Tuesday, January 30, 2007
but i cant. sigh
my heart's so heavy that its going to come out from my mouth soon
its that feeling of messed up and confusion
i dunno what you want. one moment its like that
next moment we dont contact each other
sigh.
sorry to say this,
but i feel like i'm being made used of
friends saying that when you need someone
you just call me, if not you just throw me aside
if thats the case, tell me
sometimes i refuse to believe
you're sick and you still wanna go out
i'm speechless.
what if the next one lying in hospital is me?
would you come? would you?
sigh. just forget it.
my card has no more money,
no point contacting me.
and i cant contact you.
some things are better left unsaid.
how i wish could just spend the whole day with you today
but i cant. sigh
my heart's so heavy that its going to come out from my mouth soon
its that feeling of messed up and confusion
i dunno what you want. one moment its like that
so happy so sweet
next moment we dont contact each other
sigh.
sorry to say this,
but i feel like i'm being made used of
friends saying that when you need someone
you just call me, if not you just throw me aside
if thats the case, tell me
sometimes i refuse to believe
you're sick and you still wanna go out
i'm speechless.
what if the next one lying in hospital is me?
would you come? would you?
sigh. just forget it.
my card has no more money,
no point contacting me.
and i cant contact you.
some things are better left unsaid.
but i cant. sigh
my heart's so heavy that its going to come out from my mouth soon
its that feeling of messed up and confusion
i dunno what you want. one moment its like that
next moment we dont contact each other
sigh.
sorry to say this,
but i feel like i'm being made used of
friends saying that when you need someone
you just call me, if not you just throw me aside
if thats the case, tell me
sometimes i refuse to believe
you're sick and you still wanna go out
i'm speechless.
what if the next one lying in hospital is me?
would you come? would you?
sigh. just forget it.
my card has no more money,
no point contacting me.
and i cant contact you.
some things are better left unsaid.
Monday, January 29, 2007
causing everything to be like this now
all i can say is that i'm sorry
thats all i can say.
3 more days to our 8th month
18 more days to v'day
i feel like shit.
goodbye
i'll stop at all the happy moments
ans we'll be happily tgt forever.
people. think before you act.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
HELLO!
i'm at baby's house you know you know
HAHAS
we are so spas luh can
play batman spiderman and superman!
then we started playing like lil kids
so fun luh.
baby, with you around everything is so fun luh
lets ARGUE! heheheheheh
baby: dont give me that fuck face
me: dont give me that fuck face too
us: -STARES HARD-
us:-LAUGHS REALLY HARD-
WAHAHAHAHAS!
your baby kaven is here to invade your blog.
stupid shit.
all i did was to play with my blanket.
& i say batman.
then you say spiderman!
haha!
then i play superman!! WEEEEEEEEES*
all your fault.
weakling lahs you.
take clothes only say heavy.
lousy fool!
stop pulling my PRECIOUS HAIR!
it hurts fuck! OUCH*
ROARRRRRRRR!!
better let her continue blogging. (:
love you baby. <3>
kk. i;m back
stupid idiot watch her tv the whole day luh.
anyways sch is such a bore luh
my goodness.
i feel so damn smart
cause the class is so quiet then i can concentrate
heheheheheheh
aft sch met shan at tp interchange
wait for him for so long luh
thank goodness ELEANOR accompanied me
THANK YOU! :D
he came then we went to my place and met xy & v
chose clothes for v at my house
lending her my jeans and my dorothy perkins top
i'm so nice can. :))
shannon cut hair papi also cut hair
tsktsktsk
CAN'T WAIT FOR SOFT@DXO
GONNA PARTAYE LIKE CRAZY
so many ppl i know are going
fun to the max!
shall upload photo later
btw, kaven is laughin like mad watching TV
RETARDED!
woaini! <333
i'm at baby's house you know you know
HAHAS
we are so spas luh can
play batman spiderman and superman!
then we started playing like lil kids
so fun luh.
baby, with you around everything is so fun luh
lets ARGUE! heheheheheh
baby: dont give me that fuck face
me: dont give me that fuck face too
us: -STARES HARD-
us:-LAUGHS REALLY HARD-
WAHAHAHAHAS!
your baby kaven is here to invade your blog.
stupid shit.
all i did was to play with my blanket.
& i say batman.
then you say spiderman!
haha!
then i play superman!! WEEEEEEEEES*
all your fault.
weakling lahs you.
take clothes only say heavy.
lousy fool!
stop pulling my PRECIOUS HAIR!
it hurts fuck! OUCH*
ROARRRRRRRR!!
better let her continue blogging. (:
love you baby. <3>
kk. i;m back
stupid idiot watch her tv the whole day luh.
anyways sch is such a bore luh
my goodness.
i feel so damn smart
cause the class is so quiet then i can concentrate
heheheheheheh
aft sch met shan at tp interchange
wait for him for so long luh
thank goodness ELEANOR accompanied me
THANK YOU! :D
he came then we went to my place and met xy & v
chose clothes for v at my house
lending her my jeans and my dorothy perkins top
i'm so nice can. :))
shannon cut hair papi also cut hair
tsktsktsk
CAN'T WAIT FOR SOFT@DXO
GONNA PARTAYE LIKE CRAZY
so many ppl i know are going
fun to the max!
shall upload photo later
btw, kaven is laughin like mad watching TV
RETARDED!
woaini! <333
Monday, January 08, 2007
its like 12.34 am
and i'm still at xinyi's house
she satyed over at my house ytd so did kaven
shannon came over in the morning
awww. so sweet aint it. hahas
woke up then went to SNIP my hair
now its short :)
then send kavenn to lavender then went home
to change and take money.
then went bishan to meet xinyi
walked ard at ntuc
come let me tell yo uthe cutest part
miss xinyi got all her stuff but i havent so
me: eh come lei
xy: dont want lei
then we walked separate ways
then i was finding her outside ntuc
she was looking for me inside ntuc
then we cabbed dwn to xinyi house
waiting for my daddy to pick me up from here
lalala.
will upload photos soon :)
will this change be permanent?
i seriously wonder.
sily stuff we do tgt. i love xinyi :D Y
and i'm still at xinyi's house
she satyed over at my house ytd so did kaven
shannon came over in the morning
awww. so sweet aint it. hahas
woke up then went to SNIP my hair
now its short :)
then send kavenn to lavender then went home
to change and take money.
then went bishan to meet xinyi
walked ard at ntuc
come let me tell yo uthe cutest part
miss xinyi got all her stuff but i havent so
me: eh come lei
xy: dont want lei
then we walked separate ways
then i was finding her outside ntuc
she was looking for me inside ntuc
then we cabbed dwn to xinyi house
waiting for my daddy to pick me up from here
lalala.
will upload photos soon :)
i seriously wonder.
sily stuff we do tgt. i love xinyi :D Y
Sunday, January 07, 2007
HELLO!
i'm at varron's hse now
went out with xinyi today
walked ard far east first then kaven came along
i saw this cheong sum at far east
so nice can!
its the perfect length
but but but its a top so the lace part is too high
nvm. got the dress but dont have the colour i want
shall go tailor make my dress
hahas!
oh i ate my apple!
i'll be addicted to eat every meal
hahas! i shall go on a apple diet :)
then walked to wisma. walked around. saw gorgeous shoes
then headed dwn to ssc to meet xinyi fren ; varon, cc,wk
then rayne kang and bentan came ssc to find us
then they played pool too.
so boring luh. nobody entertain me :(
then mr kaven pearlyn oyster eggplant brinjal eggshell tan qian hui kuku went to city hall to meet her fren
leave me all alone
then went down to this prata hse to eat with them
walked to varons hse after that
and later we have to walk baack to my house
which is like damn effing far
friendship is not abt quantity.
its abt the quality
you always think i dont have a life on my own
and thinks that i get brainwashed so easily
in other words you always think i'm stupid
stupid enough to know what kind of person someone is
come on luh, this shows how well you know me
so what if you know me for nearly 2 years?
pearlyn knws me for nearly a year also knw that i'm not that stupid
and even ppl that knw me for not that long knws that i'm not that dumb
you knw something abt you
look around you
you have frens that really treat you like treasure
and yet you dont cherish them.
you have frends who treat you like dirt
and will only come to you when they need you finanacially or what ever
and you treat them like treasure
wtf is wrong with you
you ask yourself okay. who was there nearly all the time when you break down
rmb right after the chalet thing. you couldnt sleep and i rushed right over even i was tired to see whether you were okay
dont forget all the late nights when you always break down
who was always there to give you a hug and be there for you
who took care of you when your leg broke and you were sick
who cooked for you and teach you how to take care of yourself when you have gastric
no matter what time it was, if i could make it i would have gone down to meet you
even if i as tired sick or whatever.
its not that i got brainwashed by her
its just that she;s not doing any harm to me
and not to anyone.
when we're out we dont even bitch abt ppl
get it?
she's not as bad as you think she as.
if i could now i really dont ind slappin you and waking you up form your own world
stop thinking abt the friendship abt you and him
if things are not meant to be like that then let it be.
trust me you're freaking him out
and making everyone think that you're gay
snap back to reality. he's not the only friend okay
for god's sake open your eyes bigger and see for yourself okay
i dont wanna say anymore.
you will nvr understand.
i'm at varron's hse now
went out with xinyi today
walked ard far east first then kaven came along
i saw this cheong sum at far east
so nice can!
its the perfect length
but but but its a top so the lace part is too high
nvm. got the dress but dont have the colour i want
shall go tailor make my dress
hahas!
oh i ate my apple!
i'll be addicted to eat every meal
hahas! i shall go on a apple diet :)
then walked to wisma. walked around. saw gorgeous shoes
then headed dwn to ssc to meet xinyi fren ; varon, cc,wk
then rayne kang and bentan came ssc to find us
then they played pool too.
so boring luh. nobody entertain me :(
then mr kaven pearlyn oyster eggplant brinjal eggshell tan qian hui kuku went to city hall to meet her fren
leave me all alone
then went down to this prata hse to eat with them
walked to varons hse after that
and later we have to walk baack to my house
which is like damn effing far
friendship is not abt quantity.
its abt the quality
you always think i dont have a life on my own
and thinks that i get brainwashed so easily
in other words you always think i'm stupid
stupid enough to know what kind of person someone is
come on luh, this shows how well you know me
so what if you know me for nearly 2 years?
pearlyn knws me for nearly a year also knw that i'm not that stupid
and even ppl that knw me for not that long knws that i'm not that dumb
you knw something abt you
look around you
you have frens that really treat you like treasure
and yet you dont cherish them.
you have frends who treat you like dirt
and will only come to you when they need you finanacially or what ever
and you treat them like treasure
wtf is wrong with you
you ask yourself okay. who was there nearly all the time when you break down
rmb right after the chalet thing. you couldnt sleep and i rushed right over even i was tired to see whether you were okay
dont forget all the late nights when you always break down
who was always there to give you a hug and be there for you
who took care of you when your leg broke and you were sick
who cooked for you and teach you how to take care of yourself when you have gastric
no matter what time it was, if i could make it i would have gone down to meet you
even if i as tired sick or whatever.
its not that i got brainwashed by her
its just that she;s not doing any harm to me
and not to anyone.
when we're out we dont even bitch abt ppl
get it?
she's not as bad as you think she as.
if i could now i really dont ind slappin you and waking you up form your own world
stop thinking abt the friendship abt you and him
if things are not meant to be like that then let it be.
trust me you're freaking him out
and making everyone think that you're gay
snap back to reality. he's not the only friend okay
for god's sake open your eyes bigger and see for yourself okay
i dont wanna say anymore.
you will nvr understand.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
first time clubbing with kaven at DXO :D
while waiting for hanjin.
sch is startign in like few hours time and i cant get to sleep
these are the two people i love, xinyi and kaven!
the rock my socks to the max
i love you!
i cant wait for sch to start
and meet keith and rest and see all of them in sch uni
so cute luh!
hahas
the holidays have been fun
i should be in the same class as emu and jy i hope!
ph i'd better me
wo ai ni :D
Monday, January 01, 2007
HELLO!
its 2007 now.
its a new beginning for everyone including me
so many good and bad things happened in 2006
but now its just the past.
many things are different now
sometimes things are just so obvious
but people just dont see it
this is called self denial
its not good to be lying to yourself
thats running away from reality
and so many things have proven to me that a leopard will nvr change its spots
year 2006 made me grow up even more
we have to learn how to let go
dont leave things unsaid and undone
you only live that very one time
trust me you'll nvr go wrong treasuring ppl ard you
ytd went for countdown at ESPLANADE
with kaven and xinyi and zave
the fireworks was okay luh
my heels were killing me!
then WALKED to cathay to meet shan,krys,jeremy&alex
watched deathnote 2
nice nice. ahas. L is weirdly cute
hahas
while waiting for a cab to fetch us to macpherson to meet KEITHLENG
talked to krystal.
found out so many things.
but its a secret between both of us
HAHAS!
then went down to macpherson and the stupid prata shop is not open!
then walked to the market there to eat vegetarian noodles
then talked alot of rubbish
then walk to the bus stop and went home and saw rayne
reached home wore the big big big shirt and sleep!
i'm hungry now. i'm gg to bite someone soon!
school is gg to start!
i so cant wait!
haahas
me and xinyi are hoping for 3 points for N's
hahas!
and we are gg to meet everybody in sch uni afterr sch
so exciting!
i might be in the same class as jy!
7 yrs of frenship.
cannot escape from being in the same class as you all the time.
its like p1-p4 same class then sec1-2 same class. now till sec 5 also same
hahas. i miss you bitch!
hahas
i'm gg to cough to my grave soon
just in case i really do
i love you xinyi!
plus kaven tan!
(:
this will be my last words to you
after this i dont wanna talk abt it anymore
i've made things clear enough in my phone
understand!
the answer is obvious
go with her luh
i'll still be here for you if you need me
i can always be your bestfriend
cause i und you inside in outside out
you wanna know why i made up my mind?
cause of the things you do and say
in the end you will still go down
so whats the point get it
not only to see her but also another her
and when sch starts if we're still tgt things wont be good
cause there will be so many new girls better than me
so we'll argue for sure.
its a fact that you can nvr settle down and change for me
it shows that i'm not the one for you
go find someone that you can change for
take care alright. :)
LOVES
and hurry go home. your parents are worried
and they love you okay. thats impt
its 2007 now.
its a new beginning for everyone including me
so many good and bad things happened in 2006
but now its just the past.
many things are different now
sometimes things are just so obvious
but people just dont see it
this is called self denial
its not good to be lying to yourself
thats running away from reality
and so many things have proven to me that a leopard will nvr change its spots
year 2006 made me grow up even more
we have to learn how to let go
dont leave things unsaid and undone
you only live that very one time
trust me you'll nvr go wrong treasuring ppl ard you
ytd went for countdown at ESPLANADE
with kaven and xinyi and zave
the fireworks was okay luh
my heels were killing me!
then WALKED to cathay to meet shan,krys,jeremy&alex
watched deathnote 2
nice nice. ahas. L is weirdly cute
hahas
while waiting for a cab to fetch us to macpherson to meet KEITHLENG
talked to krystal.
found out so many things.
but its a secret between both of us
HAHAS!
then went down to macpherson and the stupid prata shop is not open!
then walked to the market there to eat vegetarian noodles
then talked alot of rubbish
then walk to the bus stop and went home and saw rayne
reached home wore the big big big shirt and sleep!
i'm hungry now. i'm gg to bite someone soon!
school is gg to start!
i so cant wait!
haahas
me and xinyi are hoping for 3 points for N's
hahas!
and we are gg to meet everybody in sch uni afterr sch
so exciting!
i might be in the same class as jy!
7 yrs of frenship.
cannot escape from being in the same class as you all the time.
its like p1-p4 same class then sec1-2 same class. now till sec 5 also same
hahas. i miss you bitch!
hahas
i'm gg to cough to my grave soon
just in case i really do
i love you xinyi!
plus kaven tan!
(:
this will be my last words to you
after this i dont wanna talk abt it anymore
i've made things clear enough in my phone
understand!
the answer is obvious
go with her luh
i'll still be here for you if you need me
i can always be your bestfriend
cause i und you inside in outside out
you wanna know why i made up my mind?
cause of the things you do and say
in the end you will still go down
so whats the point get it
not only to see her but also another her
and when sch starts if we're still tgt things wont be good
cause there will be so many new girls better than me
so we'll argue for sure.
its a fact that you can nvr settle down and change for me
it shows that i'm not the one for you
go find someone that you can change for
take care alright. :)
LOVES
and hurry go home. your parents are worried
and they love you okay. thats impt
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