baby
i;m so thankful i have you now with me
i'm super happy with my life now
my friends ask me how am i
and i can say it easily that same but happier
you really make me smile and laugh from deep within
dont think so much already okays?
i love you and thats final
i know what i am doing
i know that i'm very serious with you
i can even think of staying with you i like 1o days?
i just freaking love you so much baby
you are the reason for everything
i love you
i miss you
i really wanna see you again soon
and hold you longer than before
i dont wanna let you go
i love you!

baby
have confidence in yourself
i'm no longer that materealistic bitch anymore
i dont need you to shower me with gifts an all
all i need is your love only
i dont need other things
seriously lah
so wat if you;re not the kind for me
anything is possible as long as you try
all i need to know that you love me
thats all
every word i say i mean it
i dont want you to compare yourself with my past
so wat if they showered me with gifts and all
in the end wat did i get
i got cheated in a way
you are my one and only
i just wanna grow old with you
i just love you baby
and i mean it
I LOVE YOU
hehes
mwahs!

hmmmm
there are like so many question in me and your head
but i chose to leave it aside
cause i believe that its all plan already
so dont worry okay baby
i wont break my promises to you
right now i just wanna live with you forever
i didnt wanna be with you one reason was because of her
we are all friends you get the point
but in the end i realise so wat
so wat if you are younger than me and all
and people say you;re not the kinda bung for me
i realised it all not impt
the feelings are the ones that are impt
and how we are willing to compromise with each other
thats wats most impt
i need that confidence too
when i know so many people like you
i start losing confidence again
cause its like there are so many people out there better than me
yupps
and baby
you're not dreaming
its all true!
i dont wish for it to be a dream either
i love you for who you are
i may not seem to be a good gf to you and all
but deep down even one cough from you my heart hurts
knowing that you are sick and all
but i just dunno wat to do
makes me feel really useless
baby
i just want you to know that i love you
and its all true
i'm yours and you're mine
you mean the world to me
i just wanna be with you every second in my life
i just wanna stay with you
so i could see you and hear you first every morning
i just wanna wake up everyday and feel you hugging me
i just wanna wake up and see you here with me
i love you baby
and i miss you lots lots lots!!!
you make me go crazy abt you!
mwahs!

helllo people
i;m here to blog blog blog
BLOG!
done
hahas
i'm wasted!
hahahs!

okay lah
i better blog properly before some asshole kill me!
hahas!
go sleep lah stupid asshole!
hahas!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i got my lanvin perfume!
hahas
lalalallalalala
theres something wrg with me recently
getting more and more retarded lah
hahas
and bitchy
hahas
oh my
hahas!
i need my sleep!!!!!!!!
went to meet darius and aj at night
then went back to tp
they werre playing cs and i was having motion sickness lah
hahas
then after that went to darius place to cook his famous fried rice
hahas'
the rice was soggy but ya its still nice cause of some mistake i did
hahas
the martell took very long to take effect on us lah
hahas!
reached home like in the morning
then stayed awake
cause i needed to meet people at ten
if i were to slp then thats it
but i fell asleep at 8'59
i couldnt hear my phone ring at all lah
hahas
sorry lah stupid fat pig
hahas
me and darius was planning our funeral lah
hahas
so if i die just ask him
he would know
hahas
what will happen if i die?
who will cry?
who will be in joy?
hmmmm
so many questions lah
lalalalalal
so darius or any of my friend isf i die before you do
tell me when you all meet me up or down there what happen
hahas!
retards lah


to a very special friend
okay i admit i change
everyone change and all
but if you realie your egoness is getting overboard
you know what i think?
i think that you think that you're the best lah
no offence but ya
ever since D you've changed so much
wheres the friend i used to know
who will have some reality check
wake up lah girl
you say all these things to me all the time
and now its my turn to say all these things to you
i hope you will read it
i just dont wanna lose a friend like you
sigh... nvm..
see you soon...

MICHELE EE IS BLISSFULLY ATTACHED TO PEARLYN TAN!!
to those that were so freaking eager to know who?
we are going to let everyone know
we dont wanna hide it anymore
cause to us wat really matters is that we love each other
we dont wanna care what other people think already

baby i wanna be with you every second of my life
i need you to be by my side
i miss the touch of your hands in mine
i miss the touch of your lips near mine
i miss your endless hugs
i'm already so committed to you
it wasnt wrong to chose you
i'm freaking in love with you now
you were nvr off my mind
i have to wait till another 2 weeks till i can meet you
unless i go down to look for you
1 sec your gone from my side i miss you already
just imagine how much i'm missing you now
without you in my life i would just die
baby.
you're not selfish at all okay
i understand
you're afraid i might go back to her one day and leave you
i promise you here that i'll nvr leave you and go back to her
i'm already yours and your alone
i know what it'll be like if i were to go back
so now i promise you i wont
you are treated so differently from all my gfs and bfs
it shows how much i love you already
when you are gone i just wanna run out and go look for you no matter what
i just love you baby
i miss you loads

i'm here to blog finally
hahas
or else that stupid pig is gonna pester me
hahas
i am guai the whole day today okay
stayed at home the whole day lah
go out also go out with parents only
hahas
my mum just had to wake me up from my beauty slp just to go bugis lah
and she just dragged me out of the house
hahas
dance night ytd was great
besides some unpleasant things that happened
hahas
me swan and lydho ate like gluttons lah
suppose to drink but we ended up gg home
hahas
woke up today and wake baby up
hahas!
for i dunno wat reason
hahas
since she wanna her my voice first when she wakie
so wake her up lah
hahas
your wake up voice damn cute lha
hahas
shld call you more often
hahas
i shall be mean and deprive you of slp
gonna meet a old fren of mine tml for lunch
so exciting!
hahas

i miss you like crazy too
everything is so meaningless without you
you;re my sugar rush
thou we stay very far. but what matters most is that we hold on to our love
i wish i could be in yr arms forever and not let you go
i love you too.i did a right decision by giving up the previous one and gave both of us a chance
i would not want to break your heart too baby
i miss the days when we are just cuddling tgt
i wish i could hold you tight and never let you go too
promise me not to leave me too okays
i really want you here with me now
you gave me the smile on my face
i wanna be the one who take cares of you
i wanna hold your hand till the end of time
i wanna be the one for you
i wanna be your everything
i just love you so
i promis too that i'll always be there for you and not leave you
i wanna see that wide smile on yr face
i wanan see us happy
i wanna see the future with you
i wanna celebrate every birthdays with you
i wanna cerebrate all the special ocasions with you
i wanns watch the sun rise and sun set with you and your arms
i wanna watch the stars with you in your arms
i'm happy as long as i'm with you
i think abt you all the time
even when i'm sleeping
you were nvr once out of my mind
you make me feel wats its like to be really inlove and committed
you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have you
i'm so in love with you
thou we are only tgt for a few days
i've nvr felt so loved and committed before in just a few days
its like i'm ready to live my life with you forever
and to love you endlessly
my heart melts in the sweet lil things you do and say
my heart skips a beat whenever i see you too
my heart belongs to you already
i realised too how much you mean to me
what would live be without you
i cant live without you too
i love you and only you
you're my everything
you are mine
baby just really promise me not to leave me okay?
baby i love you !

HEE HOR!
hahas
suppose to go to gym this morning
but i was freaking tired
hahas
till jade called and ask me out at 12
i told them i would be slightly late
cause i was freaking tired
end up i only reached city hall by 2 plus
hahsa
went there
met lydho,jade and cherish.cow
waited for that stupid smurf bird swan
hahas
she always take ages to come
hahas
after that went walking ard at raffles city
trying shoes!! my fav!
hahas
so fun lah
then we walked to marina sq for carls junior
along the way me and swan were playing lah
she just happily keep swinging me in circles can
i wear till so glam then do this to me
hahas
and oh man
i was so freaking full lah
oh yea
i concluded that swan look like smurf
cherish look like goofy!
hahas
then we went candy empire
hahas
i finally ate my marshmallow chocolate!
damn shiok lah
and i'm going to munch on my giant caramello koala!
whee!!!!
hahas
tml is dance night!
wat to wear?!?
i dunno which top to wear
i wearing my denim skirt and lyd's guess stilettos
hahas
wat top should i wear with
must dress to impress
hahas
after that might be drinking
hahas
off i go
toodles!

i miss you!

retard me!! look at my eyebags!





i love you peeps!



i love jade



martial artist and retard! hahas

ELLOS!!!
hahas
hmmm
went to novena with jade
cause of jy and swan lah
hahas
you two arh
faints
hahas
neways
after that met jade and her
then went over to look for darius to drink
he was fucking wasted lah
alamak!
hahas
i didnt get to sleep lah thanks to her
deprived me of mu sleep
only managed to catch a few hours
then called jade and wake her up to swim
blah blah blah blah
today was just filled with laughter lah
hahasd
it was fun fun fun
hahas

its so fun distubing you lah
hehes

when i;m with you i see myself
when i;m with you i'm so happy
when i;m with you it seems like everything is alright
when i;m with you it just feels so good
when i;m with you i just wanna pause the time
when i'm with you i just wanna lie in yr arms forever
when i;m with you i just dont wanna let you go
when i'm with you i just wish to stare into your eyes forever
when i;m with you i;m just speechless
cause a picture speaks more than a thousand words
I LOVE YOU BABY!
I MISS YOU!!!!
BLEAHS

LADEEDAM!
hahas
i collected my results today
mr yap was making no sense
he's one stubborn man
told him that my parents wont interferre he just wont listen
he was shock when he heard things from me and my sister abt my family
yes, my family looks perfect
but inside all of us, its broken
theres no more warmth already
all we do at each other its scream at each other
thats why i dont like going home
we cant even have a decent meal together at the same table
it was nvr possible
and its not going to be possible already
sigh.. nvm

after results went to inter mac for breakfast with sis
waited for alice and darius to come
hahas
then we headed down to the gym
yeahness
like finally
i'm going to firm my body
and lose all my fats
hahas!
after gym went to tp
oh my it was damn retarded
my sister was stealing my clam chowder
after that we went to the hub gallery
cause suaku darius and my suaku sister dunno whats in there
hahas
we were playing there
like lil kids deprived of childhood
hahas
we took alot of stupid pictures
with the statues
jumping
in the "lift"
infact everywhere
hahas!!!
we spent nearly an hour there
hahas
we took a stupid video too
hahas!
then went to ntuc and bought HAM!!!
yum yum
hahas
will upload the pictures and video soon
hahas
lalalala

and now i'm home
i;m so bored lah can
i think i should be staying at home
THINK
hahas

i know its hard to have you totally
but i'm satisfied with what i have now
i so wish things will work out
and i wish i could have you totally

clear all my doubts
i'm just thinking too much
i;m just afraid to get hurt again
tell me you;re not playing with me
tell me its real
tell me you really love me
tell me you meant every word you said
tell me the truth though it hurts.
the mich now
is really weak
someone pick me up again
i wanna see myself with full of confidence and strong and all
but the mich i see now has none
-pouts

to jade and dan
i dunno if you two are reading
it seems like we're drifting again
it hurts
i think there are some misunderstanding among all of us
dan i was just irritated with you
like how jade was irritated with you
i didnt know how to put it to you cause i was afraid i'd lose you
maybe to you all i seem like i;m just using you all
but i really treat you two as my best friends
i really wanted the three of us to stick together
like the other time when three of us were close again i was so happy and teared
but when i saw three of us sitting at diff table my heart shatt
thsi shows of much i treasured the both of you
you two really mean alot to me
all the best to your o levels

to chow
you emo cock
hahas
thank god you are or else i think once we argue we will nvr give in to each other
thanks for giving in to me all the time
we're both stubborn
you're always true to me
and i'm thankful for that
you were always there for me when i needed you
you showed me you cared and all
word just cant described how thankful i am to have a friend like you
hahas
thanks chow~!!

to darius!!
hahas
we've been through quite alot hur
hahas
you;ve seen all the sides of me
i've seen all the sides of you
you were there for me when i needed you all the time
you show understanding when i was with lyd
you kept complaining that when i'm with her you are forgotten
i was unreachale to you
but in the end you said as long as i;m happy
i really thank god you undersatnd
but now i realised that i havent really done my part as a friend
casue i zhong se qing you
i promise i'll nvr do that again
i'll balance it
hahas
thanks alot darius!:D

i dunno what i'll become without you guys
i really love you guys alot!
you guys mean alot to me
and i hope our friendship will stay strong
you guys lead me back to the right path
when i go onto the wrong path
thanks alot!


You magnify my happiness
When I am feeling glad;
You help to heal my injured heart
Whenever I am sad.
You’re such a pleasure in my life;
I hope that you can see
How meaningful your friendship is;
You’re a total joy to me.
Thank you, friend, for all the things
That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.
Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;
And just for being you.
Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;
For things I can't explain.
For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,
Thank you; thank you, friend.

hmm
it seems like we're both moving on
thats good
you found someone you like and i've found someone i like
hopefully us and the one we like will turn out good
hahas
all the best to you and her. my fren and you will always be

tell me its real and you're not lying
dont love me for fun girl
love me for a reason
let the reason be love
.....


went to make my ic today
then went tp to meet chow and calli
i was in shorts and tshirt and flip flops only lah
super unglam can!
i was unprepared to go anywhere
i thought we were just going to stay at tp but!
we went tamp mall
to catch xmen3
it was damn nice lah'
i pity chow sit between me and calli
i was pulling one side of her tshirt
calli was pulling the other side
hahas
after that had to wait for chow to end her guitar lesson
so me and calli was walking ard tm to waste 1 hr
hahas
time was passing so slow...
hahas
after that we went to mac for dinner
my god
we were throwing tissue at each other
hahas
talking so loudly
they were stealing my fries
we were laughing our ass off lah
hahas
today was fun fun fun
hahas
i found out something abt darius!!!
hahas!!!
i've got something to blackmail you with DARIUS WONG!
hahas
i'm goin to get a job lah
my allowance is gonna get cut by half!
so i might as well not go out
and not eat
chow i;m going to kill you!!
bluff me lah!!!
say still got my private msges in yr phone
dont wanna let me delete
make a big hu ha in the bus
so pai seh can
end up now you tell me you lying!!!
asshole
you're gonna get it on monday!!
i make sure the doctor poke wrongly!
hahas

SCREW EVERYTHING LAH!!!
FUCK IT!!!
someone just stab me real hard
stop all the crying for me please
my heart is crying and bleeding
so many false hopes and all
god
let me really be happy
and not fake all the smiles and laughter
PLEASE!!
thats all i'm asking for
what has gotten into me?
i wake up everyday
thinkin that things will be fine
but no.
i'm suffering from ********** once again
i'm left speechless now
bye.

netball carnival was a success!!
yeah!
though cheerleading we didnt win
but it was freaking good!
i'm so proud of myself and 3/10!
you all rocked my day
we came in first in netball
third in overall!
great improvement from last year!
hahas
i'm burnt!
stupid sun!!!!
my body i really gonna break
i tore my thigh muscles
thanks to the stunts
cause miss dawn actually bounced on my back
and i did a split
i was paralysed for abt 3 mins
screaming and crying in pain
but then i still had to carry on
i just have to forget abt all the pain i'm having physically
it was hard but..ya
after that swan they all came my place
oh my seriously stop scandaling!
hahas!
i'm so tired now. yawns

i hate my my family
in fact its not even a family!
my sister is a bitch
my mum always side my sister when she's in the wrong
my dad is useless
my grandma is like my mum
my grandpa is useless too
wat kind of family is this?
wheres the warmth we used to share when i was younger
i dont wish to be in this family anymore
i'm really breaking down
i've been tolerating for the past 15 years of my life
you all just made it worse this few days
i had a argument again with my sis and my mum this morning
FUCK MUM IF YOU WANNA SLAP ME< SLAP LAH!! I HATE YOU!!!!
hit me, abuse me, treat me like a slave
whats more?
nothings gonna change but to hate you guys more!
also nag at me why i'm like this saying i always hang out late and blah blah blah you guys dont even make me feel like goin home!
send me into girls home for all i care
i seriously cant be bothered anymore
SEND!!! I KNOW YOU WILL!!

girl. tell me what i'm feeling is right
cause i dont wanna fall too hard
or maybe tell me what i'm feeling is wrong
cause i'm falling deeper and deeper each time i think of you
why? ARGH! i dunno! i'm lost

tearsarejustflowingasitype
someonestopitforme
itcantstopflowing
imverytiredofeverything
imreallybreakingdownalready
godmaybeitstimetocallmealready?
imfeelingmiserableandall
godsavemeplease

yeahness!!!
how great i'm having fever now
no wonder i'm freezing even theres no aircon
hahas
if i still have fever later i still have to got to sch
no choice
i think my body i breaking down
sigh
everything of me is breaking down
i've been dancing non stop
running up and down
teaching dancesteps
getting injuries over old injuries
aching all over
pulling the whole thing together
its not as easy as you think it is
its horrible
i'm like fucking stressed up lah
thanks to the cheer thing
and my results
I HATE MY SISTER AND MY MOTHER!!!
i had a fight with my sister
she left her stupid teeth mark on my hand
and mum. it was her who started it and you scold me!
BIAS!! I HATE YOU!

theres something wrong with me today
i;m just out of my mind!
if i offended anyone
i'm sorry
i;m pmsing lah

i did something that i regreted lah
i shouldnt have sent that msg
it caused some things to happen b/w you and me
stupid michele!

hmmm. shall blog tml.
i'm really tired
and i have dance from 9-5 plus
how nice
somemore tml actually no sch one
have to go back because of that

goodbye world...

谁还记得是 谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得 当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说 要一起走到最后

我们都忘了这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人 记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说怎么说
都没有救 亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂 两个相爱的人
等对方先说找 分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是 你和我要有 两个相反的梦

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得 当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

this were nearly the same things you once told me
its all the past.

i hate it!!!
it always happen over and over again!!!
why?!?!?!?!?!?!
i feel like the everyone is playing with me!!!
screw myself!!!
the things you says
hurts even more
i just wanna hide from reality
i just sleep till i nvr wake up
and carry on dreaming
but fuck it!
it;ll nvr happen
unless i die!!!!!!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!
ARGH!!!!
should i feel angry or sad?
i'm feeling both?
i feel cheated
screw everything lah!!!
everything is not going the way i want
i studied so hard but failed
friendship probs
family probs
relationship probs!
all these make me lose confidence in everything i do
the michele now is a useless piece of shit
she is stupid, dumb, i can nvr do anything right
she lost the war
she lost all her confidence
she lost herself
she lost everything
when will she ever gain all those back
i dunno
everything is just SCREWED!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

update time!
hmmm.
i'm freaking tired this few days
my mood is changing too
getting easily pissed nowadays
i think i'm falling sick too
oh no
must check blood count
scarly i low again
sians....
post exams activites sucks lah
went to jia ying house and stay
freaking shiok
feel like a princess lah
but the couples were scandaling
leave the singles alone :(
so sad lah. we just fell out of love lah
hahas
neways her room is freaking cold lah. use nearly 3 blankies
still very very very cold
slept abt 12 plus 1
then i thought jy cried
cause she sniffed so loud
woke up ask her what happen
she ignored me
the next morning say i wake up half way message
crazy lah.
dream of her swan until like that
hahas
morning ask her to wake me up at 6 plus
she woke me up at 5 PLUS!!!
its an hour difference
tried to fall back asleep but she was yakking away
stupid asshole
when i finally found the moment to fall back asleep
asked her to wake me up at 6.15
she woke me up at 6.10
its alot of diff you know!!!
hahas
then we were nearly late for sch cause got no cab lah
hahas
after sch went ps with joan,lyd,dan,jy,eleanor.swan
to get some stuff for netball carnival
hahas
then went home and i slept for less than half an hour
had to wake up to do some stuff
went out to meet chow and sheila
then talked rubbish
and came home eat and now blogging
hahas
stupid fat pig only know how to eat and sleep
this is lame but ya,
hahas

What's Taking You So Long Baby
So Many Hours So Many Days
我心里的这句话 还是想对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo
站在寂寞的舞台上灯光下拖着自己的
影子音乐重复我们共同 的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱就可以淡忘
明天没有你
In My Heart We'll Never Be Apart
残留手上的香味提醒我在数位相机里
留下的承诺每一封简讯
传出的思念都对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你
每分每秒 每一个声音
只有你撒娇 会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你
Yeah Yeah
残留手上的香味提醒我在数位相机里
留下的承诺每一封简讯
传出的思念都对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你每分每秒
每一个声音只有你撒娇 会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你每分每秒
每一个声音只有你撒娇
会让我微笑Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你
Oh Baby I Will Love You Because我都属于你 Yeah

hey girl
why you hurt when you read that
tell me what you're thinking too
i wish i could be the one
that could make you smile
i wish i could be the one who be there for you now
but
everything is just too late
its like wats the point now
if you still love me and so do i?
the things you said that night
just made me gave up
you said everything was all too late
i'm so confused in the world of you and me
you just leave me hanging all the time
yes, i know i'm very contradicting
thats because i dont know what you;re thinking abt
you contradict yourself too
just tell me wat you want
and wats exactly on yr mind
you said we needed a break from each an other
okays. i agreed to it
you can do watever you want
so can i
though its hard for me to live without you and be happy
i'm left with no choice
if i would to tell you i love the old lyd
the one i knew
would you change back?
obviously not
cause when you told me you would all the time
nothing happens
call me selfish for i want you but the old one
but you want me to change to yr ideal gf
and i did change for you but you didnt
thats shows that you dont love me as much as before
so many things you do now shows me you dont love me as much as bfore
i feel insecure because you made me feel that way
you know me so well
you shld know i'm sensitive to everything
and yet i still gt blamed
i'm like that by nature
i believe we're meant to be
but we have alot of test in between
you were unable to stand true to me
you realise when you were with me
you can like someone so easily and
poof! there goes our relationship again
all this shows how much you love me
very little or not at all
you leave me so confuse
you can just leave me there by myself crying
you just leave me there all alone
how nice
girl. all i wanna know is what are you exactly thinking abt
tell me everything frankly
i'll listen

finally exams are over
i'm so relaxed noe
oh yes, go catxh mi3
its nice but yr heart will ache seing the lambo getting bomobed!
oh men
hahas
stayed over at mae's place ytd
talked alot
then went ot meet kaevis at suntec
talked more then dawn came
accompanied her
hahas

as i was walking back home
plugged in
i was thinkin abt you
but i just cant remeber how you look
it seems like memories of you
are just fading away so fast
i dont wish that would happen but its happening
accept it
i still think of you
but its fading away day by day
its a good and a bad thing
you take care when i aint by your side too
remember how i always nagged at you
hahas
drink more water
eat proper meals
take care of your ankles
sleep early
dont use the com too much
sick see doctor or learn how to take care of yourself
tired sleep
i was taking care of yr everything lah
so now that i'm not there
you have to do everything for yrself
until someone will take over that place
and make sures she does the nagging and
she better know how to take care of you
this mite be the last time i'm saying this
just take care of yrself
cause you dont know how to take care of yrself properly
seeya soon