exams are coming!
in fact, it had alr started
chinese paper was horrible!
there goes my A1!
i want to get all my desired piercing pierced!
my wrist, tongue, collar bone, neck, eyebrow.
argh! school hurry end luh.
and i want to get my tattoo (:
should i? ahahhah
nvm, get pierced first.
watched tattoist and 13 games of death ytd
with my puipui! hahahhahahahhaha
tatooist was okay,
but darius, why are you like so enthu abt the 13 games of death?
me and cal watch already, was like,
we're going to kill darius!
hahah (:
i have to go mug like crazy now
thn go out later

爱人 !

我爱你 !!!

男人女人

the love of my life!
shai (: , darius (: , aj (: && cal<3

i'm totally falling for you again and again
i cant stop this feeling,
i just wanna hug you so tight and not let go.
sleep in your arms forever.


i miss you

calvin!!!! thank you (:
<33333333333333

you're such a sweetheart

should i?

yes or no.

i just need a shoulder to lie on,
I'm tired from quite some stuff.
I'm about to cry but I'll still persevere.
i'm strong! (:


love is such a mysterious thing
isn't it?

just watching you fall asleep on my lap,
is enough to make my heart race.
god! i am actually falling!

i just left, and i miss you already

no one is pointing fingers at you
i know your jokes mean no harm
i appreciate whatever you gave to me
i told someone before, even if you didnt buy me LV and all
and bought something thats really cheap, i wouldnt mind
and i'll be damn happy cause you actually thought of me.
i really appreciate that.
mayeb you felt that i started it yesterday
but i felt you started it yesterday too,
i know you have your problems
but boy, reason i was pissed was because,
i dont want to see you run from it
ya, you dont need that to get into a P.S
but you need the money too.
and its alot.
reassons why i always get so worked up when it comes to this topic is becaus,
i see so much talent in you,
and i dont want to see that go to waste.
i only want the best for you
but if you really wan to stick to your own thinking
i'll support you,
as long as you know what you're doing
i know i can be a bitch, i'm sorry for that
sometimes it reaches the level where i cant control.

friends.
trust me, i no longer know the meaning of friends
are good friends for you to yell at?
throw your temper as and when you like without a sorry?
sometimes you make me so tired
i tolerate, understand, give in to you
i treat you better than anyone of my friends so far.
you'd rather treat those that treat you like thrash like gold?!
whats this?
i dont need you to shower me all those love and concern
but just simple gesture is enough for me
like actually considering how i feel.
i may just sit there and laugh it out
but do you know those humiliating words peirced.
how would you feel if your best friend tells you everyday,
you're fat, you're ugly and all the demoralising stuff that no girl should need.
yes, i can tolerate andd laugh it off
but do you know sub conciously, i'm getting affectted by it
right now, i really lost all my confidence already you know
someone likes me, i dont even dare to accept
cause i dont even feel i'm good enough for that person.
i honestly am feeling real lousy,
and honestly am very affected by how i look already.
i just need a smile from you or your retardedness
its enough.
i dont ask much at all.
i dont think you'll ever read it anyway.

what is love?
you <3>

been really hectic and relax these pass few days
DARIUS WONG!
i really hope you enjoyed your birthday.
thanks for the LV purse and the letter
<33333>

p.s, its the rectangular coin pouch.
and its a limited edition that i wanted.
THANK YOU!