HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUGAR

hahas
hope you really cheer up and feel better
i was rushing the book
thinking wat to write
paste what photo and all lor
hahs
somemore my poor finger got cut
hahas
its all okay lha
cause i was doing it for you
continue the book okay
write finish le but another book
i wanna have alot alot of books
with all the memries of you and me
i think when you are really really okay is when your msn nick starts to change
nvm take your time
i'm glad you finally sort things out
you have to be my 24 hours good goood gf
hahas

my mind started to run wild
when you treated me so coldly
i was very sad and emo
swan they all tried very hard to cheer me up
thanks
i just teared and teared
cause i dont want them to worry
though wat you post sounds wrong
but yupps i'll understand
i'll always love you
and cherish you forever
i'll not give up on you
i hope you wont too
i'll always be there for you
:)))
i love you!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUGAR

hahas
hope you really cheer up and feel better
i was rushing the book
thinking wat to write
paste what photo and all lor
hahs
somemore my poor finger got cut
hahas
its all okay lha
cause i was doing it for you
continue the book okay
write finish le but another book
i wanna have alot alot of books
with all the memries of you and me
i think when you are really really okay is when your msn nick starts to change
nvm take your time
i'm glad you finally sort things out
you have to be my 24 hours good goood gf
hahas

my mind started to run wild
when you treated me so coldly
i was very sad and emo
swan they all tried very hard to cheer me up
thanks
i just teared and teared
cause i dont want them to worry
though wat you post sounds wrong
but yupps i'll understand
i'll always love you
and cherish you forever
i'll not give up on you
i hope you wont too
i'll always be there for you
:)))
i love you!!!

do you know how much it hurts to see you cry so hard
you told me you'vre never cried so much for anyone before
that day when i went down to look for you
i saw you cry and weep and keep saying you want her back
you want her back
end up i crued cause i felt the pain in me
the same pain you're feeling or maybe even worse
on sat i just wanted you to enjoy yourself
and i wanted to be the one that make you smile
but it wasnt me that make you smile. i made you sad
it was the others that made you smile
i guess i bring more tears than smiles into your life
i'm sorry for that
we;re both emotionally and phsically tired
no matter how tired i am
our things and you will never be off my mine
cause i love you
i'll still do anything just for you
cause i know its all worth doing
cause you are my one and only most loved gf i have
you just mean so much to me
i am just afraid to lose you
thats explains why i'm so sensitive
i know right now you're crying
but i cant do anything but just to let you cry
i'm awaiting for your call later
i wanna hear your voice
i miss you so much
looking forward to later hoping that it'll be a better day
i love you
wo de ai ai
wo ai si ni le
wo hen xiang hen xinag ni
<333>

okay
i'm really tired
dodnt sleep well ytd
infact i didnt even sleep
had a nightmare. :(((
woke up at 6 plus
was thinking not to go sch then went in the end cause got f&n pract
in the end 3 straight periods of theory
oh my
i was falling asleep every lesson lah
after sch went home changed and all
then went to look for baby
then went for dinner at 5 plus 6 lah
so early can
then went to babys place

today was just really awesome
i really really wanna stay with you now
we had so much fun today
laughing away
lying in your arms
hugging you when i'm tired
you feeding me my bear bear
and eating kindler surprise
hahas!
gosh. baby i love you!
i cant wait to meet you on wednesday
hahas
dont wanna meet you tml lei
i wanna sleep and let you miss me!
hahas!
the song everytime we touch really means alot of what i wanna say to you

i still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
i can still feel your touch in my dreams
without you its hard to survive.
everytime we touch i get this feeling
everytime we kiss i swear i could fly and i can reach for the sky.
cant you feel my heart beat fast
i want this to last
i need you by my side.
your arms are my castle
your heart is my sky
they wipe away tears that i cry
the good and bad times we have been thru them all.

i need you my precious baby
you always pick me up when i fall
you're my dream come true
you're my sweet love
i never wanna say goodbye to you
i bruise easily
so be gentle when you handle me
baby i'm so in love with you now
really dont ever let me go please
i need you and want you so much in my life
without you life is so empty
without you i rather die
i wanna hug you so tight everyday
letting you know that i cant leave without your love
i love you baby
=D

thinking about what baby told me
i should just be a good girl and stay at home more often
mummy you know i love you
what will happen if i told you me and pearlyn are tgt
will it be very dissapointing?
i just want you to know
nvm.. its okay

baby
sometimes i think whether are you really that faithful to me
i think everyone will flirt even when they are in a relationship right?
i hope not
cause i know i'm not
but what i see that you are
but i hope you will realise and stop it
cause you know if you dont stop it what will happen right
i really dont weant it to happen already
i may not be your perfect gf
but i'll try all ways to be your perfect gf
i just wanna hold you tight and not let you go
i dont want you to leave my sight even if its for 1 sec
cause i'll be missing you like crazy already
what if you leave me and never come back?
that will be the end of me
you ask me whether can we make this last forever
my answer is yes
you said yes too
but we have to work towards it
we have to remain faithful loyal and honest
i trust that you dont flirt, your faithful, loyal and you dont lie to me
so dont ever break that trust
as once that trust is broken
things are hard to be like the same
my love for you is deeper than the deepest ocean
you nvr fail to my me smile again
yes i love you for who you are
but when you're attach thers somethings that should be different right?
i'm very very serious in this r/s
so i hope you are too
though you are not my first love
but the love i have for you is greater than my first love
and hope this will be the last
and last forever
i wanna go through every thick and thin tgt with you
i wanna celebrate every special occasions with you
i wanna spent every seconds with you
i just love you way too much to let you go
baby
please dont ever leave me
please dont ever lie to me
please dont ever cheat on me
please dont ever dissapoint me
as it will hurt alot
and i really mean alot alot alot.
i love you sweetlove
miss you so much
MWAHS!

i'm still sick
haii
not feeling too good either
i need you to take care of me this time round
but its okay
dont worry about me
i'll be fine
theres something thats affecting me now
its those buch of fake and desperate ppl
i really want them to vanish!
they make my blood boil.
seriously they do
cause i despise them
i hate thme

now we're a step closer
i really wish i dont want such things to affect us anymore
its a terrible feeling
i'm glad you're gettin a lil more sensitive towards my feeling
but i'm alright
okay no more emo stuff
lets talk abt happy astuff

baby
i love you so much
im so afraid to lose you
now we're closer
and our relationship is improving
its so hard for me to let go
without you life so so empty and boring
ytd i had that very special feeling of staying tgt again
i reached your house
food was ready for me
then we went to the room and nap
hahas
then ya
then did our homework
watched tv
had a major pillow fight
running around the house hitting each other
hahas
i'm sorry for throwing my temper ytd
i was just very stressed out and tired
my exams are very very near
and my sch standard is so damn high
its no diff from taking my Os
thats why i feel so stressed up
baby
i wanna stay with you
you aer my star
you light up my life in everyway
so sad that i cant meet you today
i miss you so much that its gg to cause my emo really soon
i need your love in every way
i'm not someone wordy
so i cant blog much
so i shall show it to you
i love you baby.

actions speaks louder than words
cause sometimes
words are just words
what are words without actions.
iloveyou

i'm at baby's place now
forced to blog by that meanie
hahas
anyway...
baby cooked for me when i reached
it was a surprise
hahas
so sweet of you
hahas
we are studying
hahas
we are guai
hahas
baby
i dont owe you anything now
hahahahahaha!!!
so too bad!
i dunno what to blog already lah.
you blog first can.

lalalalalalala
feeling better
but still sick and having fever
baby is a slow poke
take so long to walk home
hahas!
i miss you honey sugar!
i want you sweater!!!
so i can sleep with it everynight
then when i return it to you
it'll smell like me!
MWAHAHAHAH.
you can slp with my photo
so be fait and let me sleep with your sweater!
or not i lend you mine
hahas
i miss you so so so much lah
though we just met ytd
i wanna see you really soon
like really really soon
i love you baby!!!!

fuck it fuck it fuck it
i hate evrything thats happening to me now!
ARGH!!!
it seems like the whole world is crashing onto me!
stab me to death !!!!!!
you know i hate her contactin you
why do you still contact her even when you said you wont
liar!!!!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!
tears are continously flowing like an endless ocean
friends are leaving
friends are changing but i cant help
family just sucks terribly
tell me you still love me as much as before now
cause i really feel like everything is just chrashing on me
i need you so badly now
i really do
i dont wish to show you attitude at all
but sometimes just be hearing your sian voive on the phone leaves me speechless
and when you talk to other ppl you're so much happier
i feel that i cant bring the happiness you want instead the unhappiness you dont want
haiiii
there are just so many thing running thru my head now
i'm going crazy. very crazy.
and my fever and everything is making it worse.
fuck it lah!

my kaven baby!!
i miss you so much lah
conclude that if we stay tgt
dont need to meet ppl le
whole day just sleeping eating and using com tgt
eat maggie mee
watch youtube
sleeping in your arms
i felt so blissed ytd
falling asleep in your arms
and you gave me two kisses while i was sleeping
waking up smiling
hehes
i just wanna stay with you forever
you are my everything
things around me are so dull when you're not around
i think abt you every second
i wanna hug you everynight and day
and hold you so close to me
and nvr let go of you
cause you are so special and important to me
please fast forward time so that we could stay tgt
you're gg overseas for quite long during the hols
i'm so going to miss you like crazy
how i wish you can dont go but you have to
can yo pack me in your laguage? hehes
i love you so so so much more then i ever expected
you bring joy to my world
you are everything that i need and i ever longed for
ytd was amazing and unforgettable
i swear
you are the only one that can lift me so high up
and not drop me down
oh baby.
i'm so in love with you
drinking session will be back. no worries
hehes
i miss and love evrything abt you
you will forever be my adorable baby and my kaven baby
i've nvr regretted my choice and decision
and i know my friends are supporting it
and they are loving you more then loving me. poots
i'm willing to do anything for you
as long as i see a smile on your face
seeing you smile and be silly and happy
its like even better then winning a million dollars
hahas
right here i declare my love for you
i'm willing to love you foever
and hand my life over to you
and rely on you forever
you are my SILLY BABY BOY!
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i love my kaven baby-licious!
mwahs mwahs

didnt go home ytd.
stayed at baby's place
i conclude i have a violent gf
i have her teeth marks on my fingers
mean baby.
you made me the luckiest girl to own you
you all are i desire
i just wanna hold you everynight and day
everytime when we spent the night together
i just want time to stop
so that we could spent the night longer
i so wanna stay with you
watching my cute lil baby sleeping so soundly
you helping me adjust the blankie
making my hair when i'm sleeping
taking care of me when i'm sleeping like a piggy
i wanna stay with you honey!!!
i love you i love you i love you!!
the moment i left you,
i miss you so much already
without you everything is so weird
everything is so different and boring
going without you makes me emo and then cry
i told you wat i'm unhappy about already
so do me a favour by not doing the same things again
cause i dont wanna have anymore bad things happening already
cause i'm so afraid that i'll lose you
cause it will cause the fear of losing you
its terrible baby
cause i've fallen way too deep with you
its going to be your birthday soon
i so wanna spend the whole day with you
but family is impt too
so we'll celebrate early okay
i just wanna hold your hand and not let it go forever
you asked me
why am i so cute?
why are my eyes so nice?
why is my smile so sweet?
why i make you so happy and high?
hmmm.... i dunno
but maybe cause i love you so
and you make me smile deep from my heart
you make my day
i'm your pretty lil baby
you're my adorable honey
i'm your angel
your my star
hehes
i love you so baby
i've gave you my everything from the first time we met
just you amd me
my feelings tell me so that you're the one
you're the one i can relay on forever
you're the one i can trust and love forever
you brought that sweet smile that has been missing n my face for ages out again
your sweet lil prases abt my eye and my smile and everything just life me onto cloud nine
makeing me more in love with you
making me miss you so much more
telling me again and agin that you love me and you're my one and only
i want you to smile all the time okay
i dont wanna see you frown already
my heart aches
i love all the silly things that iyou do
oh baby
i just love you so much!!!
i miss you!
honey sugar baby.!

didnt go home ytd.
stayed at baby's place
i conclude i have a violent gf
i have her teeth marks on my fingers
mean baby.
you made me the luckiest girl to own you
you all are i desire
i just wanna hold you everynight and day
everytime when we spent the night together
i just want time to stop
so that we could spent the night longer
i so wanna stay with you
watching my cute lil baby sleeping so soundly
you helping me adjust the blankie
making my hair when i'm sleeping
taking care of me when i'm sleeping like a piggy
i wanna stay with you honey!!!
i love you i love you i love you!!
the moment i left you,
i miss you so much already
without you everything is so weird
everything is so different and boring
going without you makes me emo and then cry
i told you wat i'm unhappy about already
so do me a favour by not doing the same things again
cause i dont wanna have anymore bad things happening already
cause i'm so afraid that i'll lose you
cause it will cause the fear of losing you
its terrible baby
cause i've fallen way too deep with you
its going to be your birthday soon
i so wanna spend the whole day with you
but family is impt too
so we'll celebrate early okay
i just wanna hold your hand and not let it go forever
you asked me
why am i so cute?
why are my eyes so nice?
why is my smile so sweet?
why i make you so happy and high?
hmmm.... i dunno
but maybe cause i love you so
and you make me smile deep from my heart
you make my day
i'm your pretty lil baby
you're my adorable honey
i'm your angel
your my star
hehes
i love you so baby
i've gave you my everything from the first time we met
just you amd me
my feelings tell me so that you're the one
you're the one i can relay on forever
you're the one i can trust and love forever
you brought that sweet smile that has been missing n my face for ages out again
your sweet lil prases abt my eye and my smile and everything just life me onto cloud nine
makeing me more in love with you
making me miss you so much more
telling me again and agin that you love me and you're my one and only
i want you to smile all the time okay
i dont wanna see you frown already
my heart aches
i love all the silly things that iyou do
oh baby
i just love you so much!!!
i miss you!
honey sugar baby.!

its so late and i'm not sleeping
cause i'm missing my baby so badly
that i could not sleep properly without her by my side
you're asleep now and snoring away
dont thank me as its my pleasure
to help you solve and share your problems
i really wanna stop all the nonsense
it happen cause of her.
i dont like her. i'm just being honest
but if she needs help
you can help her but only to a limit cause you're just a friend
lets not talk abt it, it spoils my mood
just dont leave me all alone when i really need you
the feeling is horrible;
i just wanted that special attention from you cause i was in pain but i didnt get it
you want my attention
and i'm giving all to you
sometimes i need that attention too baby
now you're falling sick , take care okay
i'm starting to fall sick too. i can feel my sore throat
be with me whenever i need you too
there are times i just need you to tell me everything is fine when my world is fallin apart
i need you to help me make everything right again
i know there are times you're feeling this way too
i'm trying my best to help you
baby you know how much you mean to me
when i saw sisi and jade like talking to you and kinda scolding you
i wanted them to stop
as i dont wanna see you getting pressurize and more angry
cause it hurts me to see you like that
you know you are irresitable too
hehes
when i looked into your eyes i could see you melting and all
i am so memsmerized by you, just by looking into your eyes
i'm falling deeper and deeper for you
you're already in my heart forever
i'm not going to let you go
true love and happiness is enough to me
as long as i see you and your friends and my friends happy.
i'm contented enough
lets build beautiful memories together
and wash away all the bad ones to make room for the good ones
i craved your name in my heart
it'll nvr be gone for the rest of my life
that name shows me how impt you are
it tells me that you love me
tells me that i love you
tells me that you're my only one
tells me that i can give my life to you
tells mr that i can live with you forever
tells me i'm lucky to have you
tells me everything
i just want to hug you to sleep everynight
the feeling is just so great
whenever i stay at your house its like we're staying tgt
playing and eating in the kitchen
you waitin for me to shower and change
then having pillow fights in the hall
and pushin and kicking you down the bed and have fights
hahas
its just so fun and great
i will nvr turn my back on you
cause i love you too much to even harm you in anyways
i love my SUGAR BABY
i'm your sweet sweet honey
watching fireworks with you
was so special and i wanna watch it with you every other years
i hoped you like the surprise
thanks for saying its so nice and pretty just like me
in my eyes you're so flawless so perfect
i need you every second
evrynight to hug me to sleep
we should always rmb what sisi said to us
theres hope :)
i love you SUGAR BABY
SWEET ROMANCE

I,MICHELE EE WEI SHAN PLEDGE MYSELF TO CHERISH,LOVE,PAMPER,TAKE GOOD GOOD CARE OF MY BELOVED HUBBY PEARLYN KAVEN TAN FAT PIG TILL THE END OF TIME!I LOVE YOU MY SILLY LITTLE BABY. :D

I HAVE CUTE LIL BROWN EYES- THANKS BABY
YOU ARE SO ADORABLE
I LOVE YOU

baby
no more tears alright
cause i love you
i dont wanna see you cry
i'm willing to put down my pride just for you
it hurts to know that you're not okay
when you're injured
it shows me you cant be left alone
so i have to be there with you
i'm wililng to
but time is not on our side
we cant have everything we want
at least we both got someting we longed for
true love and happiness
i'm contented already
i cant wait to see you tml
to hold you tight
and letting you know how much you mean to me
i love you so much my baby
to even let you go
you're just my everything
i know this is short but i have to do my work
i'm sorry baby
but i hope you'll be happier when you reaed this
dont forget that even when everything goes wrong, i'll still be here standing true to you
i'm loving you endlessly and forever
trust me that i really love you alot, more than anything
i miss you like crazy
you bring joy into my life
iloveyouhoney!
CHOCOLATECOKE!! i want that tml.
love you
miss you.

SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE!
hahhas
baby,
you're like a drug;my estacy
i'm hooked and addicted to you
its like without you i'm so dead
you're really my drug
to keep me awake and going
just hearing your voice
looking at your silly smile
lettin me know you're fine and that you love me
it will just make my day a better one
baby.
you showed what TRUE LOVE really is
PURE LOVE;
it is only pure love thats in both of us now
not much of possesion which is good
cause once there is possesion, the love will fade till its gone
i'll keep loving you till the very last moment
i want to have memories with you everywhere
i wanna move out and stay with you
in our very own lil room
with our pics and our favourite colours painted
where the GOOD and the bad happens
i just wanna spend my life with you
i wanna do everything with you
i need you every second of my life
though it has only been a short two months,
it has showed me how much i'll carry on loving you
and you'll carry on loving you
now that you wont let go'
i wont let go too
lets hold on to the nvr ending love.
i will carry on loving you endlessly even if the rivers would to run dry
i'll do anything for you; just for you
you are my sugar rush
you're making my sugar level increase
oh my goodness
words just cant explain h0ow much i love you
and how much i'm willing to sacrifice for you
you'll have to find it out yourself by my actions
cause to me actions always speaks louder than words
i want you so badly that i would run to look for you
i miss you like craszy
i love you like you've nvr knew before
you make me wiling to hand my life over to you
and make me wanna grow old with you
oh my.
ILOVEYOU SUGAR!