shall update.
went for sis birthday dinner
my goodness.
haven.t been feeling well these few days.
vomitted and all. should i see a doc?
hahaha
anyway i got nothing much to update
but ya.

B's dad is so funny luh
have been spending alot of time with her family
her dad asked b why never send me home?
hahahaha
and he keep eating and eating. so cute luh
hahahaha
you know BB is sleeping now
hahahahhahaha
i haven't beem going to school.
WO XIANG NI! <3

why is it that when you treat a friend so nicely and this is what they do to you
i gave you food and tried to provide you when you needed food
i never let myself see you suffering and all
i try my best to help you with your problems
listen to you
when you cry and call me
i always want to go down to look for you but i cant
you want me to help you things that are against my own will
i will cause i just dont wanna see you sad
i treated you as my best friend
someone i could look up to
now because of money
you have to pretend to be so fake
hearing your friend getting humilliated like fuck
you just keep quiet
you totally leave me speechless
i will not hate you
you better take care of yourself
eat! or else your gastric will give you problem again

to another friend
you two were the most impt to me
the reason why i msged you i say you
was not because of someone that has been telling me things
but it was because i cannot stand seeing change so much
you used to be the best among the three
and now?
you can tell her that she cause you to lose your CLOSEST FRIEND
i didnt feel like your closest friend at all
where was the support i needed from you
which you always used to give me last time
i could rant and rant about my unhappy stuff
and conclude we're alike
we could cry tgt on the phone and talk rubbish
we used to understand each other really well
you were there for me all the time and i was there at your weakest weakest moment
and slowly seeing you smile again
i want to know back the old you thats always so bubbly and adorable
now its all gone
now you also could just stand there and here me get humillated so badly
i felt so devastated
i also wont hate you
you also take care and i wish you all the best

silly baby
you're asleep now but still on the phone with me
dinner with your relatives was freaky but great
hahahahha
stayed over on friday and sat as usual
friday we went to meet amanda and bella
always fun with them arnd
then saw yao and rest at cine by surorised
cabb-d down to pasir ris after that to mmet amanda again
then walked back to BB place
we woke up in the moring
and i finally had my mac breakfast
the bagel thing is actually not bad
then walked around ntuc
BB bought me a pair of fake lashes
then she said she wants to bring me to some family fuction
where i have to be elegant and decent
hahahahahhahahaha
then we met lijie and waited for her friends
went to sentosa
the sun was okay
cafe del mar was so frigging nice i tell you
hahha
wemt back to BB house for her family dinner
then went to mac with her brother gf to eat agin
then she sent us back with her car
i dont really like her thou
hahaha
didnt manage to sleep the whole night
cause i think i slept too much
left BB place at abt6 went home
had 2 dinners
then went tp to get makeup and shoews and clothes.
hahah
made ginger drink for my mum

aye people. if next time you can't contact me call pearlyn alright

i love you BB