Sunday, October 15, 2006

it seems like you've stop loving me
it seems like you've gotten over me
you are still so happy
you dont need me
you have your eye candy your fling your darlings your laopos and the girls you like and all
i'm just nobody to you now
browsed thru your friendster
and our pictures are slowly gettin lesser
captions becoming like normal friends
i dont wanna give you up
i still want you so badly
but so
i cant trust love anymore
could you make me trust it once again?
and not break it
i'm so lost i'm so lost
holding back my tears eveyrday but now i cant take it already
i dunno whats wrong with me but i just wanna cry
i watch humour show i can still cry
whats wrong with me
i feel llike the whole world is crashing upon me
will you still be here for me
hugging me tight andkissing me telling me everything is fine
theres something b/w us
and thats our friends
now i dont think thats our problem already
maybe the problem lies in you?
you dont wanna commit?
you still wanna fling around?
using your freinds as a excuse so that even if you flirt no one will say you?
i dunno
but so many things are running thru my head now
i'm breaking down for sure
i'm losing myself
i'm losing everything
my love, my friends, my family
i miss you so terribly you know
can you ever make the luckiest girl
to make you change and settle down for me?
i dunno i dunno i dunno
right now i know i only want to see you
i wanna hold you in my arms so tightly espeacially your heart
but it takes two hands to clap.
i can only love you and misss you secretly
i can only try to help you secretly
i love you.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

i miss you.
do you know?
can you hear me calling out for you?
you are all that i ever needed
you are all that i ever wanted
i wanna tie your heart so that you'll only love me
will you give me a chance to do so?
you you give us another chance so that everything restarts from the day we messaged?
the messages you messaged was so sweet to me that i'll nvr forget
you made me dared to love again
becuase i thought you were very faithful
i would dare to love you cause i thought i would not get hurt
rmb the fisrt time we met at bugis?
the first time you came over my place
the first time from everything
the fisrt time we held hands
the first time we hugged
the first time we kissed
rmb the days i stayed at your house we felt so blissed
rmb the days when we are just so in love with each other
rmb the silly dreams and thoughts we have
like what will happen if we stay tgt
we think we dont need to go out le cause you'll be hugging me so tight
and our dream house; our future house
purple orange?
big bed?
cosy corners
and all that stuffs
whenever i feel down
al i need is a hug from you. telling me everything is fine
inside me i can tell you i'm still a lil girl that cant handle my frendship and family problems
when i'm queit and emo. i think of my family and friends and if you're beside eme i hoped you will just sayang me
whenever you're down too. i'll always be there for you
i hoped that whenever i msged you
you will at leaset reply lettin me know that you're okay
how i wish everything will be alright now
everything will be like b4
the love and passion we once shared
i just wanna tell you that my love for you nvr changed but its growing everyday
i just wanna tell you i miss you alot too.