it seriously hurt me when u said that...
its like peircing a thorn through my heart...

today was quite alrite
went out wit cherre and dar
bought a top and made my bag
i love it!
thanks dar for the bag!
muacks

yao made cherre pissed lah
haiyo tat made me a little angry also

anyways this mornin
dar was in bad mood
then smsed me and said maybe she not gg
so i tell her to tell me whether she gg? by 12
if she not gg then i ask my fren to go
then she said
call lah call lah
ask your ex lovers to go
i got angry and sad
cos it was rather mean of her to say tat lah

went to dar house to slack
hahas
went home and chat with dar online

hahas
dar is so sweet can
hahas
she said when she work next month"she will give me 200 or more every month
so sweet!!!
i got so touched
hehes
she go makan now
so i blog to keep myself awake to wait fer her
hehes

dar!!!
i love you!!!
muacks muacks muacks!
make up fer today
hahas

my post so short cos i accidentally deleted the previous post
hahas

lalalalala
hmmm...
wat should i post today???
had pe today!!!
so tiring can?!?
run until my legs the both knee pain lor
but who cares
only cant walk properly only mahs

called dar to wake her up...
yulica and mandy embarresed me lah!!!
i go look for them.
then they go ask krystle to come out!
i run.
they pull me!!!
haiyo
kanna bullied!
then had art!
zailee is so stupid
i was like waitin for lessons to end lah!!
then during lesson time she keep callin and callin
then it kept vibratin and vibratin
lesson finally ended!!!
hooray!!!
then met cherre to go ec together
then cherre waited for ahem to come
while i waited for dar to come
dar took so long lah
but nvm...
hehes

met at ec le..
then crapped and crapped
then about 7 go back
dar sent me home
and came my hse
as usual
then we had dinner at the market
yummy
then went home
watch tv
then at about 10
dar went home
i sent her to the bus stop
then yah lor she left...
so sad..

went home wanted to sleep..
but..
i wanted to chat to dar
so i waited for her to come online..
and now she online le..
hahas

shall pen off here...
hehes
love ya!!
muacks!

heys
was at dar house just now
the have ta leave to go for cath class
reach there... there was so little ppl there.. then i was like omg!
when i went up... every1 was up there
hahas
lesson ended early today...
after lesson i walked to dar house again
helped her create her blog
hahas
dar was playin with my hair
then she felt like styling it
so she went to take her wax and started styling
and it turned out nice!
hahas
then i stayed there until 10 plus then i went home
i reached home
have my dinner
screwed dar's blog
hehes
did a little of my homework
and downloadin songs into my mp3
and now blogging...
hahas

this is for *you*
i gave you my heart
so dont break it
its fragile

-loVe yOoU-

me::emu  

-pouts-
i m so gonna gain weight all thanks to someone tats makin me eat
but i still love you anyways
hahas
muack muack

life have been better thanks to *you* hehes
thank you

ArC is really rather stressful but i still love the ppl there!
and the next competition comin up will be space which i will be takin part in
so excitin!!!
hahas

I had a great time with you today
hehes

tats all i m gonna say
hehes

i miss dancin alot alot alot!!!!
haiz... especially my rolls!
hahas
miss those days when i dance nearly everyday!

today was a fun day...
1st went to school and craped with the seniors
then went to meet josephine and emu to watch boogeyman!!
the story line was okay lah.. but the sound effect made me jump!!!
hahas
then later we went to shop around in town... then we went down to tp cos emu and jo wanted to cut their hair...then i went home to change....
after i change.. i went to meet them...
trust me! they look good after their newhairstyle!!
after that went ec... while walkin we saw grace...
yeah!
so i hang out wit her at ec while waitin for hui shan to come...
hui shan came...
we talked... then i went home..
browsin through friendster... i saw two person's profiles
i got so sad when i saw it...
i started tearin...


love hurts!
seriously...
why do u still make me think that u still like me alot when u like another girl more?!?!
unless u are lyin to yourself!
i rather wait 4 u!
but y of all people that girl!
first she is my friend... and we always like the same people and she gets that some1..
wats so good about her?
she only like ppl cos of their looks... or cos she is jus DESPERATE!!!!
i jus noe her too well!
i love u so much and u broke my heart into pieces!!!
if u read this.. can u pls pls pls tell me whether u still like me and wats the reason u broke with me!!!
i really wanna noe!!!
u just left me all alone in a second...
u hurt me so so much and yet i still love u more and more!
but so? u dont appreciate it!
u think tat lettin me wait is horrible!
while i think that u breakin my heart is worse!!!
y must u make me hate you!
why?!?!?!?!?!?!?
ARGH!!!!!
i m gonna break down!!!!
why not i just end my freakin life!!!
without me life will be so much betta
and i will not get hurt by u more!!!

hi to all.... my blog growin dust le...haha...shall update... haiz life has been rather okay....got good and bad...christmas is comin...haha... so exicted....have been goin to chalet nowadays.... i cant play maple.... haiz... i dunno what to write le.... write some other time...chaos...

shift to a new class...now my class is at st gabs...haha...i finally finish my papercut... i di ubtil 3 am then sllep...damn tired....after tat i went ta plae bball then halfway went to the dance studio to helpguides peeps 4 dance...hahasuppose to pack arc kit...haha...yeah!!! lata gg out to eat wit all the arc ppl at pizza hut!!!....n if prissy dun give me bac my $12 she will dance pole dance rite smack in the middle of pizza hut...haha...i m sho mean....gtg tata

NJRC is over ...sho sad...anyway although we didnt win anything...but its okay lah...still got next year....had church carnival yesterdae...it was okay lah...not tat fun coz every year also same thing... went home then slept awhile then went shoppin...it was kinda okay lah..got a few tops n a pouch...but still didnt get my skirt...then i went to my aunts hse they we play play play...came home late and slept...this mornin wake up abit late lah coz yesterday i tok to darel tok untill 2 plus...haha...went to sch n did a pai sei thing go up stage n shake principle hand...sumore nvr win anything very pai seh arh...juz change my layout...juz hang finish tokin to johnathan:)....he treat me very nice xia...n to ppl who dun no this...i already broke up wit u noe who lah...dun ask me abt it coz i totally cant be bothered abt it yah....and if [u][my ex] are readin my blog...stop addin my frens who u dun even noe...u noe u make me very pai seh in sch...if u r des say lah...dun nid to flirt wit my friends...so fuck off lah!!!...u POSER!!!...i shall stop here now ya..tata muackz

FUCK OFF MY FUCKIN LIFE!!!
i dont even think its important for me to exist in this world i m livin in when my true frens betrayed me over n over again...i trust them soo much and this is wat they do to me... I'm gonna BREAK DOWN soon!!!life is so fuckin irritatin i dun wanna live anymore!!! i juz wanna slp and nvr wake up...because of all this incidents that happen, juz because of 1 FUCKIN competition, my life is ruin...every1 HATES me!!! i juz wish that nvr happen!!! because off this, i have been CRYIN EVERYDAY!!! whenever i m at home...HAIZ... all i realli wanna do noe is DIE!!! [[LIFE TO ME IS RATHER MEANINGLESS ALREADY]]

today in sch was like ok lah... had pe it was very fun...haha then after recess we had history ca...it was ok but i m sure gonna flunk...haha after tat we had art...it was okay as i think mr tan was in a good mood coz he started to walk very funny..haha then i went up to ask he which art work should i chose then he said this "when u cum up u alwaes remind me of yr sister" because me and my sis like to ask the same question then he said this"next time arh when u have alot of boyfren dont ask me to help u to chose coz i will sae duno" i was like nvm...so i went back to my sit and then i told my fren tat if i ask him to chose i must be blind! haha...then had science nth special...then had maths...it was fun coz i liked maths...then i was suppose to go 4 this njrc thingy but i didnt go coz my grp members didnt go...then my grandma picked me home and asked me since when i becum so guai...haha..i shall stop here 4 now...till then..tata

Yeah! back from bintan yesterday...it was like WOW! it was damn fun...the 1st dae i went there the 1st thing we did was explore the resort...did alot of shoppin at the resort itself...haha...alwaes the same shop...then we went to eat...it was a buffet...then lata we went to the villa the cempaka villa...it was like damn cool lor...then ay aunts n my mums frens tok n tok n tok...then we went to the private beach at the lagoon...there we played in the sea...then i wanted to try the jetski...it was damn fun...1st the guy ask me whether i noe how to swim then i pretend to say no...but he like noe i was bluffin he purposely drive very VERY VERY fast lor...drive me to right to the end then the turnin part is like will fall off the jetski n into the water any moment lor...then he stop halfway n switched place with me...he asked me to drive then i was like ummm...ok lor......it was damn SHIOK arh!!!! i want to do it again but cant coz closin liao...haha...then after tat we went bac to the villa n shower everything then the adults wanted to have a massage so they called 4 a massage lor...leave me all alone so i watched tv...1 thing good was tat the tv have all the singapore channel...haha...after the massage we went to the jap restaurent...the food there was like expensive lor...but who cares...then we went back to the villa...then the adults excludin my aunt who was listenin to micheal buble...then the rest was in my room tokin about pregnancy lor...but not to me lah..its becoz 1 of my mums friend there had 5 children...then they tok n tok n tok non stop lor...make me cannot slp...then the next day we had breakfast in the villa we cooked ourselves...then the adults tok n tok n tok...lata me and my mums boss went for a swim...since the sun was like wow...i went there,i swimmed awhile the i lay there and started tannin...but it was awhile...after tat we went back n then bath everthing then lata my aunt asked whether i wanted to try drivin the buggie...i was like YAH! the i tried it was realli easi n fun...haha...after tat we went to this place called "oleh oleh" it wasnot very fun as everyshop sell nearly the same thing...after tat we went back and eat lunch then we went to the villa to pack up n go back...when i was in the boat to go back to singapore i was abit seasick...haha...i think it was becoz it was very hot... 

Yeah! I m gg to Malaysia today..But I homework also haven finish...haiz...gonna do in the car lata...i find the ij dolls are soo cute...i ptu the two ij girls to represent me...1st...the bad ij girl..belt low low one...hahaz...next is the greenhse cheerleader which i m proud to be...coz it simply rox!hahaz...anw...holidaes has been geat...went like to outins wit the class 1st is we went out with mrs chu...gosh...tat was realli fun man...next was our class bbq...its was super duper fun....i wish we can have tat again...gosh i miss sch...espeacially..the peeps in sch...i luv u peeps n i realli miss u peeps alot!hahaz...i think i shall write more when i cum back frm malaysia...till then...toodles

ok....realli long nvr rite liao...hmmm...exams are like finally over...today i went shoppin wit my sister...ppl ask me y i dun go out wit ahem ahem...then i told them i need 2 spend sum time wit my sis to go shop shop...sry...i walk the whole orchard...now sho tired...bought i very unique but simple shirt...$20 xia...heartache lah...but worth it lah...hehex...i scared i fail my exams lei i want to have at least an A1 or A2 lor....fail already i scared miss liem scold...i think i hab puton alot of weight liao ..gope not i think i write until here...ppl write me a testi n tag moi blog arh....

heyz...realli long nvr write liao...sry i deleted sum post n edited sum stuff coz i scared my teacher see lah...u noe sumthings is for me to noe for u to find out lah
anywaez...today quite fun for us...haha...let me see where to start...i was late to sch all thanks to my stupid sis...alwaes not willin to wake up makin me late for sch all the time!!!!!ermm...sch was normal...dum like geog...miss philips is so borin i wan mrs lee yoke teng bac...she is a much much beta teacher than miss phillips...haiz...let me see wat to write...oh ya i gettin more n more bimbotic now adays thats wat my fren said...haha...wateva lah i think i write until her ...tata buaiz

yozz.so long nvr write liao...nw adays reach hm very late lor tats why nvr write...
its been a long week n day 4 me...kept goin 2 church...lets not tok abt the past...lets tok abt 2dae...
*ring ring* my phone rang at 7.30am....my jo ask me 2 meet her at 8.15 at tp wit the rest to go out...but i slept until 8am so i quickly wake up and go bath and blah blah blah...nearly fell asleep in the bus coz i slept abt 1 plus yesterday...sho late i duno y...oh ya coz i reach hm abt 11pm...sho naughty...
anyway when i reach there i met my stead n jo...i showed this msg tat randy send to me at nit...duno wat gd nite...miss u but dun miss me...i didnt take it 2 heart then jo went to tell my stead that randy likes me...which i dun think so lor...we went 2 lido 2 watch the prince and me...the show was okay lah...besides wat happen in the cinema which i will not say...after the movie we went heeren then we went to bugis to meet randy...then when we found him i saw my stead he look very moody/pissed*sob sob* i think its becoz of randy...duno *confused*then we went out of the arcade where randy was then his mood started changin...*yeah*so we went to shop shop at bugis then we go bac tp then we all took 163 my stead and his fren go hm then me and jo went to compass point..................after everything i went 2 church...see i sho guai...wateva...when i go church i wore heels so amazin coz usually i dun wear heels becoz i m tall...then my frenz say i damn sexy n chio 2dae*blush*...lolz
reach hm abt 12am...lolz
tats all fer now i think....
*yawn*
*wink wink* sho sleepy...but duun wan to sleep
peeps muz tag moi blog okie or write me a testi...lolz
nitey nitez....

3 cheers n 3 cheers n cheers 4 1/9...hiphip hurray...hip hip hurray...hiphip huarry!!!!!!
stop the crap but 1/9 rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xp

Yeah!!! so damn happy 2dae...i feel tat every thing is juz right...in the mornin i was early 4 sch....tat means i didnt meet ahem ahem.....den lata durin chinese teacher said my compo was good...its like in my entire life 4 chinese compo i scored above 27....haha...then lata 4 my lit test i passed...it was unbelieveable...coz i suck at lit coz i hate readin....then durin maths class i was playin a fool makin ms wong angry which is so gd coz the whole class hates her...omg!!!i m so evil...muahahahaha....then after sch we had a lit role play competition n our class had the coonfident 2 win n we did haha....
when they were announcin the results....the teacher ask whos the best actress then we said 1/9....amanda butin the end it was 1/9 olympia...u rawl girl...then lata the teacher announce the winnin class....they ask us 2 guess then it was 1/9 1/9 1/9......yeah!!!! so damn happy...all the cumin bac durin the march holi was all worth it....rawk on 1/9!!!! when we reach class we were doin 3 cheers n i think it coould be even heard frm downstair... oh my geezzz...........haha....damn fun man!!!!i tink 2ml will haf class party...........

to my darlin 1/9......we rawk!!!!!!!!
rawk on!!!!!
keep the class spirit goin!!!!
i luv u peeps.......
*muackz*

hihi...its been quite a long time i haven write... anyway i was so embarrassed on my pri schc carnival on 14 march sunday lor...my shorts got pulled down many times by my frenz n my shirt got lifted up too...so pai seh...i got dunked too it was damn fun...got all wet...but i kinda wore the wrong colour...i wore white n red...then i 4got my guy frenz were cumin but who cares...haha...4 a sshort period of time i had fever...then now i m havin cough n flu....i dun noe y on mon i feel very pissed i think coz i very tired lor...i m sorry if i yelled at my frenz i dun mean it...anyway i had lit rehersal...it didnt do quite well...nvm prctice makes perfect.............................................................................................

todae lei...i was damn hyper...tats gd...yeah!!!...wateva....had lit prac again...it was beta lah but in between we played truth or dare...frm there we found out alot of secret...haha...but at the same time the class is gettin along beta...n we are intendin 2 hav a class camp...not bad arh...lolz...i think its gonna be fun....i went home i slept all the way until 6+.....damn tired lah...2ml its gonna be worst...after lit prac i got cheerleadin practice....but i like it...its beta then bein at hm...rite???rite.... my gosh i feel lame.....kk tats all 4 now....tata...*muackz*

yo!!! peeps...anyway if u wanna see wat those pic mean at the bottom juz highlight under the pic...coz i 4got how 2 change the colour...lolz...
anyway todae was quite a fun day....lolz...anyway todae i had a chinese ca n i think i m gonna flunk it coz i didnt realli study...besides tat it was quite fun lha...we were suppose to hav cheerleadin prac 2dae after our measurment takin but duno y it was cancelled...anywae the cheerleadin skirt its like abt 12 inches long...go n measure n u will noe how long it is...my fren threw my wallet at me n it hit my shoulder bone real hard... i got realli pissed...

oh ya yesterday which was sundae was so fun....me,cherre n bonnie went 2 watch danceworks at westmall...it was realli nice...i think our sch realli did very well but juz didn't win lor...wat the hell lor...but at least we won the cheerleadin part n thte collage work...yeah!!!! OMG!!! ACS(B) ppl was dancin it was quite cool lor...besides tat we saw guy dancin n actin like a gal in short it was very gay...we kept laughin n laughin lor...

oh no!!! tml got geog test i beta go n study or else i will flunk it...i beta go 4 now...write more sum other time....