baby!!
happy one month!
hahas
i love you!!!

you make me smile
you make me the happiest
you make me so in love with you
you make me think abt you every sec
you make me love you more and more
you make me wanna spend my life with you
you make me wanna see you every second
you make me miss you like crazy
you make me ....
aww... i just love you!!! =)))

i love it
when our eyes meet
when we touch
when we hold each other
when you say you love me
when our hearts beat
when i hear your voice
when i see you
when you act retarded..silly baby
it all just show me how much i love you
and how much you love me
it shows me that you're the one for me
it shows me that i cant live without you
it shows me you're everything for me
it shows me i simply love you!!

i live my life for you baby
hehes

i love you
i miss you
happy one month
MWAHS MWAHS

MICHELE AND PEARLYN

ONE MONTH AND STILL COUNTING!!!

baby
its not your fault
there no need for a sorry
i dont know where you now
you were suppose to call me after you bathe
all you alright
you're either slping or balling
tell me you're alright
you're really sick now baby
i really wanna be there now to take care of you
i can go but nvm..
i'll see you tml then

rest assure that
i really love you
i miss you like crazy.

i'm abt to stab my mum really soon
she such a fucktard
i so wish that she should just go and die
my goodness
ARGH!!!she's irritating the shit out of me
i'm already fucking sick and still ask me to do this do that
fuck you lah!
you think i your maid is it?!?!
what kind of fucking mother are you
come home and just lie on the bed
use com and treat yourself like some royal queen!
wake up lah!!
ARGH!!! ARGH!!!!!

anyway met baby ytd
i was freaking happy
but i was sick but i still went down to pasir ris and look for her
hahas
i just lied on her shoulders ytd night at the playground
and looked into the sky
i so wished that the time could just stop
baby i dont want you to cry le okay
it hurts me to see you cry
i just didnt know wat to do ytd but to hold you tight
siggh
i love you baby

tell me you really love me would you
tell me i'll really see you soon
i'm feeling so afraid inside like a lil girl
tell me everything is alright
sigh

woke up in the afternoon then puked
so i didnt see my phone yet
maybe you;re angry with me now
at first i didnt wanna tell you i puked
cause i didnt wanna let you worry
im so sorry baby
sigh

you asked me what if you went missing
what will i do
i dunno
maybe i'll be like swan
my mind will just run wild
why ask me that?
its scaring me
it really is
sigh...

i'm feelin so lost now
you're acting so weird
pouts
i dunno
i'm so damn afraid to lose you
i really need you now
hearing your blog song
is really making me tear
baby
call me real soon please
sigh..

baby
tell me you're alright
tell me you ment everyword you said
tell me i'm not thinking too much
i cant sleep when i know you're like that
tell me you love me
i so wish you could pop out infront of me tml when i wake up
i so wish u are here with me now telling me everything is alright
i'm having random thoughts like
what if you leave me
what if you were unsure abt everything and made a mistake
what if...
what if...
what if...
sigh...
nvm.
nights people
going to take myt med now and try to slp..................

stupid baby is sleeping now
hahas
go one sch
go until so tired
wat you do huh?!?!

not going sch tml also
still sick
got two days mc from doctor
throat infection until very jia lat
hahas
i'm so bored now
baby. i miss you
another 4 more days!
:(
pouts pouts pouts
miss you unitil wanna die le lah
quick wake up and talk to me
i miss you like crazy lah
i wanna see you now.
i want you now!
i need you now!
:(

baby
i miss you

woke up this morning and puked on y floor
opps
hahas
then slept until 4 plus till baby called me
i was having high fever that it can burn my brains
hahs
ate panadol then went to slp
and now i'm feeling better
still have fever but not that high

i so wish you could be here with me now
i really miss you alot
i will love you and only you
love me and only me
i only have you in my heart
i miss you so damn much
i'm so not used to it without you by my side
even when i arrange my bed,
i arranged it like how you always arranged it when you stay over
i miss your gentle touch
i miss looking into your eye
and telling you i love you
i just miss you so freaking much
when sch reopen you must take care of yourself
you cannot fall sick okay
must eat all your three eals and drink water
baby
i love you alot!
we will not drift apart okay
my love for you is so real
that it will not change
not seeing you will ake me iss you more
and infact love you more
i really cant lose you
life will be so meaningless without you
you made my life right again
i love you too much to evern let you go
you're the only one that i adore
can we make this last forever
i was not prepared to fall so deep in love until i met you
omfg
i love you!!!

fuck you!
watch your Lword until dont wanna care abt me
hrmph!
fuck you fuck you fuck you

baby stayed at my place on mon,wed,thurs,fri
so happy lah
wheee......
i love you baby
22nd was a blast!
hahas
my god
the most exicted ppl were swan me and baby
we clebrated jade and lyds bade
hahas
they were very surprised
hahas
i was drunk
but not that drunk
i still know wat i was doing
i just cant walk properly
hahas
i fell down in the toilet
then my ankle bleed
how dumb
stupid baby make me drunk
she keep giving me drink
knowing that al my hard liqour are like freaking freaking old
she make it so strong for me
ask her for green tea she give me alcohol
idiot
then she keep staring at me drink
make me pressurise
then i drink all in one shot
i drank very fast
no wonder i was drunk
hahas
swan made sam drunk too
hahas
we all slept at abt 7 plus in the morning
woke up in the afternoon
then went to meet lyd at j8
hhahas
then went home
met benji for supper with nigel and benjis cousin
then went home
and baby and me drank somemore
hahas
baby went back at abt 6 plus
:(
i miss you so badly
and i cant see you till sat
pouts
was thinking one of the sch days go down look for you for dinner
but you cant
so nvm lor
have to wait till sat
we're either going zoo or sentosa or beach
hahas
let swan and baby decide
hahas
i'm so looking forward to sat
i miss you!!!

baby
the warmth of your touch;
the feeling of your body near mine;
your hands in mine;
staring at each other in the eyes;
knowing that you love me;
just makes everything feels so good
we're now a step closer:))
i wanna spend my life with you
baby
you cannot stone in sch okay
must concentrate
must try
i wanna do my o level with you
we shall work hard tgt okay
or else i cant do my Os wtih you
when sch starts,
let it be a test to out relationship
and see whether it will be strong enough
since we're not meeting till weekends
omg
baby i fucking love you
each time i stare into your eyes
i know this is real
i want to say i love you
i feel so lucky
i miss you baby
i love you and i wont leave you
tell me you wont tooo
i love you

fuckyou
hehheh

baby
wats wrong
don't doubt my love for you
its real
the reason why i've been moodswinging alot
cause for the whole hols
i havent been sleeping properly
i'm lack of sleep
i'm falling sick
my body is breaking down
my family is killing me
i still have frienship probs i dunno how to solve
i feel so stress that i wanna break down already
schs going to start
i'm not going to meet you until weekends
cause you are busy
pouts
i feel like the worse gf you can ever have
my hearts justs breaks when i reas your blog
i dunno wat to do
i just feel like hugging you so tight and say i;m sorry for treating you like that
sigh....
mich wats wrong with you
sobsssss......
pouts pouts pouts
you're asking me to secure your heart
then whose going to secure mine?
i do feel insecure do you know
i'm crying inside me but i just dont wanna show it
i need you like how you need me
i do care for you
its maybe i'm that expressive
but when you told me you're falling sick ytd
i kinda ignore you and asked you to slp
but inside i was panicking wat to do
i suck lah
i'm the worse gf
you're right
i'm just freaking tired and i needed slp
as you know that today will be a very busy day
i'm just terribly sorry
i'm trying my best to control myself already
how am i going to let you down if i'm so in love with you already?
you say i screamed at you "wat"
i really didnt know i said it
sorry
i didnt mean to say it
i'm so afraid now
when you say you cant feel anything now
wat if i lose you?
tears are rolling down as i type
i dont wanna cry infront of you
i know now you;re feeling very sad and lost
someone help me
tell me wat to do
i really love you alot
haiiii......
baby
you;re not the only one feeling this way too
i'm feeling it too
i saw things that i dont wanna see in your phone
it got me thinking the whole day
have you put down all your past?
i dont think so
you still haven put it down
from wat i know
nvm...

there'll be a party tml
shall enjoy myself
bye


ijustloveyoutoomuchtoevenletyougo
ineedyoutounderstandme
ireallycantloseyou
imeansitwhenibloggeddownthesongnoordinarylove
itsayshowimfeeling
iloveyoubaby...

oh my
i'm so freaking tired
from cleaning up my whole house
that stupid baby suppose to help me packe the house
she ended up sitting in the hall with swan and not helping me at all
how dare she!
i'm, going to kick you out of my house!
hahas!
my lanvin perfume is like used more by that pig lah
she machum use that one and bath like that
asshole!
hahas
actually she's just behind me!
hahas!!!
hurry go bathe!!!!!
we have to go queensway then go town then go newton
so busy
tml morning i'm going to have my BREAKFAST!!!
you better cook tml
tml i'm going to be real busy!!!
morning wake up have to go grocery shopping then come home have to cook
then still have to prepare for so many things
hahas
so many things are going to happen tml
so excited
hahas!!!
yeahness!!!!
i'm exhausted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you stupid fat pig!!!
you are so fucking dead!!!!!!!

okay stop complaining!!!
i love you lah!!!

oh my i have a big blue black on my arm
thanks to the fat pig
hahas
where shall i start blogging
oh my
i cant wait for the 22nd
its going to be damn damn damn happening lah
hahas!
so excited
hope baby would be able to make it
i'm going to be so busy starting from tml
schs going to start
pouts
ytd
we went to downtown east with swan and sam
at like 10.30 like that
cause baby and swan wanted to play bball
hahas
they hppily play until no last bus or last train
so smart huh
tell them going to no more transport they sill stone and play
then we decided to get a cab
then we went to cheers
got drinks then took a cab
hhas
baby stayed over cause she wanted to accompany me
hahas
so sway my sis frens were there too
so me and baby had to sleep in the hall
it was FREZZING!
morning that stupid baby keep trying to wake me up
then i woke up and walked to my moms room
supose to call swan but i fell asleep
until baby msg me to wake up i also cant feel anything
hahas
then went to meet swan
oh yes, swan,jade and lyd gave me a beautiful shock this morning
spoil my beauty sleep
hahas
swan called and said cherish in hospitali was like HUH!?!?!
then baby got a shock cause she was happily using the com
and iw as sleeping then i all the sudden scream
hahas
ebd up cherish only got fever
she better get well really soon!
i dunno wat to blog le
so bye bye!
hahas
i miss you

baby
right now i dunno how i'm feeling
afraid?
maybe
i'm afraid because of my moodswings now i'll lose everything
we're both so sensitive
how can i give you a smile when i kniw you're not okay?
its hard
i've already fallen for you so deeply already
you're a part of my life now
i cant lose you
yes,i'll love you till the rnd of time
i'm ready to live my life with you
i;m sorry for the attitude
but as you've said
which gf wont be jealous and all
because of the jealousy i have i'm like that
i didnt show it last time even when i was jealous
because i think i was just being paranoid
now its because i've tahan for very long
thats why i've been showing it
if maybe you were in my shoes you will know how i'm feeling
i dont wanna be a bitch and control things
thats why i chose not to voive it out
i'm really happy to find someone like you
you lifted me up
sighs...
i just love you

whenwillallthisbeover?

"No Ordinary Love"

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said in the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here [Chorus:]

cause
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
I was not prepared enough to fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again with your extraordinary love

[Chorus]
I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes sometimes the magic is hard to believe
but you're here before my weary eyes
you brought joy to my world
set me so free I want you to understand you are every breath that I breathe

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream cause it feels so good to me



"Never A Day Goes By"
Even though we're heart to heart
I know you wonder when we part
Do I start to lose my desire for you
Will tomorrow be like tonight
Will I always treat you right
Will our love go on forever
Well...

Never a day goes by
Not a night that I
Could live my life without you
Never a day goes by
There's no time that I
Can ever forget what you mean to me
Never a day goes by
When you're not on my mind
Never

I see the doubt there in your eyes
You wonder if I realize
There'll come a time when I'll be tired of you
You say attraction's temporary
This passion, momentary
And that won't keep us together
Well, baby...

Never a day goes by
Not a night that I
Could live my life without you
Never a day goes by
There's no time that I
Can ever forget what you mean to me
It's the purest affection could ever be
Never a day goes by
When you're not on my mind
On my mind

Every day and every night that comes
I want to be in your arms'
Cause what I say is true
This love is for you
All for you
I want this love to go on forever

Never a day goes by
Not a night that I
Could live my life without you
Never a day goes by
There's no time when I
Can ever forget what you mean to me
It's the purest affection could ever be
Never a day goes by
When you're not on my mind

baby, i chose this two songs to express how i feel
i just want you to know that i love you
i dont want you to be thinking that you;re not the one for me and all
cause each time you say it, it hurts
cause i felt like the most horrible gf to be letting you feel this way
my heart just shatter cause i'm afraid because of this
i might lose you
and i dont want to cause i love you
and thats all that matters
i miss you :/

bleeblahbloo
hahas
i'm nuts
hahas
ne ways on sunday baby came over to tp at night
we watched the omen
my god it sucks
haas
then after that we went to meet darius
went to his place and drink
but we had no mood then we went to cook fried rice
according to them it tasted really bad
hahas!
then baby came over to my place
it was abt 4 already
then we talk talk talk until 7 ?
then went to slp
hahas
suppose to wake up at 11 cause we had to meet lyd at 12.3o
but we were late as usaul
hahas
then met lyd at abt 3 plus at cine
hahas
we slacked ard
then we went back to tp
then i decided to sent baby home by bus
hahas
how nice can i get
hahas
then i was freeazing lah
baby was going crazy!!!
hahas!!!!
damn funny lah
hahas
then i fell asleep in the bus
hahas
i was lazy to go home
so i stayed over at her place
hahas
we talked till her sis came home then we fell asleep
hahas
she was suppose to cook breakfast for me
hahas!
but in the end?
hahas
woke up then went to meet lyd swan and cherish at doentown
was suppose to go escape
and i yes i admit i am scared lah
hahas
in the end nvr go but it startrd to rain so thank me
hahas
we were suppose to head down to tm
but in the end landed up in the arcade
baby swan and cherish was playing the bball think like crazy
hahas
we were laughing and laughing
it was damn funny
hahas
then we headed down to tm
suppose to watch movie but in the end we slceked
hahas
then went to toyrus
had so much fun there lah
hahas
then we headed downt o esplande
and my sis joined us
we had dinner at the gluttons bay
hahas
shiok!
hahas
then we went to walk ard marina
hahas
i can conclude that the day was fun fun fun!!!
hahas

me and baby keep having the same random thoughts
we wanna live together
hahas
it would be great
hahas
we're like half staying tgt already
hahas
cause you everytime stay at my house
hahas
i just wanna fall asleep in your arms every morning
i wanna feel the hugs in the morning
and you being an irritant trying to wake me up
hahas
i miss you already!
i'm falling deeper for you
hahas
i love you baby

baby
i;m so thankful i have you now with me
i'm super happy with my life now
my friends ask me how am i
and i can say it easily that same but happier
you really make me smile and laugh from deep within
dont think so much already okays?
i love you and thats final
i know what i am doing
i know that i'm very serious with you
i can even think of staying with you i like 1o days?
i just freaking love you so much baby
you are the reason for everything
i love you
i miss you
i really wanna see you again soon
and hold you longer than before
i dont wanna let you go
i love you!

baby
have confidence in yourself
i'm no longer that materealistic bitch anymore
i dont need you to shower me with gifts an all
all i need is your love only
i dont need other things
seriously lah
so wat if you;re not the kind for me
anything is possible as long as you try
all i need to know that you love me
thats all
every word i say i mean it
i dont want you to compare yourself with my past
so wat if they showered me with gifts and all
in the end wat did i get
i got cheated in a way
you are my one and only
i just wanna grow old with you
i just love you baby
and i mean it
I LOVE YOU
hehes
mwahs!

hmmmm
there are like so many question in me and your head
but i chose to leave it aside
cause i believe that its all plan already
so dont worry okay baby
i wont break my promises to you
right now i just wanna live with you forever
i didnt wanna be with you one reason was because of her
we are all friends you get the point
but in the end i realise so wat
so wat if you are younger than me and all
and people say you;re not the kinda bung for me
i realised it all not impt
the feelings are the ones that are impt
and how we are willing to compromise with each other
thats wats most impt
i need that confidence too
when i know so many people like you
i start losing confidence again
cause its like there are so many people out there better than me
yupps
and baby
you're not dreaming
its all true!
i dont wish for it to be a dream either
i love you for who you are
i may not seem to be a good gf to you and all
but deep down even one cough from you my heart hurts
knowing that you are sick and all
but i just dunno wat to do
makes me feel really useless
baby
i just want you to know that i love you
and its all true
i'm yours and you're mine
you mean the world to me
i just wanna be with you every second in my life
i just wanna stay with you
so i could see you and hear you first every morning
i just wanna wake up everyday and feel you hugging me
i just wanna wake up and see you here with me
i love you baby
and i miss you lots lots lots!!!
you make me go crazy abt you!
mwahs!

helllo people
i;m here to blog blog blog
BLOG!
done
hahas
i'm wasted!
hahahs!

okay lah
i better blog properly before some asshole kill me!
hahas!
go sleep lah stupid asshole!
hahas!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i got my lanvin perfume!
hahas
lalalallalalala
theres something wrg with me recently
getting more and more retarded lah
hahas
and bitchy
hahas
oh my
hahas!
i need my sleep!!!!!!!!
went to meet darius and aj at night
then went back to tp
they werre playing cs and i was having motion sickness lah
hahas
then after that went to darius place to cook his famous fried rice
hahas'
the rice was soggy but ya its still nice cause of some mistake i did
hahas
the martell took very long to take effect on us lah
hahas!
reached home like in the morning
then stayed awake
cause i needed to meet people at ten
if i were to slp then thats it
but i fell asleep at 8'59
i couldnt hear my phone ring at all lah
hahas
sorry lah stupid fat pig
hahas
me and darius was planning our funeral lah
hahas
so if i die just ask him
he would know
hahas
what will happen if i die?
who will cry?
who will be in joy?
hmmmm
so many questions lah
lalalalalal
so darius or any of my friend isf i die before you do
tell me when you all meet me up or down there what happen
hahas!
retards lah


to a very special friend
okay i admit i change
everyone change and all
but if you realie your egoness is getting overboard
you know what i think?
i think that you think that you're the best lah
no offence but ya
ever since D you've changed so much
wheres the friend i used to know
who will have some reality check
wake up lah girl
you say all these things to me all the time
and now its my turn to say all these things to you
i hope you will read it
i just dont wanna lose a friend like you
sigh... nvm..
see you soon...

MICHELE EE IS BLISSFULLY ATTACHED TO PEARLYN TAN!!
to those that were so freaking eager to know who?
we are going to let everyone know
we dont wanna hide it anymore
cause to us wat really matters is that we love each other
we dont wanna care what other people think already

baby i wanna be with you every second of my life
i need you to be by my side
i miss the touch of your hands in mine
i miss the touch of your lips near mine
i miss your endless hugs
i'm already so committed to you
it wasnt wrong to chose you
i'm freaking in love with you now
you were nvr off my mind
i have to wait till another 2 weeks till i can meet you
unless i go down to look for you
1 sec your gone from my side i miss you already
just imagine how much i'm missing you now
without you in my life i would just die
baby.
you're not selfish at all okay
i understand
you're afraid i might go back to her one day and leave you
i promise you here that i'll nvr leave you and go back to her
i'm already yours and your alone
i know what it'll be like if i were to go back
so now i promise you i wont
you are treated so differently from all my gfs and bfs
it shows how much i love you already
when you are gone i just wanna run out and go look for you no matter what
i just love you baby
i miss you loads

i'm here to blog finally
hahas
or else that stupid pig is gonna pester me
hahas
i am guai the whole day today okay
stayed at home the whole day lah
go out also go out with parents only
hahas
my mum just had to wake me up from my beauty slp just to go bugis lah
and she just dragged me out of the house
hahas
dance night ytd was great
besides some unpleasant things that happened
hahas
me swan and lydho ate like gluttons lah
suppose to drink but we ended up gg home
hahas
woke up today and wake baby up
hahas!
for i dunno wat reason
hahas
since she wanna her my voice first when she wakie
so wake her up lah
hahas
your wake up voice damn cute lha
hahas
shld call you more often
hahas
i shall be mean and deprive you of slp
gonna meet a old fren of mine tml for lunch
so exciting!
hahas

i miss you like crazy too
everything is so meaningless without you
you;re my sugar rush
thou we stay very far. but what matters most is that we hold on to our love
i wish i could be in yr arms forever and not let you go
i love you too.i did a right decision by giving up the previous one and gave both of us a chance
i would not want to break your heart too baby
i miss the days when we are just cuddling tgt
i wish i could hold you tight and never let you go too
promise me not to leave me too okays
i really want you here with me now
you gave me the smile on my face
i wanna be the one who take cares of you
i wanna hold your hand till the end of time
i wanna be the one for you
i wanna be your everything
i just love you so
i promis too that i'll always be there for you and not leave you
i wanna see that wide smile on yr face
i wanan see us happy
i wanna see the future with you
i wanna celebrate every birthdays with you
i wanna cerebrate all the special ocasions with you
i wanns watch the sun rise and sun set with you and your arms
i wanna watch the stars with you in your arms
i'm happy as long as i'm with you
i think abt you all the time
even when i'm sleeping
you were nvr once out of my mind
you make me feel wats its like to be really inlove and committed
you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have you
i'm so in love with you
thou we are only tgt for a few days
i've nvr felt so loved and committed before in just a few days
its like i'm ready to live my life with you forever
and to love you endlessly
my heart melts in the sweet lil things you do and say
my heart skips a beat whenever i see you too
my heart belongs to you already
i realised too how much you mean to me
what would live be without you
i cant live without you too
i love you and only you
you're my everything
you are mine
baby just really promise me not to leave me okay?
baby i love you !

HEE HOR!
hahas
suppose to go to gym this morning
but i was freaking tired
hahas
till jade called and ask me out at 12
i told them i would be slightly late
cause i was freaking tired
end up i only reached city hall by 2 plus
hahsa
went there
met lydho,jade and cherish.cow
waited for that stupid smurf bird swan
hahas
she always take ages to come
hahas
after that went walking ard at raffles city
trying shoes!! my fav!
hahas
so fun lah
then we walked to marina sq for carls junior
along the way me and swan were playing lah
she just happily keep swinging me in circles can
i wear till so glam then do this to me
hahas
and oh man
i was so freaking full lah
oh yea
i concluded that swan look like smurf
cherish look like goofy!
hahas
then we went candy empire
hahas
i finally ate my marshmallow chocolate!
damn shiok lah
and i'm going to munch on my giant caramello koala!
whee!!!!
hahas
tml is dance night!
wat to wear?!?
i dunno which top to wear
i wearing my denim skirt and lyd's guess stilettos
hahas
wat top should i wear with
must dress to impress
hahas
after that might be drinking
hahas
off i go
toodles!

i miss you!

retard me!! look at my eyebags!





i love you peeps!



i love jade



martial artist and retard! hahas

ELLOS!!!
hahas
hmmm
went to novena with jade
cause of jy and swan lah
hahas
you two arh
faints
hahas
neways
after that met jade and her
then went over to look for darius to drink
he was fucking wasted lah
alamak!
hahas
i didnt get to sleep lah thanks to her
deprived me of mu sleep
only managed to catch a few hours
then called jade and wake her up to swim
blah blah blah blah
today was just filled with laughter lah
hahasd
it was fun fun fun
hahas

its so fun distubing you lah
hehes

when i;m with you i see myself
when i;m with you i'm so happy
when i;m with you it seems like everything is alright
when i;m with you it just feels so good
when i;m with you i just wanna pause the time
when i'm with you i just wanna lie in yr arms forever
when i;m with you i just dont wanna let you go
when i'm with you i just wish to stare into your eyes forever
when i;m with you i;m just speechless
cause a picture speaks more than a thousand words
I LOVE YOU BABY!
I MISS YOU!!!!
BLEAHS

LADEEDAM!
hahas
i collected my results today
mr yap was making no sense
he's one stubborn man
told him that my parents wont interferre he just wont listen
he was shock when he heard things from me and my sister abt my family
yes, my family looks perfect
but inside all of us, its broken
theres no more warmth already
all we do at each other its scream at each other
thats why i dont like going home
we cant even have a decent meal together at the same table
it was nvr possible
and its not going to be possible already
sigh.. nvm

after results went to inter mac for breakfast with sis
waited for alice and darius to come
hahas
then we headed down to the gym
yeahness
like finally
i'm going to firm my body
and lose all my fats
hahas!
after gym went to tp
oh my it was damn retarded
my sister was stealing my clam chowder
after that we went to the hub gallery
cause suaku darius and my suaku sister dunno whats in there
hahas
we were playing there
like lil kids deprived of childhood
hahas
we took alot of stupid pictures
with the statues
jumping
in the "lift"
infact everywhere
hahas!!!
we spent nearly an hour there
hahas
we took a stupid video too
hahas!
then went to ntuc and bought HAM!!!
yum yum
hahas
will upload the pictures and video soon
hahas
lalalala

and now i'm home
i;m so bored lah can
i think i should be staying at home
THINK
hahas

i know its hard to have you totally
but i'm satisfied with what i have now
i so wish things will work out
and i wish i could have you totally

clear all my doubts
i'm just thinking too much
i;m just afraid to get hurt again
tell me you;re not playing with me
tell me its real
tell me you really love me
tell me you meant every word you said
tell me the truth though it hurts.
the mich now
is really weak
someone pick me up again
i wanna see myself with full of confidence and strong and all
but the mich i see now has none
-pouts

to jade and dan
i dunno if you two are reading
it seems like we're drifting again
it hurts
i think there are some misunderstanding among all of us
dan i was just irritated with you
like how jade was irritated with you
i didnt know how to put it to you cause i was afraid i'd lose you
maybe to you all i seem like i;m just using you all
but i really treat you two as my best friends
i really wanted the three of us to stick together
like the other time when three of us were close again i was so happy and teared
but when i saw three of us sitting at diff table my heart shatt
thsi shows of much i treasured the both of you
you two really mean alot to me
all the best to your o levels

to chow
you emo cock
hahas
thank god you are or else i think once we argue we will nvr give in to each other
thanks for giving in to me all the time
we're both stubborn
you're always true to me
and i'm thankful for that
you were always there for me when i needed you
you showed me you cared and all
word just cant described how thankful i am to have a friend like you
hahas
thanks chow~!!

to darius!!
hahas
we've been through quite alot hur
hahas
you;ve seen all the sides of me
i've seen all the sides of you
you were there for me when i needed you all the time
you show understanding when i was with lyd
you kept complaining that when i'm with her you are forgotten
i was unreachale to you
but in the end you said as long as i;m happy
i really thank god you undersatnd
but now i realised that i havent really done my part as a friend
casue i zhong se qing you
i promise i'll nvr do that again
i'll balance it
hahas
thanks alot darius!:D

i dunno what i'll become without you guys
i really love you guys alot!
you guys mean alot to me
and i hope our friendship will stay strong
you guys lead me back to the right path
when i go onto the wrong path
thanks alot!


You magnify my happiness
When I am feeling glad;
You help to heal my injured heart
Whenever I am sad.
You’re such a pleasure in my life;
I hope that you can see
How meaningful your friendship is;
You’re a total joy to me.
Thank you, friend, for all the things
That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.
Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;
And just for being you.
Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;
For things I can't explain.
For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,
Thank you; thank you, friend.

hmm
it seems like we're both moving on
thats good
you found someone you like and i've found someone i like
hopefully us and the one we like will turn out good
hahas
all the best to you and her. my fren and you will always be

tell me its real and you're not lying
dont love me for fun girl
love me for a reason
let the reason be love
.....


went to make my ic today
then went tp to meet chow and calli
i was in shorts and tshirt and flip flops only lah
super unglam can!
i was unprepared to go anywhere
i thought we were just going to stay at tp but!
we went tamp mall
to catch xmen3
it was damn nice lah'
i pity chow sit between me and calli
i was pulling one side of her tshirt
calli was pulling the other side
hahas
after that had to wait for chow to end her guitar lesson
so me and calli was walking ard tm to waste 1 hr
hahas
time was passing so slow...
hahas
after that we went to mac for dinner
my god
we were throwing tissue at each other
hahas
talking so loudly
they were stealing my fries
we were laughing our ass off lah
hahas
today was fun fun fun
hahas
i found out something abt darius!!!
hahas!!!
i've got something to blackmail you with DARIUS WONG!
hahas
i'm goin to get a job lah
my allowance is gonna get cut by half!
so i might as well not go out
and not eat
chow i;m going to kill you!!
bluff me lah!!!
say still got my private msges in yr phone
dont wanna let me delete
make a big hu ha in the bus
so pai seh can
end up now you tell me you lying!!!
asshole
you're gonna get it on monday!!
i make sure the doctor poke wrongly!
hahas

SCREW EVERYTHING LAH!!!
FUCK IT!!!
someone just stab me real hard
stop all the crying for me please
my heart is crying and bleeding
so many false hopes and all
god
let me really be happy
and not fake all the smiles and laughter
PLEASE!!
thats all i'm asking for
what has gotten into me?
i wake up everyday
thinkin that things will be fine
but no.
i'm suffering from ********** once again
i'm left speechless now
bye.

netball carnival was a success!!
yeah!
though cheerleading we didnt win
but it was freaking good!
i'm so proud of myself and 3/10!
you all rocked my day
we came in first in netball
third in overall!
great improvement from last year!
hahas
i'm burnt!
stupid sun!!!!
my body i really gonna break
i tore my thigh muscles
thanks to the stunts
cause miss dawn actually bounced on my back
and i did a split
i was paralysed for abt 3 mins
screaming and crying in pain
but then i still had to carry on
i just have to forget abt all the pain i'm having physically
it was hard but..ya
after that swan they all came my place
oh my seriously stop scandaling!
hahas!
i'm so tired now. yawns

i hate my my family
in fact its not even a family!
my sister is a bitch
my mum always side my sister when she's in the wrong
my dad is useless
my grandma is like my mum
my grandpa is useless too
wat kind of family is this?
wheres the warmth we used to share when i was younger
i dont wish to be in this family anymore
i'm really breaking down
i've been tolerating for the past 15 years of my life
you all just made it worse this few days
i had a argument again with my sis and my mum this morning
FUCK MUM IF YOU WANNA SLAP ME< SLAP LAH!! I HATE YOU!!!!
hit me, abuse me, treat me like a slave
whats more?
nothings gonna change but to hate you guys more!
also nag at me why i'm like this saying i always hang out late and blah blah blah you guys dont even make me feel like goin home!
send me into girls home for all i care
i seriously cant be bothered anymore
SEND!!! I KNOW YOU WILL!!

girl. tell me what i'm feeling is right
cause i dont wanna fall too hard
or maybe tell me what i'm feeling is wrong
cause i'm falling deeper and deeper each time i think of you
why? ARGH! i dunno! i'm lost

tearsarejustflowingasitype
someonestopitforme
itcantstopflowing
imverytiredofeverything
imreallybreakingdownalready
godmaybeitstimetocallmealready?
imfeelingmiserableandall
godsavemeplease

yeahness!!!
how great i'm having fever now
no wonder i'm freezing even theres no aircon
hahas
if i still have fever later i still have to got to sch
no choice
i think my body i breaking down
sigh
everything of me is breaking down
i've been dancing non stop
running up and down
teaching dancesteps
getting injuries over old injuries
aching all over
pulling the whole thing together
its not as easy as you think it is
its horrible
i'm like fucking stressed up lah
thanks to the cheer thing
and my results
I HATE MY SISTER AND MY MOTHER!!!
i had a fight with my sister
she left her stupid teeth mark on my hand
and mum. it was her who started it and you scold me!
BIAS!! I HATE YOU!

theres something wrong with me today
i;m just out of my mind!
if i offended anyone
i'm sorry
i;m pmsing lah

i did something that i regreted lah
i shouldnt have sent that msg
it caused some things to happen b/w you and me
stupid michele!

hmmm. shall blog tml.
i'm really tired
and i have dance from 9-5 plus
how nice
somemore tml actually no sch one
have to go back because of that

goodbye world...

谁还记得是 谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得 当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说 要一起走到最后

我们都忘了这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人 记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说怎么说
都没有救 亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂 两个相爱的人
等对方先说找 分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是 你和我要有 两个相反的梦

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得 当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

this were nearly the same things you once told me
its all the past.

i hate it!!!
it always happen over and over again!!!
why?!?!?!?!?!?!
i feel like the everyone is playing with me!!!
screw myself!!!
the things you says
hurts even more
i just wanna hide from reality
i just sleep till i nvr wake up
and carry on dreaming
but fuck it!
it;ll nvr happen
unless i die!!!!!!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!
ARGH!!!!
should i feel angry or sad?
i'm feeling both?
i feel cheated
screw everything lah!!!
everything is not going the way i want
i studied so hard but failed
friendship probs
family probs
relationship probs!
all these make me lose confidence in everything i do
the michele now is a useless piece of shit
she is stupid, dumb, i can nvr do anything right
she lost the war
she lost all her confidence
she lost herself
she lost everything
when will she ever gain all those back
i dunno
everything is just SCREWED!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

update time!
hmmm.
i'm freaking tired this few days
my mood is changing too
getting easily pissed nowadays
i think i'm falling sick too
oh no
must check blood count
scarly i low again
sians....
post exams activites sucks lah
went to jia ying house and stay
freaking shiok
feel like a princess lah
but the couples were scandaling
leave the singles alone :(
so sad lah. we just fell out of love lah
hahas
neways her room is freaking cold lah. use nearly 3 blankies
still very very very cold
slept abt 12 plus 1
then i thought jy cried
cause she sniffed so loud
woke up ask her what happen
she ignored me
the next morning say i wake up half way message
crazy lah.
dream of her swan until like that
hahas
morning ask her to wake me up at 6 plus
she woke me up at 5 PLUS!!!
its an hour difference
tried to fall back asleep but she was yakking away
stupid asshole
when i finally found the moment to fall back asleep
asked her to wake me up at 6.15
she woke me up at 6.10
its alot of diff you know!!!
hahas
then we were nearly late for sch cause got no cab lah
hahas
after sch went ps with joan,lyd,dan,jy,eleanor.swan
to get some stuff for netball carnival
hahas
then went home and i slept for less than half an hour
had to wake up to do some stuff
went out to meet chow and sheila
then talked rubbish
and came home eat and now blogging
hahas
stupid fat pig only know how to eat and sleep
this is lame but ya,
hahas

What's Taking You So Long Baby
So Many Hours So Many Days
我心里的这句话 还是想对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo
站在寂寞的舞台上灯光下拖着自己的
影子音乐重复我们共同 的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱就可以淡忘
明天没有你
In My Heart We'll Never Be Apart
残留手上的香味提醒我在数位相机里
留下的承诺每一封简讯
传出的思念都对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你
每分每秒 每一个声音
只有你撒娇 会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你
Yeah Yeah
残留手上的香味提醒我在数位相机里
留下的承诺每一封简讯
传出的思念都对你说
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你每分每秒
每一个声音只有你撒娇 会让我微笑
Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你
Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You
代表着我 离不开你每分每秒
每一个声音只有你撒娇
会让我微笑Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说
I Will Love You And Forever More
我答应 Baby You Will See
每一个我都属于你
Oh Baby I Will Love You Because我都属于你 Yeah

hey girl
why you hurt when you read that
tell me what you're thinking too
i wish i could be the one
that could make you smile
i wish i could be the one who be there for you now
but
everything is just too late
its like wats the point now
if you still love me and so do i?
the things you said that night
just made me gave up
you said everything was all too late
i'm so confused in the world of you and me
you just leave me hanging all the time
yes, i know i'm very contradicting
thats because i dont know what you;re thinking abt
you contradict yourself too
just tell me wat you want
and wats exactly on yr mind
you said we needed a break from each an other
okays. i agreed to it
you can do watever you want
so can i
though its hard for me to live without you and be happy
i'm left with no choice
if i would to tell you i love the old lyd
the one i knew
would you change back?
obviously not
cause when you told me you would all the time
nothing happens
call me selfish for i want you but the old one
but you want me to change to yr ideal gf
and i did change for you but you didnt
thats shows that you dont love me as much as before
so many things you do now shows me you dont love me as much as bfore
i feel insecure because you made me feel that way
you know me so well
you shld know i'm sensitive to everything
and yet i still gt blamed
i'm like that by nature
i believe we're meant to be
but we have alot of test in between
you were unable to stand true to me
you realise when you were with me
you can like someone so easily and
poof! there goes our relationship again
all this shows how much you love me
very little or not at all
you leave me so confuse
you can just leave me there by myself crying
you just leave me there all alone
how nice
girl. all i wanna know is what are you exactly thinking abt
tell me everything frankly
i'll listen

finally exams are over
i'm so relaxed noe
oh yes, go catxh mi3
its nice but yr heart will ache seing the lambo getting bomobed!
oh men
hahas
stayed over at mae's place ytd
talked alot
then went ot meet kaevis at suntec
talked more then dawn came
accompanied her
hahas

as i was walking back home
plugged in
i was thinkin abt you
but i just cant remeber how you look
it seems like memories of you
are just fading away so fast
i dont wish that would happen but its happening
accept it
i still think of you
but its fading away day by day
its a good and a bad thing
you take care when i aint by your side too
remember how i always nagged at you
hahas
drink more water
eat proper meals
take care of your ankles
sleep early
dont use the com too much
sick see doctor or learn how to take care of yourself
tired sleep
i was taking care of yr everything lah
so now that i'm not there
you have to do everything for yrself
until someone will take over that place
and make sures she does the nagging and
she better know how to take care of you
this mite be the last time i'm saying this
just take care of yrself
cause you dont know how to take care of yrself properly
seeya soon

"Say Goodbye"

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World
i'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

i just wanna see you smile happily
and know what you truly want.

"Say Goodbye"

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World
i'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

i just wanna see you smile happily
and know what you truly want.

ytd was fun fun fun
thanks to lyd ho, jade, dan, swan and nick
met dan at j8 there
then went to lyd house because i was a lil sick and tired
they were acting fishy
i knew what they were up too
sure cook one
and i was right
the part i got shocked waS
i only saw nick shoe
then swan poped out in front off me
got bdae huggs from all of them
ahas
then walked to the kitchen
they baked a cake for me
really touched
they went into the room and cried
because... i think they shld know
then swan came in with a ribbon tied on her head
and ask me to untie
she is my present hahas
damn funny lah
people dont get the wrong idea
then went to eat the food they cooked
after that we were playing in the room
then they went over to my place to drink
hahas
swan treated my room like a playgrond lah
keep hanging on my bed
taking stupid photos
taking random videos
my mu made jade go buy cake for me
syprised lah
i love my mum now
hahas
swan was sad
both of us were crying
then when we stood up and looked at each others
retarded face we started laughing lah
so random
ytd i cry still can burp like five time
and say random stupid stuff to dan dan
live dan dan said shout all you want got nobody
then i was got PAP
and iwas crying until so jia lat
still can joke
hahas
went home with dan
talk to her
msg that pig the whole night
talk to lyd ho and swan on the phone
it was all damn nonsence lah
me and dan ony slept at like 5?
hahas
me and her tried to finish all the liquor
not because i;m sad
i;m happy cause its my bdae
and i just feel damn good
hahs

this moring woke up at 9 plus
then went to church with dan and jade
then had lunch then now i'm at home
going to mug soon
hahas
someone can actually fell asleep while studying
not surprie that she can do it anywhere
hahas
i feel like sleeping
ahash

though i'm hurt
and its hard to let go
but i'm happy now
after letting all my anger and unhappiness go
i realised how much i changed for you
and i was no longer the michele i know anymore
i lost all my friends that are so impt to me
i suffered beacause of you
yes you made me smile
we had many good memories
i cant stand this lydia now anymore
i think i'm still in love with the old lydia
that i fell in love with and used to know
the lydia now we all know
changed to someone that somewhat not faithful anymore
changed to someone that people would hate
we all miss the old lyd
and we still love the old lyd
which is so caring, loving,faithful,friendly and so many more good things
i know you dont care
if you;re happy the way you are now
then be that way

whats goes around comes around
what goes down must come down
thats what i beieve in


right now i just need someone
that love me the way i am
and accept all my flaws
and not make me change into someone i dont even know
cause when you fall for someone
you fall for the way she is
if in the relationship
she wants you to change
she just dont love you that much anymore
she just want you to be perfect to her
dont let yourself suffer in silence
its a free world
do whatever you want

i've learnt so much from this reationship
change for the better for myself
and not to somone whom you dont even know

i guess it was a mistake we patch back again and again
knowing that it wld never be the same
i just love the lyd i fell for
hoping you wld change back
but nth happen
and you dunno what you want
you always get sick and tired of things
you cant stick to one person
thats what i see now

all i can say that
this time i'm really happy
i've got all my friends back
and even my life

special thanks for all my friends that supported me and were there for me

complicated family:
sorry got no more father. will find a better one for you all soon'
thanks for being there for me all the time
and you all didnt think i treated you all like a spare tyre
i'm really thankful for making it one of my unforgetable bdae
you all always make my day. :DD

chow:
sorry for not listening to you most of the times
this time we have all the time in the world
and talk abt anything under the sun
we can go out more often
and get close again as really good friends
thanks for being there for me
no matter how much i changed
you will always make me smile in sch :D

benji:
though we are not very close
cause you are her friend
i guess now you became my friend
hahas
you were there for me too
asking me to cheer up and all
i'm thankful to find a new friend like you
hang out really really soon
at lao di fang
hahas
you make my day too :D

the pig that messaged me:
thanks for helping me
making me smile
you were there for me too
you accompanied me the whole nite ytd
through sms
ahahs
thankful i found a new friend like you too
you make my day too.
:D
and to all my other friends out there
thanks alot
i love you people!!!!
mwahs!!!!!

Whoa-oa-oa! I feel good, I knew that I would, now
I feel good, I knew that I would, now
So good, so good, since you've left

Whoa! I feel nice, like sugar and spice
I feel nice, like sugar and spice
So nice, so nice, since you've left

when you've left,i got every part of me back

i feel damn good. so damn good. feeling damn happy. and this time it's true. im not lying

i hate it i hate
how long more must i wait?
nvm...
haiiiiii
i dunno wat to say
yes i'm impatient
i feel like an irritant
kill me someone
i hate everything now
why?
honey when will y ou be okay?
i'm very distracted already
haiii

deep dpwn inside
i'm shaking
michele ee thinks too much
i should use all these time to think of my gf and studies
why am i thinking of useless stuff
god please dig out that part of my brain that keeps thinking like that
i really wanna stop thinking
so that things will really be okay
iloveyouhunnybunny

heylos
i finally get to see baby
she told me the camp end at 12.30
and when its gg 12 she called and said she was on the way to my place
gave me a fright
cause i didnt have time to prepare babys surprise
hahas
cooked fish for baby to eat.

baby is sleeping like a pig now
hahas
its raining and you have to leave soon
:(
dont even know whether we're meeting tml
you might be going out with your friends
i'm gonna study for my ss
you silly girl
eat more lah
see you lose so much weight my heart pain you know
i'm feeling irritated
i dunno why
pms i guess
haii
guess i shall go off now
i dunno wat else to blog abt
hmmm
hahas

haiiii
i'm like super bored can
i'm like waiting for baby to be free
hahas
hope you break camp early
hahs
i have a lil surprise for you tml
haahs
bleah
hahas
i'm super super bored lah
haahs
someone entertain me please
so time could pass faster
hahas
i'm a lil tired but still waiting for baby
hahas
i miss you baby
oh yes
my tagboard is up again
and is my skin nice???
hahas

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

baby.
words cant discribe hpw much i love you
you made me realised so many things
i'm sorry for the past things i've done
this promise i make to you
i'll stop doing it
for you i'll change for the better
i hope you do too
i'm trying to be your perfect gf
i know you are too
but to me as long as your love stands true
its enough
you're already perfect to me
we have so many up and downs
we have alot of arguments
i'm afraid when there is any argument
that we might just end
but everything argument to us is a lil test for the both of us
and we manage to pull thru it
i'm glad
i dunno how long all these is gonna last
but i'm gonna love you like it lasts forever
i hope you would too
baby, i can't stop loving you.
;D
you were the one who taught me how to smile once again
you were the one that brought joy into my life
you were the one that taught me the meaning of true love
you were the one whom changed me
you were the one whom i love

haiiii
i'm like super bored can
i'm like waiting for baby to be free
hahas
hope you break camp early
hahs
i have a lil surprise for you tml
haahs
bleah
hahas
i'm super super bored lah
haahs
someone entertain me please
so time could pass faster
hahas
i'm a lil tired but still waiting for baby
hahas
i miss you baby
oh yes
my tagboard is up again
and is my skin nice???
hahas

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

baby.
words cant discribe hpw much i love you
you made me realised so many things
i'm sorry for the past things i've done
this promise i make to you
i'll stop doing it
for you i'll change for the better
i hope you do too
i'm trying to be your perfect gf
i know you are too
but to me as long as your love stands true
its enough
you're already perfect to me
we have so many up and downs
we have alot of arguments
i'm afraid when there is any argument
that we might just end
but everything argument to us is a lil test for the both of us
and we manage to pull thru it
i'm glad
i dunno how long all these is gonna last
but i'm gonna love you like it lasts forever
i hope you would too
baby, i can't stop loving you.
;D
you were the one who taught me how to smile once again
you were the one that brought joy into my life
you were the one that taught me the meaning of true love
you were the one whom changed me
you were the one whom i love

baby
right now i know you're still angry with me
please forgive me already
i promise you i'll stop it already
i really wish you could cool down
i dont wanna see you like that anymore
i feel very.... i dunno how to say
i'm so afraid all these things will affect us
you said you might never cool off
i hope you will
or i'll be very sad
right now i feel so lost
all i ask is for us to be okay
baby..
please
thats all i'm asking for...
i'm sorry
sigh...

baby
right now i know you're still angry with me
please forgive me already
i promise you i'll stop it already
i really wish you could cool down
i dont wanna see you like that anymore
i feel very.... i dunno how to say
i'm so afraid all these things will affect us
you said you might never cool off
i hope you will
or i'll be very sad
right now i feel so lost
all i ask is for us to be okay
baby..
please
thats all i'm asking for...
i'm sorry
sigh...

maybe i might sound irritating to you now
i only know how to make you angry
i always spoil the day
sigh...
its like we're so happy then like that
i'm trying my best to make you smile
i hate it when you attitude me
like how you hate it when i attitude you
i really just wanna go to her house only with you
theres always another time i could go her place anyway
baby..
don't like that already please
smile :D
i'm really fine with not going
and i'm not lying
cause if i'm lying i'll find excuses
but now you dont wish to talk to me
it hurts :(
sorry if i did anything wrong alright
i can't wait to see you later.

i'm so tired!!!
not enough of sleep lah
had my english paper today
compo was okay
rather amazed with my self
but compre was a horror
i think i dont even have one question right
sucks lah
during compre had stomach ache
tahen umtil end of paper amd flew to take my phone and zoom to the toilet
i lao sai lah can
i visited the toilet three times lah
one durinhg lesson two before lesson
i think its the maths blues
caused after maths i was perfectly fine
and those who were not feeling well
was feeling better after maths
hahas
after that went grocery shopping for FnN
hahas
then went home
tried to defrost the fish but
it didnt defrost in time
so i went straight to town to meet baby
baby is going for camp for 4 days!!!
:(
and i'll be all alone
sians...
then before her camp she got training
lesser time to spend with baby
sians...
anyways
wish me all the best for FnN prac tml
hahas
i think baby is falling asleep on the phone now
hahas
hopes she snores so i can laugh at her tml
hahas
cant wait to see baby tml
hope you would pick me up from sch tml
:D
exams are like next week
better start revising and prove all my teaccher wrong
hahas

baby.
i'm really happy that our relationship is getting stronger
day by day.
i hope this will never stop.
i'll always remember what you told me
iloveyoubaby
:D

hmmms..
baby is complaining that i dont blog
hahas
anyways..
baby went to her gramps house today
and i was at home whole day lah
so boring lah
i cant stay at home for long
cause i keep eatin and eating
i am playing maple??
hahas
yes i am
hahas
i level up for my sister ytd lah
hahsas
my mum is super irritating lah
i rather her work 24/7
she stay at home like a sick patient like that
i must serve her
samn irritating lah
stupid bitch
okays. i shall stop it
oh ya my dad is finally back
after more than a week
hahas
i actually missed him
anyways
ytd i talk to baby at my place
now you finally know why
i think so much
simply cause i'm afraid
cause you lift me to the highest point and drop me to the end
more then two times
obviously i'm afraid
but all these have not stop me from loving you
hehes
my love for you is true
when you hugged me tight
i feel so secure
its the feeling i always wanted
to feel loved and secured in your arms
you've secured me that night
you told me you ren ding is me
and you hope 5 years later its still the same
i hope so too.
iloveyou baby
=D

happy nine months baby!!
i love you
all these months have been tough but still had some good memories
there have been lots of ups and downs.
hope from this months on things will get better.
iloveyou baby.

picked baby up at woodlands
it was raining so heavily
and baby was drenched
hahas
her hair was MARVELLOUS!!!
hahas
then took a train back to tp
bought bread
and corn with mushroom soup
headed back to my place
i cooked the soup while baby did her journal
good boy ar someone
hahas
then rest awhile at my place
then she left at 8
hahas.
going to see you train later
hahas
cant wait to see you tml lah.
hahas.
i miss you baby
and once again happy nine month!!

today slacked at home with my baby.
hahas
it was good friday
i cant eat meat.
and all my cravings atart coming.
i wanna eat ikea meatballs all the sudden
hahas
yupps..
my grandma cokked meat for baby.
so tempting
but i resisted the temptation.
i'm hungry now. hhas

things are rather bad for me and baby now
cause her parents found out and are making a big fuss abt it.
they want us to break up :((
we wont. we will never.
i hope so..
i want you to hold my hand until the very end
we shall walk thru this together
hand in hand.alright?
after this happen it made me realised hpw much i love you
and i couldnt live my life properly without you
we have to take this as a big big test.
and maybe if we pass it.
we are really meant to be?
this test can help build our relationship stronger
and our love too...
hehes
iloveyoubaby.
i cant wait to see you tml.

baby.
i dont want you to think so much already
just remember i'll be there for you
like i always do.
baby cheer up kae.
it hurts to see you like that now.
i dunno how to help you
i feel useless.
just shun qi zi ren okay.
seriously dont think anymore.
cheer up and smile for me okay.
i wanna hear your laughter again.
i wanna hear you sing again
i wanna hear you talk nonsense with me.
i just wanna see you happy again.
iloveyoubaby.
iwillalwaysbethereforyou.

hmmm..
nth much to blog abt but
my heart have been giving me probs.
i have heart burn
and no body seems t obelieve me
except for baby.
thansk.
have been going out as usual.
yupps.
waiting for baby to be alright.
loves.

HELLO!
had band concert today.
i'm so tired everyday lah.
hahas.
one day must sleep the whole day!!
ahahs
during band concert i seriously felt like digging a hole and hide my face
baby,swan and nick was going crazy
screaming and screaming
hahas
pai seh lah
hahas
i'm a lil high now
i'm in a good mood cause of.. hehe
baby of course
hahs

i'm glad you're sure now
hope you really are.
hope things will get better
between the both of us
i'm sorry that i doubted you
but i need assurance
cause i felt a lil insecure
thats why i had doubts.
sorry..
but i really hope you mean everything you said.
you better do
if you dont mean it then dont say it.
sorry abt just now.
but it takes two hand to clap
so we must learn how to understand
learn how to compromise
learn how to assure each other
hehes
i just love you lah.
you silly girl
i love you!!!
and i really miss you alot!
its been in my heart for so long
but i didnt tell you..
i really miss you alot.
and i hate that feeling.
its terrible.
hahas.
just pray that everything gets really better.
:))))
iloveyou baby

ytd was fun fun fun!
its was christines birthday!!
we met up at cine
then we all headed down to marina and eat!!
had lotsa of fun cooking and taking photos!
hahas
damn ridiculous lah
hahas
walked to the bay.
they were taking photos again
and breakdancing.
today was a lil horrid
all my fault lha
i wsa being super paranoid
just thinking too much lah
from then on thinigs werent really good lah
quite cold towards each other lah
thats what i felt.
then saw swan and christine. ate dinner
then crapped and went home.

baby is so busy now lah.
that busy girl.
i have faith but i still need some assurance.
this is damn contradicting.
i cant help but to keep falling for you.
i'm falling deeper and deeper each time.
i fell too much for you that i cant take any pain anymore
cuase it;ll really hurt for sure.
i'm lost with words
but all i can say that is that i love you anf i freaking miss you.