WRONG SONG CHOICE.

it was for somebody else.

not me.

michele. whats wrong with you

when its for you you think its not for you

now when its not for you you think its for you

how dumb of you

she wont love you anymore lah michele

she'll be happier without the bitchy me

stop dreaming lah michele

to you.

i really miss you so much now
i wanna spend every second lying on you
i feel so safe and bliss on you shoulders
each time you hold my hand now
my heart thumps so fast
just like we first met
i felt like a lil girl falling in love with you again
you are the only one that ever made me feel like this
when can i ever call you mine again
when is the next time i can cuddle you for long
i wanted to say i love you
but i just didnt have the courage to say it
i'll nvr stop loving you
right now i feel like we're dating all over again
i have to pluck up alot of courage to say i miss you and call you baby
right now
i'm willing to do anything just to call you mine
or just to hear you calling me baby
and knowing that you miss me every sec
maybe that will be impossible.
i dunno.
why did i still let you go when i love you so so much
maybe its beacuse i feel you'll be better off without me
right noe arent you happier that you have all your freedom back
if ever one day fate might bring us back
i dont wanna argue with you at all
and just live everyday happily and loving you
and not letting you go again
but i want no more lies from you
it hurts my heart each time you lie,
haii...
i miss you.

p.s

you know sometimes is not i wanna be bitchy to you

or scream at you

i just need to know how you feel

whether you still want me

or you already have someone else

i swear my condition is getting worst

i want you to take care of me

but i dont wanna be your burden

i also wish to hold you tight and say i love you

wait maybe thats not for me

but yupps

baby.. could you tell me what you're thinkin?

if you want me to be your friend i will

and i force myself to stop loving you and be your friend

you want me to keep loving you tell me

baby would you justy tell me everything

even if it hurts me

you said you knew what you want and now you dont

i'm confused. i'm trying to control my temper

i got scolded by my frens for my horrible temper towards you

i'm really trying my best to be that understanding gf

you want us to be dating all over again

or just be friends

dont always eat maggi mee

not good for health

mosquito bite then do the cross thing then run it under water

you'll feel better.

haii.

just take care

i miss you. :'(
alot.
but how am i suppose to tell you
its so difficult to say out
i cried cause i regretted not hugging you.
i cried because i miss you soo soo much you know

it seems like you've stop loving me
it seems like you've gotten over me
you are still so happy
you dont need me
you have your eye candy your fling your darlings your laopos and the girls you like and all
i'm just nobody to you now
browsed thru your friendster
and our pictures are slowly gettin lesser
captions becoming like normal friends
i dont wanna give you up
i still want you so badly
but so
i cant trust love anymore
could you make me trust it once again?
and not break it
i'm so lost i'm so lost
holding back my tears eveyrday but now i cant take it already
i dunno whats wrong with me but i just wanna cry
i watch humour show i can still cry
whats wrong with me
i feel llike the whole world is crashing upon me
will you still be here for me
hugging me tight andkissing me telling me everything is fine
theres something b/w us
and thats our friends
now i dont think thats our problem already
maybe the problem lies in you?
you dont wanna commit?
you still wanna fling around?
using your freinds as a excuse so that even if you flirt no one will say you?
i dunno
but so many things are running thru my head now
i'm breaking down for sure
i'm losing myself
i'm losing everything
my love, my friends, my family
i miss you so terribly you know
can you ever make the luckiest girl
to make you change and settle down for me?
i dunno i dunno i dunno
right now i know i only want to see you
i wanna hold you in my arms so tightly espeacially your heart
but it takes two hands to clap.
i can only love you and misss you secretly
i can only try to help you secretly
i love you.

i miss you.
do you know?
can you hear me calling out for you?
you are all that i ever needed
you are all that i ever wanted
i wanna tie your heart so that you'll only love me
will you give me a chance to do so?
you you give us another chance so that everything restarts from the day we messaged?
the messages you messaged was so sweet to me that i'll nvr forget
you made me dared to love again
becuase i thought you were very faithful
i would dare to love you cause i thought i would not get hurt
rmb the fisrt time we met at bugis?
the first time you came over my place
the first time from everything
the fisrt time we held hands
the first time we hugged
the first time we kissed
rmb the days i stayed at your house we felt so blissed
rmb the days when we are just so in love with each other
rmb the silly dreams and thoughts we have
like what will happen if we stay tgt
we think we dont need to go out le cause you'll be hugging me so tight
and our dream house; our future house
purple orange?
big bed?
cosy corners
and all that stuffs
whenever i feel down
al i need is a hug from you. telling me everything is fine
inside me i can tell you i'm still a lil girl that cant handle my frendship and family problems
when i'm queit and emo. i think of my family and friends and if you're beside eme i hoped you will just sayang me
whenever you're down too. i'll always be there for you
i hoped that whenever i msged you
you will at leaset reply lettin me know that you're okay
how i wish everything will be alright now
everything will be like b4
the love and passion we once shared
i just wanna tell you that my love for you nvr changed but its growing everyday
i just wanna tell you i miss you alot too.

i dunno what can i do to make you smie again
i'm trying real hard
but you still haven cooled down.
all i can do is maybe give you the time to cool down
i wanna hug you so tight now i tell you everything is alright
but can i ? i wished i can
i'm seriusly not blaming you for anything
i know you are changing
i'm supporting you all the way
including my frens like darius
please dont pressure yoursef too much
cause you're good enough already
you're already perfect in my eyes
i know things haven been good for you
you want me to share my unhappiness with you
i want you to share it with me
even if i cant do anything to solve it
at least you know you can always count on m when you need me
my heart hurts to know you scald you're hand
but what can i do now. i feel useless for not hugging you right now
i never once did blame you or anything
i blamed myself for maybe trying to tie you down too tight
now you can hardly breathe
you can say its my fault to be so protective over you
cause i dont want you to get urt in anyway
i want the best for you
but if now the best for you is to let you breathe
i will
you know what
i dont care about label. you should know that right from the start
to me theres no such thiings as what a bung is suppose to do what a passive is suppose to do
as longg as both are giving and taking
its good enough
cause when you love,you and me have the freedom to do what a bung or passive is suppose to do
i felt very bad about that
for lowering you're pride
i lowered mine alot alot too you knwo
i already apologised to her
you should know no matter how wrong i am i wont say sorry
but i still did for you to have that pride back in you
i promise no such thing will hppen again
we're both gettin haunt by nightmares
so afraid that it'll all come true
but i've told yu this before
as long as we still love each other
nothing is impossible
i know you're crying too.
i can nvr bear to let you cry or be angry with you for even 15 mins
cause i know you are sorry and you'll try notto let it happen again
and cause i love you
tell me now...
do you still want this r/s
do you wanna save it
cause if you do...i really wanna do all things to make it good
do you still love me
do you need that space
case if you do i'll give it to you
as long as i see you smile
i'm wiling to sacrifice everything just for you even myself
have faith in the both of us
i was so paranoid cause i'm afraid whatif you got tai ji again
or you very sick how
sorry about it
but its just me. sorry.
i didnt meant for this to happen
sorry.

so many thiings happen
and it did change somethings
you ask whether there is somthing in between
yes there is, theres obviously a fear in me
i'm so insecure
when you're with me is your heart and mind too?
am i the only one you think about
am i the only one for everything
when its time to meet me
you dont seem to have any sense or urgency
when you meet your friends
you rush
when you're suppose to meet me at that time
the time will keep changing to a few hours later.
all i can say now is i'm scared and insecured
can you prove that you're really worth it
and not change for just that few days or weeks or just that 1 month
i'm giving time to you to change
you know how long i haven heard a i love you and i miss you and some sweet stuff from you
but please say it only when you mean it
and it seems like you wont message me unless i message you
sometimes you dont even reply
i dunno
please dont make me let go and hold myself back even more.

i'm at baby's house now
just cooked for baby nick swan van and cyn
thanks cyn for helping =)
swan's fried mars bar failed
hahas
i was doing all the washing lah
hahas

ytd was our 3rd month
=)
baby
days were tough for us
we had so many ups and down
no matter how much jade and swan said not happy then break lah
we still hold on to this relationship and love =))
there were times when we have cold wars
there were times when we cried
there were times when we argued
there were times we nearly lost each other
but we pulled through it all
my heart was dropping
when you were so cold to me
when you shout at me
when you scold me
it happen in the pass few days
i was so sad and all
cause you are still troubled with your stuff
i hope you will really be fine again
i can assure you that my love for you never ever did change
i'll do anything just for you
i hope when you say you'lll be my good good gf
it'll happen.
cause i'm already puttin in alot for you
but i still love you no matter what =)
i really wanna be with you forever
the word forever and pure love
was cancelld out of my life
ever since i was hurt and cheated so many times in the pass
tilll i met you. then i believe in the two words once again
so sweep me off my feet so easily
just by looking into your eyes i can melt
i'm all yours;
treasure and cherish me please
will you do anything just for me?
hmmm
i dunno
loves you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUGAR

hahas
hope you really cheer up and feel better
i was rushing the book
thinking wat to write
paste what photo and all lor
hahs
somemore my poor finger got cut
hahas
its all okay lha
cause i was doing it for you
continue the book okay
write finish le but another book
i wanna have alot alot of books
with all the memries of you and me
i think when you are really really okay is when your msn nick starts to change
nvm take your time
i'm glad you finally sort things out
you have to be my 24 hours good goood gf
hahas

my mind started to run wild
when you treated me so coldly
i was very sad and emo
swan they all tried very hard to cheer me up
thanks
i just teared and teared
cause i dont want them to worry
though wat you post sounds wrong
but yupps i'll understand
i'll always love you
and cherish you forever
i'll not give up on you
i hope you wont too
i'll always be there for you
:)))
i love you!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUGAR

hahas
hope you really cheer up and feel better
i was rushing the book
thinking wat to write
paste what photo and all lor
hahs
somemore my poor finger got cut
hahas
its all okay lha
cause i was doing it for you
continue the book okay
write finish le but another book
i wanna have alot alot of books
with all the memries of you and me
i think when you are really really okay is when your msn nick starts to change
nvm take your time
i'm glad you finally sort things out
you have to be my 24 hours good goood gf
hahas

my mind started to run wild
when you treated me so coldly
i was very sad and emo
swan they all tried very hard to cheer me up
thanks
i just teared and teared
cause i dont want them to worry
though wat you post sounds wrong
but yupps i'll understand
i'll always love you
and cherish you forever
i'll not give up on you
i hope you wont too
i'll always be there for you
:)))
i love you!!!

do you know how much it hurts to see you cry so hard
you told me you'vre never cried so much for anyone before
that day when i went down to look for you
i saw you cry and weep and keep saying you want her back
you want her back
end up i crued cause i felt the pain in me
the same pain you're feeling or maybe even worse
on sat i just wanted you to enjoy yourself
and i wanted to be the one that make you smile
but it wasnt me that make you smile. i made you sad
it was the others that made you smile
i guess i bring more tears than smiles into your life
i'm sorry for that
we;re both emotionally and phsically tired
no matter how tired i am
our things and you will never be off my mine
cause i love you
i'll still do anything just for you
cause i know its all worth doing
cause you are my one and only most loved gf i have
you just mean so much to me
i am just afraid to lose you
thats explains why i'm so sensitive
i know right now you're crying
but i cant do anything but just to let you cry
i'm awaiting for your call later
i wanna hear your voice
i miss you so much
looking forward to later hoping that it'll be a better day
i love you
wo de ai ai
wo ai si ni le
wo hen xiang hen xinag ni
<333>

okay
i'm really tired
dodnt sleep well ytd
infact i didnt even sleep
had a nightmare. :(((
woke up at 6 plus
was thinking not to go sch then went in the end cause got f&n pract
in the end 3 straight periods of theory
oh my
i was falling asleep every lesson lah
after sch went home changed and all
then went to look for baby
then went for dinner at 5 plus 6 lah
so early can
then went to babys place

today was just really awesome
i really really wanna stay with you now
we had so much fun today
laughing away
lying in your arms
hugging you when i'm tired
you feeding me my bear bear
and eating kindler surprise
hahas!
gosh. baby i love you!
i cant wait to meet you on wednesday
hahas
dont wanna meet you tml lei
i wanna sleep and let you miss me!
hahas!
the song everytime we touch really means alot of what i wanna say to you

i still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
i can still feel your touch in my dreams
without you its hard to survive.
everytime we touch i get this feeling
everytime we kiss i swear i could fly and i can reach for the sky.
cant you feel my heart beat fast
i want this to last
i need you by my side.
your arms are my castle
your heart is my sky
they wipe away tears that i cry
the good and bad times we have been thru them all.

i need you my precious baby
you always pick me up when i fall
you're my dream come true
you're my sweet love
i never wanna say goodbye to you
i bruise easily
so be gentle when you handle me
baby i'm so in love with you now
really dont ever let me go please
i need you and want you so much in my life
without you life is so empty
without you i rather die
i wanna hug you so tight everyday
letting you know that i cant leave without your love
i love you baby
=D

thinking about what baby told me
i should just be a good girl and stay at home more often
mummy you know i love you
what will happen if i told you me and pearlyn are tgt
will it be very dissapointing?
i just want you to know
nvm.. its okay

baby
sometimes i think whether are you really that faithful to me
i think everyone will flirt even when they are in a relationship right?
i hope not
cause i know i'm not
but what i see that you are
but i hope you will realise and stop it
cause you know if you dont stop it what will happen right
i really dont weant it to happen already
i may not be your perfect gf
but i'll try all ways to be your perfect gf
i just wanna hold you tight and not let you go
i dont want you to leave my sight even if its for 1 sec
cause i'll be missing you like crazy already
what if you leave me and never come back?
that will be the end of me
you ask me whether can we make this last forever
my answer is yes
you said yes too
but we have to work towards it
we have to remain faithful loyal and honest
i trust that you dont flirt, your faithful, loyal and you dont lie to me
so dont ever break that trust
as once that trust is broken
things are hard to be like the same
my love for you is deeper than the deepest ocean
you nvr fail to my me smile again
yes i love you for who you are
but when you're attach thers somethings that should be different right?
i'm very very serious in this r/s
so i hope you are too
though you are not my first love
but the love i have for you is greater than my first love
and hope this will be the last
and last forever
i wanna go through every thick and thin tgt with you
i wanna celebrate every special occasions with you
i wanna spent every seconds with you
i just love you way too much to let you go
baby
please dont ever leave me
please dont ever lie to me
please dont ever cheat on me
please dont ever dissapoint me
as it will hurt alot
and i really mean alot alot alot.
i love you sweetlove
miss you so much
MWAHS!

i'm still sick
haii
not feeling too good either
i need you to take care of me this time round
but its okay
dont worry about me
i'll be fine
theres something thats affecting me now
its those buch of fake and desperate ppl
i really want them to vanish!
they make my blood boil.
seriously they do
cause i despise them
i hate thme

now we're a step closer
i really wish i dont want such things to affect us anymore
its a terrible feeling
i'm glad you're gettin a lil more sensitive towards my feeling
but i'm alright
okay no more emo stuff
lets talk abt happy astuff

baby
i love you so much
im so afraid to lose you
now we're closer
and our relationship is improving
its so hard for me to let go
without you life so so empty and boring
ytd i had that very special feeling of staying tgt again
i reached your house
food was ready for me
then we went to the room and nap
hahas
then ya
then did our homework
watched tv
had a major pillow fight
running around the house hitting each other
hahas
i'm sorry for throwing my temper ytd
i was just very stressed out and tired
my exams are very very near
and my sch standard is so damn high
its no diff from taking my Os
thats why i feel so stressed up
baby
i wanna stay with you
you aer my star
you light up my life in everyway
so sad that i cant meet you today
i miss you so much that its gg to cause my emo really soon
i need your love in every way
i'm not someone wordy
so i cant blog much
so i shall show it to you
i love you baby.

actions speaks louder than words
cause sometimes
words are just words
what are words without actions.
iloveyou

i'm at baby's place now
forced to blog by that meanie
hahas
anyway...
baby cooked for me when i reached
it was a surprise
hahas
so sweet of you
hahas
we are studying
hahas
we are guai
hahas
baby
i dont owe you anything now
hahahahahaha!!!
so too bad!
i dunno what to blog already lah.
you blog first can.

lalalalalalala
feeling better
but still sick and having fever
baby is a slow poke
take so long to walk home
hahas!
i miss you honey sugar!
i want you sweater!!!
so i can sleep with it everynight
then when i return it to you
it'll smell like me!
MWAHAHAHAH.
you can slp with my photo
so be fait and let me sleep with your sweater!
or not i lend you mine
hahas
i miss you so so so much lah
though we just met ytd
i wanna see you really soon
like really really soon
i love you baby!!!!

fuck it fuck it fuck it
i hate evrything thats happening to me now!
ARGH!!!
it seems like the whole world is crashing onto me!
stab me to death !!!!!!
you know i hate her contactin you
why do you still contact her even when you said you wont
liar!!!!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!
tears are continously flowing like an endless ocean
friends are leaving
friends are changing but i cant help
family just sucks terribly
tell me you still love me as much as before now
cause i really feel like everything is just chrashing on me
i need you so badly now
i really do
i dont wish to show you attitude at all
but sometimes just be hearing your sian voive on the phone leaves me speechless
and when you talk to other ppl you're so much happier
i feel that i cant bring the happiness you want instead the unhappiness you dont want
haiiii
there are just so many thing running thru my head now
i'm going crazy. very crazy.
and my fever and everything is making it worse.
fuck it lah!

my kaven baby!!
i miss you so much lah
conclude that if we stay tgt
dont need to meet ppl le
whole day just sleeping eating and using com tgt
eat maggie mee
watch youtube
sleeping in your arms
i felt so blissed ytd
falling asleep in your arms
and you gave me two kisses while i was sleeping
waking up smiling
hehes
i just wanna stay with you forever
you are my everything
things around me are so dull when you're not around
i think abt you every second
i wanna hug you everynight and day
and hold you so close to me
and nvr let go of you
cause you are so special and important to me
please fast forward time so that we could stay tgt
you're gg overseas for quite long during the hols
i'm so going to miss you like crazy
how i wish you can dont go but you have to
can yo pack me in your laguage? hehes
i love you so so so much more then i ever expected
you bring joy to my world
you are everything that i need and i ever longed for
ytd was amazing and unforgettable
i swear
you are the only one that can lift me so high up
and not drop me down
oh baby.
i'm so in love with you
drinking session will be back. no worries
hehes
i miss and love evrything abt you
you will forever be my adorable baby and my kaven baby
i've nvr regretted my choice and decision
and i know my friends are supporting it
and they are loving you more then loving me. poots
i'm willing to do anything for you
as long as i see a smile on your face
seeing you smile and be silly and happy
its like even better then winning a million dollars
hahas
right here i declare my love for you
i'm willing to love you foever
and hand my life over to you
and rely on you forever
you are my SILLY BABY BOY!
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i love my kaven baby-licious!
mwahs mwahs

didnt go home ytd.
stayed at baby's place
i conclude i have a violent gf
i have her teeth marks on my fingers
mean baby.
you made me the luckiest girl to own you
you all are i desire
i just wanna hold you everynight and day
everytime when we spent the night together
i just want time to stop
so that we could spent the night longer
i so wanna stay with you
watching my cute lil baby sleeping so soundly
you helping me adjust the blankie
making my hair when i'm sleeping
taking care of me when i'm sleeping like a piggy
i wanna stay with you honey!!!
i love you i love you i love you!!
the moment i left you,
i miss you so much already
without you everything is so weird
everything is so different and boring
going without you makes me emo and then cry
i told you wat i'm unhappy about already
so do me a favour by not doing the same things again
cause i dont wanna have anymore bad things happening already
cause i'm so afraid that i'll lose you
cause it will cause the fear of losing you
its terrible baby
cause i've fallen way too deep with you
its going to be your birthday soon
i so wanna spend the whole day with you
but family is impt too
so we'll celebrate early okay
i just wanna hold your hand and not let it go forever
you asked me
why am i so cute?
why are my eyes so nice?
why is my smile so sweet?
why i make you so happy and high?
hmmm.... i dunno
but maybe cause i love you so
and you make me smile deep from my heart
you make my day
i'm your pretty lil baby
you're my adorable honey
i'm your angel
your my star
hehes
i love you so baby
i've gave you my everything from the first time we met
just you amd me
my feelings tell me so that you're the one
you're the one i can relay on forever
you're the one i can trust and love forever
you brought that sweet smile that has been missing n my face for ages out again
your sweet lil prases abt my eye and my smile and everything just life me onto cloud nine
makeing me more in love with you
making me miss you so much more
telling me again and agin that you love me and you're my one and only
i want you to smile all the time okay
i dont wanna see you frown already
my heart aches
i love all the silly things that iyou do
oh baby
i just love you so much!!!
i miss you!
honey sugar baby.!

didnt go home ytd.
stayed at baby's place
i conclude i have a violent gf
i have her teeth marks on my fingers
mean baby.
you made me the luckiest girl to own you
you all are i desire
i just wanna hold you everynight and day
everytime when we spent the night together
i just want time to stop
so that we could spent the night longer
i so wanna stay with you
watching my cute lil baby sleeping so soundly
you helping me adjust the blankie
making my hair when i'm sleeping
taking care of me when i'm sleeping like a piggy
i wanna stay with you honey!!!
i love you i love you i love you!!
the moment i left you,
i miss you so much already
without you everything is so weird
everything is so different and boring
going without you makes me emo and then cry
i told you wat i'm unhappy about already
so do me a favour by not doing the same things again
cause i dont wanna have anymore bad things happening already
cause i'm so afraid that i'll lose you
cause it will cause the fear of losing you
its terrible baby
cause i've fallen way too deep with you
its going to be your birthday soon
i so wanna spend the whole day with you
but family is impt too
so we'll celebrate early okay
i just wanna hold your hand and not let it go forever
you asked me
why am i so cute?
why are my eyes so nice?
why is my smile so sweet?
why i make you so happy and high?
hmmm.... i dunno
but maybe cause i love you so
and you make me smile deep from my heart
you make my day
i'm your pretty lil baby
you're my adorable honey
i'm your angel
your my star
hehes
i love you so baby
i've gave you my everything from the first time we met
just you amd me
my feelings tell me so that you're the one
you're the one i can relay on forever
you're the one i can trust and love forever
you brought that sweet smile that has been missing n my face for ages out again
your sweet lil prases abt my eye and my smile and everything just life me onto cloud nine
makeing me more in love with you
making me miss you so much more
telling me again and agin that you love me and you're my one and only
i want you to smile all the time okay
i dont wanna see you frown already
my heart aches
i love all the silly things that iyou do
oh baby
i just love you so much!!!
i miss you!
honey sugar baby.!

its so late and i'm not sleeping
cause i'm missing my baby so badly
that i could not sleep properly without her by my side
you're asleep now and snoring away
dont thank me as its my pleasure
to help you solve and share your problems
i really wanna stop all the nonsense
it happen cause of her.
i dont like her. i'm just being honest
but if she needs help
you can help her but only to a limit cause you're just a friend
lets not talk abt it, it spoils my mood
just dont leave me all alone when i really need you
the feeling is horrible;
i just wanted that special attention from you cause i was in pain but i didnt get it
you want my attention
and i'm giving all to you
sometimes i need that attention too baby
now you're falling sick , take care okay
i'm starting to fall sick too. i can feel my sore throat
be with me whenever i need you too
there are times i just need you to tell me everything is fine when my world is fallin apart
i need you to help me make everything right again
i know there are times you're feeling this way too
i'm trying my best to help you
baby you know how much you mean to me
when i saw sisi and jade like talking to you and kinda scolding you
i wanted them to stop
as i dont wanna see you getting pressurize and more angry
cause it hurts me to see you like that
you know you are irresitable too
hehes
when i looked into your eyes i could see you melting and all
i am so memsmerized by you, just by looking into your eyes
i'm falling deeper and deeper for you
you're already in my heart forever
i'm not going to let you go
true love and happiness is enough to me
as long as i see you and your friends and my friends happy.
i'm contented enough
lets build beautiful memories together
and wash away all the bad ones to make room for the good ones
i craved your name in my heart
it'll nvr be gone for the rest of my life
that name shows me how impt you are
it tells me that you love me
tells me that i love you
tells me that you're my only one
tells me that i can give my life to you
tells mr that i can live with you forever
tells me i'm lucky to have you
tells me everything
i just want to hug you to sleep everynight
the feeling is just so great
whenever i stay at your house its like we're staying tgt
playing and eating in the kitchen
you waitin for me to shower and change
then having pillow fights in the hall
and pushin and kicking you down the bed and have fights
hahas
its just so fun and great
i will nvr turn my back on you
cause i love you too much to even harm you in anyways
i love my SUGAR BABY
i'm your sweet sweet honey
watching fireworks with you
was so special and i wanna watch it with you every other years
i hoped you like the surprise
thanks for saying its so nice and pretty just like me
in my eyes you're so flawless so perfect
i need you every second
evrynight to hug me to sleep
we should always rmb what sisi said to us
theres hope :)
i love you SUGAR BABY
SWEET ROMANCE

I,MICHELE EE WEI SHAN PLEDGE MYSELF TO CHERISH,LOVE,PAMPER,TAKE GOOD GOOD CARE OF MY BELOVED HUBBY PEARLYN KAVEN TAN FAT PIG TILL THE END OF TIME!I LOVE YOU MY SILLY LITTLE BABY. :D

I HAVE CUTE LIL BROWN EYES- THANKS BABY
YOU ARE SO ADORABLE
I LOVE YOU

baby
no more tears alright
cause i love you
i dont wanna see you cry
i'm willing to put down my pride just for you
it hurts to know that you're not okay
when you're injured
it shows me you cant be left alone
so i have to be there with you
i'm wililng to
but time is not on our side
we cant have everything we want
at least we both got someting we longed for
true love and happiness
i'm contented already
i cant wait to see you tml
to hold you tight
and letting you know how much you mean to me
i love you so much my baby
to even let you go
you're just my everything
i know this is short but i have to do my work
i'm sorry baby
but i hope you'll be happier when you reaed this
dont forget that even when everything goes wrong, i'll still be here standing true to you
i'm loving you endlessly and forever
trust me that i really love you alot, more than anything
i miss you like crazy
you bring joy into my life
iloveyouhoney!
CHOCOLATECOKE!! i want that tml.
love you
miss you.

SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE!
hahhas
baby,
you're like a drug;my estacy
i'm hooked and addicted to you
its like without you i'm so dead
you're really my drug
to keep me awake and going
just hearing your voice
looking at your silly smile
lettin me know you're fine and that you love me
it will just make my day a better one
baby.
you showed what TRUE LOVE really is
PURE LOVE;
it is only pure love thats in both of us now
not much of possesion which is good
cause once there is possesion, the love will fade till its gone
i'll keep loving you till the very last moment
i want to have memories with you everywhere
i wanna move out and stay with you
in our very own lil room
with our pics and our favourite colours painted
where the GOOD and the bad happens
i just wanna spend my life with you
i wanna do everything with you
i need you every second of my life
though it has only been a short two months,
it has showed me how much i'll carry on loving you
and you'll carry on loving you
now that you wont let go'
i wont let go too
lets hold on to the nvr ending love.
i will carry on loving you endlessly even if the rivers would to run dry
i'll do anything for you; just for you
you are my sugar rush
you're making my sugar level increase
oh my goodness
words just cant explain h0ow much i love you
and how much i'm willing to sacrifice for you
you'll have to find it out yourself by my actions
cause to me actions always speaks louder than words
i want you so badly that i would run to look for you
i miss you like craszy
i love you like you've nvr knew before
you make me wiling to hand my life over to you
and make me wanna grow old with you
oh my.
ILOVEYOU SUGAR!

i'm high on coke and chocs
since ytd till now
baby. i'm missing you so badly lah
i was gg crazy in the bus ytd
hahas
damn funny and spas lah
do you know you sleep like a pig
no matter how mush i poke you
you're still sleeping
hahas
i cant wait for tml to come.
hehes.
you're at your grandmas house now
hahas
i miss you!!!!
lets stay tgt!!!
i'm loving you
i'm so addicted to you
you make my day
even by just seeing your photo makes my heart mellts
you nvr fail to make my day
i was thinking abt you the whole day
and that got me smiling
cause i'm feeling so inlove with you
and so loved by you
feeling that i'm in such a sweet romance
just like a fairytale
hahas
i miss you honey!!

always so crazy with you
you make me happy =D

iloveyou*

i wanna lie there forever*

i smile because of you =))

awww... so sweet.sweet romance.

baby
who says i dont feel anything when i read your blog
i'm si touched lah
i dont want you to talk abt her anymore and compare you andd her
i love you and only you
i'm thinking abt you all the time
even when you're just next to me
i just feel so happy
when i do things for you like feeding you
washing your hair
ironing your clothes
cook for you
itts like we're staying tgt like that
you bathe
then i cook for you so that you come out le got food
hahahas
i'm such a good wife aint i
hahas
just looking at your silly smile makes me very very happy
hahas
everytime when i'm near you my heart skips a beat
you make me wanna have you FOREVER i mean it FOREVER
i'm so in love and addicted to you
the thought of leaving you is so painful
that i will never want it to happen
can we just rent a room
and stay tgt
so that i can take care of you
cook for you
iron your clothes
wash your hair for you
prepare your showers
pack the bed
keep the clothes
and you can
take care of me
wash the bowls for me
do the laundry
feed me when i'm lazy
so the housework
yang me
hahas
love me
and i can disturb you everyday
living on chocs and coke!
hahas
my goodness baby
you know that i'm so in love with you.
i can never leave without you
life will be so meaningless already'
i.m your sweet sweet honey
your my chocolate coke
(you know why)
hahas
i love you honey bun
i'm addicted to you
i'm missing you like crazy!!!

MWAHS MWAHS MWAHS

you'regg to complain i didnt bloog much right
but actions speaks louder than words
hahas
so you know
hahas

baby,
honestly speaking
when i first met you
even if its just awhile
just you and me
my legs went weak
my heart beated like theres no tml
you made me melt
when we met again on the 31
i was so anxious to meet you
cause i missed you
when i finally met you
i was jumping for joy inside me
i melted again
my feelings were reconfirmed again on that day
i knew that you're the one i've been looking for
i knew everything was just oh so right
to me its like a fairy tale
though we had so many unhappy stuff
that happen in the beginning in our r/s
but it showed us how strong we are to overcome it all
now we're so happy tgt
you give in to me and i give in to you
we accomadate with one an other
you cheer me up when i'm sad
you make me feel so loved and happy
you make me feel so lucky
i wont give up. never
we shall stay very strong okay
no matter what happens
i love you and i'll always will
every time that you're near
all my cares disappear
baby
you're all that i'm living for
i want you, i need you, i love you,i miss you
more and more
i thought i could live without romance
before you came to me
but now i know that
i will go on loving you eternally
let the stars fade and fall
and i won't care at all
as long as i have you
every kiss brings a thrill
and i know that it will
as long as i have you
let's think of the future
forget the past
you're not my first love
but you're my last
take the love that i bring

then i'll have everything

as long as I have you

baby

i love you

you're my only one
you're my most precious baby
when you need someone i'll be there
when you're lost;i'll be your guiding stars
i love you honey!!!!

i miss you :(((
where are you?
haii.
sleeping? sick?
i dunno
i'm sick too.
conclusion:
BAD DAY!
:(((((
*cries

this entry is going to be short and sweet
cause i need to study and have lots of homework
sorry kae baby.

its my duty to take care of you when you're sick
but when i'm not with you
take care of yourself okay.
dont make me worry so much for you
hurry go see doctor okay
at most i bring you go.
cause i also need to go.
i'm glad everything is falling back in place now
you and my family.
i'm still not really happy in this family but i dont wanna think abt
everything must think on the positve side
now i have to concentrate on my studies
must do well.
secured? yes.
happy? yes
loved and loving? yes
happy that you're putting in effort to make me happy
-BIG WIDE SMILE-
i'll put a FULLSTOP
and i want you to out it to.FULLSTOP
that way we only think abt each other
hehes!
i also wanna be selfish
i want everything of you to myself also
no one can share it!!!
WAHAHAHAHA
i'm just really happy now!
caused you made me so
i love my baby!!!
my SUGARLICIOUS-HONEY- BABYLICIOUS
YUMMY!!!
i miss you baby!
cannot sad sad in sch le okay
must be happy
and CONCENTRATE okay!!!
just pretend the teacher is me then you can concentrate le
hahas
i love you!!!
hurry bath!!!
byebye!!!

baby.
im sorry for all the trouble that i cause.
thanks baby for taking care of me when im sick.
i will see a doctor soon okaes.
dun feel hurt..im okaes.
dun let your heart break okaes.
even if it breaks
i will mend it for you. (:
whenever you want that silly smile i will always show it too you.
i just want to see you happy too.
im glad that all the things are over now.
lets live the happy life like how we started off.
nobody hope that things will happen again.
cause it will really kill me.
im sorry for causing you to go crazy on saturday.
if you were to give up at that time.
i think i would have just broke down and be at a lost of what to do now.
i wun allow your mind to go wild again.
i wun allow you to think bout anyting else except bout US.
i really love you.
i will be with you till the end of time too.
im prepared once again just like how we started off.
i secured now.are you?
all the promises that i promised to you still stand true.
like what i say on the day that we were together.
i will always love you and will never let you go.
and i will treat you better den how the others treat you.
thanks for pampering me so much.
i will and MUS pamper you too.
i will and MUS show my feelings out to you and not keep it in me.
baby.
PLEASE put a FULLSTOP in your mind.
so that you wun have things running thru your mind.
you ask whether i still love you as much as before?
my answer to you is that.
i love you more den before,more den you expected.
nothing is holding me back.
i will proof to you that my feelings is deeper each day
by showing it out instead of sayin it everytime.
like what you say...
actiong speaks louder den words.
i so wanna see you now.
i miss you like crazy.
miss you till i dunno even know myself anymore.
how i wish i could jus STOP your mind from running wild.
could you jus think on the positive side?so that you wun think so much.
if there's a problem PLEASE tell me okaes!
i want to share your burden with you.
dun keep everything in your heart.
and now i tell you:
i love you like the never ending river.
i miss you till im going crazy.
all this is true.
this is reality.
everything is real
JUS YOU AND ME.
its not a dream.
im cherishing you!and i will ALWAYS do so.
YOU are the one for ME.
i mean all i say now.
believe me and hand your life to me.
like what i blogged on our first month..
when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it just blows me away.
each time you hold my hand;lie on my shoulders;EVERYTHING that we do.
i just wish that the time could just pause there.
like what i say.
lets hold on to this love and walk down this road together.
no matter how tough or difficult it is.
im always here to be there for you.
and will you be there for me too?
my first month entry was just so touching right. (:
i love you too much till i just cant let you go.
i want to sell fish in the market..
i wan to be selfish.
i wan you all to myself.
i dun wan to share your heart and love with any other people out there.
i feel lost and empty without you by my side
i love you alot.
i miss you alot.
dun ever leave me.

p.s. our second month is coming soon! (:
MIGHT HAVE SURPRISE FOR YOU!! HEES!
LOVES! <3

-pearlyn