this few days so tired
but was fun. made new friends like xinyi. nicole. pui pui. rayne. kenneth and AH SOON
hahas. i miss the bugger.
anyways..
i miss you
i miss my MUMMY!!!
i miss my baby zenn. HAHA! jk only
i miss JADE!
i miss DAN!
i miss GRACE!
i miss EMU!
i miss CHOW!
i miss my fellow 3-10ners!!!
i miss so many ppl!
hahas. but still someone the most.
you know when you wanna sweet talk with me you have to say something that i cant shoot you back
for instance if someone says i'll love you like the nvr ending river
i'll most probably say what if theres a drought!
hahas!
so so far the best ans would be even if the world is coming to an end i'll still carry on loving you
hahas
after so may things.
i realise the different faces of my frens.
it just disgust me. why be so arrogant
be HUMBLE!!! dont brag!
and dont lie! especially to me
i'll hateyou.
anyways
updated with cyn lots of stuff.
i love her lah.
mummy you better take good care okay.
lalalala
i dunno what to blog abt already

everything ended just like that
listen to me and just move on
you'll be able to find someone else better
i have to keep lying to myself everynow and then
to make myself happy
not to let ppl worry for me
i cried myself to sleep last night as i thought of you and wrote the book
everywhere i go just reminds me of you
anything i do just reminds me of you
even when i'm out pooling
the songs they play was all the songs we used to listen
roar!
it died long ago? hmmm i wonder
take care alright

enjoyed myself today
thanks baby. playin ard at sentosa
but something was holding me back
i dunno whether to hold you or not
dunno whether to be close to you or not
we are just next to each other but we seem so far away
you know you can tell me anything
and i'll be here for you
someone said even if you were to run
you'll still come back to me for forever.
but maybe i cant be that open with love.
i want you all to myself and only myself
would you come back to me?
i want you to tell me.
our couple friend at least know how each other feels
but us. i dunno how you feel.
sorry baby. i just need to know
whether to be your friend or too be your lover
given a choice i would be your lover
but if you want me to be you friend i would.
must take care alright and i need to know
can you please answer my questions

enjoyed myself today
thanks baby. playin ard at sentosa
but something was holding me back
i dunno whether to hold you or not
dunno whether to be close to you or not
we are just next to each other but we seem so far away
you know you can tell me anything
and i'll be here for you
someone said even if you were to run
you'll still come back to me for forever.
but maybe i cant be that open with love.
i want you all to myself and only myself
would you come back to me?
i want you to tell me.
our couple friend at least know how each other feels
but us. i dunno how you feel.
sorry baby. i just need to know
whether to be your friend or too be your lover
given a choice i would be your lover
but if you want me to be you friend i would.
must take care alright and i need to know

baby. could you tell me what you feel now
thats all i need to know
its killing me not knowing
that post is just not for me right
cause i didnt even give you any cold treatment lah
but the song lyrics,.
i dunno
ytd i had this very blissed feeling
as if we're staying tgt again
like that feeling we had last time
if its for her just say its for her
why did you still call me baby ytd
why?
i'm very very lost
baby. please, take it as i'm begging you
tell me everything
even if it hurts me.
please

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in you heart 
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Coz true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world, I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye (sometimes goodbye), though it hurts in you heart 
Is the only way for destiny (is the only way for destiny)
Sometimes goodbye (sometimes goodbye), though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me (is the only way for you and me)
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Coz true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye (sometimes goodbye), though it hurts in you heart 
Is the only way for destiny (is the only way for destiny)
Sometimes goodbye (sometimes goodbye), though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me (is the only way for you and me)
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll missing your lovin' every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

baby. would you just tell me how you feel
thats all i need to know
why is your heart tearing apart

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
'Cause
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
And everything right again with your extraordinary love
I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You're every breath that I breathe
From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

WRONG SONG CHOICE.

it was for somebody else.

not me.

michele. whats wrong with you

when its for you you think its not for you

now when its not for you you think its for you

how dumb of you

she wont love you anymore lah michele

she'll be happier without the bitchy me

stop dreaming lah michele

to you.

i really miss you so much now
i wanna spend every second lying on you
i feel so safe and bliss on you shoulders
each time you hold my hand now
my heart thumps so fast
just like we first met
i felt like a lil girl falling in love with you again
you are the only one that ever made me feel like this
when can i ever call you mine again
when is the next time i can cuddle you for long
i wanted to say i love you
but i just didnt have the courage to say it
i'll nvr stop loving you
right now i feel like we're dating all over again
i have to pluck up alot of courage to say i miss you and call you baby
right now
i'm willing to do anything just to call you mine
or just to hear you calling me baby
and knowing that you miss me every sec
maybe that will be impossible.
i dunno.
why did i still let you go when i love you so so much
maybe its beacuse i feel you'll be better off without me
right noe arent you happier that you have all your freedom back
if ever one day fate might bring us back
i dont wanna argue with you at all
and just live everyday happily and loving you
and not letting you go again
but i want no more lies from you
it hurts my heart each time you lie,
haii...
i miss you.

p.s

you know sometimes is not i wanna be bitchy to you

or scream at you

i just need to know how you feel

whether you still want me

or you already have someone else

i swear my condition is getting worst

i want you to take care of me

but i dont wanna be your burden

i also wish to hold you tight and say i love you

wait maybe thats not for me

but yupps

baby.. could you tell me what you're thinkin?

if you want me to be your friend i will

and i force myself to stop loving you and be your friend

you want me to keep loving you tell me

baby would you justy tell me everything

even if it hurts me

you said you knew what you want and now you dont

i'm confused. i'm trying to control my temper

i got scolded by my frens for my horrible temper towards you

i'm really trying my best to be that understanding gf

you want us to be dating all over again

or just be friends

dont always eat maggi mee

not good for health

mosquito bite then do the cross thing then run it under water

you'll feel better.

haii.

just take care

i miss you. :'(
alot.
but how am i suppose to tell you
its so difficult to say out
i cried cause i regretted not hugging you.
i cried because i miss you soo soo much you know