp.
met huiling.
baby bought me marshmallow and honey stars.
hahas.
went parco to see huiling play her com.
slack there also about 9 plus we left.
while waitng for the bus i sawmy sis!
my piggified sis wanted to eat so she went to buy food and we missed the bus,
hahas.
we did stupid things in the bus lah.
hahas.
baby was laughing all the way.
reached home and i'm talking to baby now!
hahas.
i miss you lah can.
hahas
anyways today was a GREAT GREAT day.
hahas
MWAHS MWAHS MWAHS
*ilu::imu::baby

while waiting for baby to shower.
i shall blog abt ytd.
hahas
hmm
baby was late for work.
hahas
i slept like a pig all the way to 1 plus i think.
woke up showered everything then went to town.
hahas
met my daughter dan and my god grandaughter jade.
hahas.
walked far easr and realised i wanna buy so many things.
i wanna buy that green top.
those shoes.
some pants.
and those skirts.
hahass
can i buy the whole far east?
hahas
was waiting for baby to end work.
time pass so slow lah.
hahas
me dan jade walked to heeren to take neos.
omg! its damn nice lah.
hahas
finish taking neos.
baby was about to reach.
like finally.
hahas.
met baby.
walked dan and jade halfway to the bus stop.
hahas.
baby was hungry as usual.
then went crystal jade and eat.
so full lah can.
and i ate all my food.
hahas. =p
after went to far east to see those shoes.
hahas
went to bugis to get baby's berms.
hahas.
should i say the size????
hahas
i'm not so mean lah.
but we walked up and down th e same lane.
my friend must be thinking wat the hell are we doin.
hahas
after that we went tp to slack awhile.
hahas
then baby sent me home.
and she gave me my letter!!!
hahas.
that stupid girl arh i gg to blog finish le she still haven shower finsh.
hahas

baby i love you. and i miss you sooooooooo much!
hahas
thanks for every single thing you did to make my life much much better.
LOVES

heylos.
baby keeps pestering me to blog!
hahas
had a great and tired day today.
woke up 5.10 thanks to chow.
stupid cookies.
she gave me a fright lah.
appear at my house.
somemore i was in my pajamas.
hahas.
was like falling asleep in class.
hahas
was like waiting for baby to end sch so that i could meet her.
hahas
she said she's not goin for training.
i was so happy.
cause i tot i could meet her earlier.
but i was in sch helping dan dan out for the carnival tml.
hahas.
i'm soo nice.
hahas.
helped her until bout 5 plus i guess.
then rushed down to bugis to meet baby.
hahas.
went there.two of her friends were there too.
hahas.soon their bf(s) arrived.
hahas
was fun.
then on the way to take the mrt to tp.
i went a lil high.
hahas.
baby was trying to control my highness.
but its not working baby.
hahas
went to cold storage.the fresh food people.
fooled around there.
i went super high..
hahas.
baby sent me home again.
hahas
gave her her letter.
talking to her on the phone now since like? 11 plus?
hahas.
i doze off awhile while waiting for her to blog.
she was so nice to TAKE HER OWN SWEET TIME!!
hahas. so sweet rite
hahas
now i have to wait for baby to end work tml so that i can meet her.
hahas
cant wait!!!!
hahas
you better finish your journal then write my letter.
but DONT take your own sweet time.
or not the next letter i write to you. i will take my own sweet sweet time too.
hahas.

*ilu baby
MWAHS

i screwed my home ec pratical lah!
hahas
not really in the goo mood today.
i dunno why.
hahas
after school. had to wait for chow for something.
saw jh and jayne at the canteen so i wait with them
chow arrived.
then have to wait for jayne's
hahas
finally arrived.
they took so long.
even when baby end school i still haven leave school.
hahas
i pon danceamania prac.
hahas
met baby then went entertainment just for awhile.
hahas
then we went town.
went cine.
ate CHEESECAKE! yummy!
hahas
walk to heeren then went to meet cherre somewhere.
hahas
carried on walking and walking.
hahas
i cant count the number of the number of times i adjusted my uniform.
hahas
baby sent me home. hahas


baby.baby.baby.iloveyou.<333
thanks for everything.
MWAHS!

i love you BABY.
mwahs mwahs

today was rather fun..
woke up.
went home. change everything.
then met yuan may and samantha at enter
ate then went fareast to meet jia wei.
then we walked to heeren to meet cherre.
cherre was takin neos with crystal
after tat we went bishan to take neos.
took with cherre then took with jo and jia wei.
then went back tp
then went home..
haii..
so sian...
hahaha

From the day that I saw you.
I knew that we would pursue.
Cause the chemistry we felt that day.
Felt so real, and so true.
Looking back on a year we spent together.
How it's been, what we went through.
Although we had our little ups and downs .
We've still pulled through.baby.
My love for you will never end.
You'll always be a part of me.
As long as time keeps on passing by.
You'll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,I can't believe.
I've found a love so true.
and i took my time to put my trust in you.
I must admit it was so hard to do.
And every minute that I spend with you.
You make me believe I have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew that you would be mine.
Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling this was meant to be.
Without you I'll be lost,
I need you next to me
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one.
Cause my heart spoke for the very first time in a long while.
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up together.
If you were to go, I don't know
You're the only one who sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makesmy heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel has to be true
Cause you're my, my sweet lov
eEver since the first time,that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,when you're not by my side.
You're the only one that's on my mind
I never knew a love like this,
a love so strong


does this sound familiar to you.
i remmber.
i shall put it in simple words.
i love you.

trying very hard to forget you.
wish to get back to my normal self when i was very cheerful
and not the depress me.
grace told me that since before the hols .
i have been sad
all the way until now.
i have been thinkin of you.
thats why i'm iddat.

and to passerby and stranger.
just who are u ?
dont keep low profile.
why not u just tell me.
i bet u now me and my number.
can u just like sms me or call me to tell me who you are?
i will keep low profile.
thanks

shattered-
can you hear my heart shattering?
i bet u cant..
my heart hurts like mad you know?
i bet u dunno
i dont think you even know i still have very STRONG feelings for you.
your profile changed.
you are deeply in love with another girl now.
you told me you still love me.
have you forgotten what you said?
did you even mean it?!?!?
now its REALLY impossible for us to get back together already.
although i know u will never get to read this but..
i've gotta say..
you know the day we break.
is the day i knew REALLY love you.
and when i just wanted to sms to tell you.
your sms arrived.
saying to break.
i was in school. i ran to the bus stop crying like mad.
i bet u didnt know either.
although that was one year ago.
i still could remember all the happy times we had
in about nine months.
we got together on 181203 10.30pm
i could remember everything.
i tried very very hard to forget you.
but i just cant.
you're the first person that i love soo deeply.
i told most of my steads after you that i still love you deeply.

i just feel speechless now-
can someone help me?

the past is the past..
now i wanna start a new and different life..
all the heartaches i had with you
is all over..
i feel so relief now..
i have one lesser heavy burden..
you've hurt me alot..
but now?
who cares..
you cant control me anymore!
i hate it when u control me
scold my frens
thank god its all over..

i feel hurt...
i fell real hard
but i m still sorry
i m a lousy gf
i suck!
i am heavy burden to everyone
why did i even come into this earth
why cant i just die now!
argh!!!

y cant it still be like last time?
now u are treating me like a stranger
when you ask me to patch?
and i agreed
cos you were the one tat told me u still love me
and i told u that i really love you alot.
i dont mind
whether you are a good person or not
i love you for who you are
and for this time i am sure with my feelings
that i really really love you alot
i nvr love someone soo much.

ytd...
all i wanted was to spent more time with you
and you asked me to go home
i felt very hurt when u said that
cause i noe soon
when he comes back..
i cant spent alot of time wit you already.

and i noe my exams are around the corner.
i am already studying very hard already
i m tryin my best already...
i just felt so hurt and sad ytd..
you hurt me and i still said sorry to you
but you chose not to reply any of my smses
i felt worse when u didnt even reply me
when i kept sayin sorry...
i just feel like breaking down and cry...

if you read this..
all i wanna ask is that
you wanna patch izzit because
you dun wan me to be with em or what
i hope not..
cause i really really really love you alot!!

i just feel like a total loser now
i feel horrible
i just feel like endin my life..
but i live because of you

hais
i have nth to say le
-peaace out

argh! i failed maths!!! i cant believe it lah! jus by half a mark!
miss chong is makin me hate her can....
all thanks to that stupid mrs yip...
miss chong had to scold us and like ignore us
BITCH!!!!

sports day! 

it seriously hurt me when u said that...
its like peircing a thorn through my heart...

today was quite alrite
went out wit cherre and dar
bought a top and made my bag
i love it!
thanks dar for the bag!
muacks

yao made cherre pissed lah
haiyo tat made me a little angry also

anyways this mornin
dar was in bad mood
then smsed me and said maybe she not gg
so i tell her to tell me whether she gg? by 12
if she not gg then i ask my fren to go
then she said
call lah call lah
ask your ex lovers to go
i got angry and sad
cos it was rather mean of her to say tat lah

went to dar house to slack
hahas
went home and chat with dar online

hahas
dar is so sweet can
hahas
she said when she work next month"she will give me 200 or more every month
so sweet!!!
i got so touched
hehes
she go makan now
so i blog to keep myself awake to wait fer her
hehes

dar!!!
i love you!!!
muacks muacks muacks!
make up fer today
hahas

my post so short cos i accidentally deleted the previous post
hahas

lalalalala
hmmm...
wat should i post today???
had pe today!!!
so tiring can?!?
run until my legs the both knee pain lor
but who cares
only cant walk properly only mahs

called dar to wake her up...
yulica and mandy embarresed me lah!!!
i go look for them.
then they go ask krystle to come out!
i run.
they pull me!!!
haiyo
kanna bullied!
then had art!
zailee is so stupid
i was like waitin for lessons to end lah!!
then during lesson time she keep callin and callin
then it kept vibratin and vibratin
lesson finally ended!!!
hooray!!!
then met cherre to go ec together
then cherre waited for ahem to come
while i waited for dar to come
dar took so long lah
but nvm...
hehes

met at ec le..
then crapped and crapped
then about 7 go back
dar sent me home
and came my hse
as usual
then we had dinner at the market
yummy
then went home
watch tv
then at about 10
dar went home
i sent her to the bus stop
then yah lor she left...
so sad..

went home wanted to sleep..
but..
i wanted to chat to dar
so i waited for her to come online..
and now she online le..
hahas

shall pen off here...
hehes
love ya!!
muacks!

heys
was at dar house just now
the have ta leave to go for cath class
reach there... there was so little ppl there.. then i was like omg!
when i went up... every1 was up there
hahas
lesson ended early today...
after lesson i walked to dar house again
helped her create her blog
hahas
dar was playin with my hair
then she felt like styling it
so she went to take her wax and started styling
and it turned out nice!
hahas
then i stayed there until 10 plus then i went home
i reached home
have my dinner
screwed dar's blog
hehes
did a little of my homework
and downloadin songs into my mp3
and now blogging...
hahas

this is for *you*
i gave you my heart
so dont break it
its fragile

-loVe yOoU-