baby
its not your fault
there no need for a sorry
i dont know where you now
you were suppose to call me after you bathe
all you alright
you're either slping or balling
tell me you're alright
you're really sick now baby
i really wanna be there now to take care of you
i can go but nvm..
i'll see you tml then

rest assure that
i really love you
i miss you like crazy.

i'm abt to stab my mum really soon
she such a fucktard
i so wish that she should just go and die
my goodness
ARGH!!!she's irritating the shit out of me
i'm already fucking sick and still ask me to do this do that
fuck you lah!
you think i your maid is it?!?!
what kind of fucking mother are you
come home and just lie on the bed
use com and treat yourself like some royal queen!
wake up lah!!
ARGH!!! ARGH!!!!!

anyway met baby ytd
i was freaking happy
but i was sick but i still went down to pasir ris and look for her
hahas
i just lied on her shoulders ytd night at the playground
and looked into the sky
i so wished that the time could just stop
baby i dont want you to cry le okay
it hurts me to see you cry
i just didnt know wat to do ytd but to hold you tight
siggh
i love you baby

tell me you really love me would you
tell me i'll really see you soon
i'm feeling so afraid inside like a lil girl
tell me everything is alright
sigh

woke up in the afternoon then puked
so i didnt see my phone yet
maybe you;re angry with me now
at first i didnt wanna tell you i puked
cause i didnt wanna let you worry
im so sorry baby
sigh

you asked me what if you went missing
what will i do
i dunno
maybe i'll be like swan
my mind will just run wild
why ask me that?
its scaring me
it really is
sigh...

i'm feelin so lost now
you're acting so weird
pouts
i dunno
i'm so damn afraid to lose you
i really need you now
hearing your blog song
is really making me tear
baby
call me real soon please
sigh..

baby
tell me you're alright
tell me you ment everyword you said
tell me i'm not thinking too much
i cant sleep when i know you're like that
tell me you love me
i so wish you could pop out infront of me tml when i wake up
i so wish u are here with me now telling me everything is alright
i'm having random thoughts like
what if you leave me
what if you were unsure abt everything and made a mistake
what if...
what if...
what if...
sigh...
nvm.
nights people
going to take myt med now and try to slp..................

stupid baby is sleeping now
hahas
go one sch
go until so tired
wat you do huh?!?!

not going sch tml also
still sick
got two days mc from doctor
throat infection until very jia lat
hahas
i'm so bored now
baby. i miss you
another 4 more days!
:(
pouts pouts pouts
miss you unitil wanna die le lah
quick wake up and talk to me
i miss you like crazy lah
i wanna see you now.
i want you now!
i need you now!
:(

baby
i miss you

woke up this morning and puked on y floor
opps
hahas
then slept until 4 plus till baby called me
i was having high fever that it can burn my brains
hahs
ate panadol then went to slp
and now i'm feeling better
still have fever but not that high

i so wish you could be here with me now
i really miss you alot
i will love you and only you
love me and only me
i only have you in my heart
i miss you so damn much
i'm so not used to it without you by my side
even when i arrange my bed,
i arranged it like how you always arranged it when you stay over
i miss your gentle touch
i miss looking into your eye
and telling you i love you
i just miss you so freaking much
when sch reopen you must take care of yourself
you cannot fall sick okay
must eat all your three eals and drink water
baby
i love you alot!
we will not drift apart okay
my love for you is so real
that it will not change
not seeing you will ake me iss you more
and infact love you more
i really cant lose you
life will be so meaningless without you
you made my life right again
i love you too much to evern let you go
you're the only one that i adore
can we make this last forever
i was not prepared to fall so deep in love until i met you
omfg
i love you!!!

fuck you!
watch your Lword until dont wanna care abt me
hrmph!
fuck you fuck you fuck you

baby stayed at my place on mon,wed,thurs,fri
so happy lah
wheee......
i love you baby
22nd was a blast!
hahas
my god
the most exicted ppl were swan me and baby
we clebrated jade and lyds bade
hahas
they were very surprised
hahas
i was drunk
but not that drunk
i still know wat i was doing
i just cant walk properly
hahas
i fell down in the toilet
then my ankle bleed
how dumb
stupid baby make me drunk
she keep giving me drink
knowing that al my hard liqour are like freaking freaking old
she make it so strong for me
ask her for green tea she give me alcohol
idiot
then she keep staring at me drink
make me pressurise
then i drink all in one shot
i drank very fast
no wonder i was drunk
hahas
swan made sam drunk too
hahas
we all slept at abt 7 plus in the morning
woke up in the afternoon
then went to meet lyd at j8
hhahas
then went home
met benji for supper with nigel and benjis cousin
then went home
and baby and me drank somemore
hahas
baby went back at abt 6 plus
:(
i miss you so badly
and i cant see you till sat
pouts
was thinking one of the sch days go down look for you for dinner
but you cant
so nvm lor
have to wait till sat
we're either going zoo or sentosa or beach
hahas
let swan and baby decide
hahas
i'm so looking forward to sat
i miss you!!!

baby
the warmth of your touch;
the feeling of your body near mine;
your hands in mine;
staring at each other in the eyes;
knowing that you love me;
just makes everything feels so good
we're now a step closer:))
i wanna spend my life with you
baby
you cannot stone in sch okay
must concentrate
must try
i wanna do my o level with you
we shall work hard tgt okay
or else i cant do my Os wtih you
when sch starts,
let it be a test to out relationship
and see whether it will be strong enough
since we're not meeting till weekends
omg
baby i fucking love you
each time i stare into your eyes
i know this is real
i want to say i love you
i feel so lucky
i miss you baby
i love you and i wont leave you
tell me you wont tooo
i love you

fuckyou
hehheh

baby
wats wrong
don't doubt my love for you
its real
the reason why i've been moodswinging alot
cause for the whole hols
i havent been sleeping properly
i'm lack of sleep
i'm falling sick
my body is breaking down
my family is killing me
i still have frienship probs i dunno how to solve
i feel so stress that i wanna break down already
schs going to start
i'm not going to meet you until weekends
cause you are busy
pouts
i feel like the worse gf you can ever have
my hearts justs breaks when i reas your blog
i dunno wat to do
i just feel like hugging you so tight and say i;m sorry for treating you like that
sigh....
mich wats wrong with you
sobsssss......
pouts pouts pouts
you're asking me to secure your heart
then whose going to secure mine?
i do feel insecure do you know
i'm crying inside me but i just dont wanna show it
i need you like how you need me
i do care for you
its maybe i'm that expressive
but when you told me you're falling sick ytd
i kinda ignore you and asked you to slp
but inside i was panicking wat to do
i suck lah
i'm the worse gf
you're right
i'm just freaking tired and i needed slp
as you know that today will be a very busy day
i'm just terribly sorry
i'm trying my best to control myself already
how am i going to let you down if i'm so in love with you already?
you say i screamed at you "wat"
i really didnt know i said it
sorry
i didnt mean to say it
i'm so afraid now
when you say you cant feel anything now
wat if i lose you?
tears are rolling down as i type
i dont wanna cry infront of you
i know now you;re feeling very sad and lost
someone help me
tell me wat to do
i really love you alot
haiiii......
baby
you;re not the only one feeling this way too
i'm feeling it too
i saw things that i dont wanna see in your phone
it got me thinking the whole day
have you put down all your past?
i dont think so
you still haven put it down
from wat i know
nvm...

there'll be a party tml
shall enjoy myself
bye


ijustloveyoutoomuchtoevenletyougo
ineedyoutounderstandme
ireallycantloseyou
imeansitwhenibloggeddownthesongnoordinarylove
itsayshowimfeeling
iloveyoubaby...

oh my
i'm so freaking tired
from cleaning up my whole house
that stupid baby suppose to help me packe the house
she ended up sitting in the hall with swan and not helping me at all
how dare she!
i'm, going to kick you out of my house!
hahas!
my lanvin perfume is like used more by that pig lah
she machum use that one and bath like that
asshole!
hahas
actually she's just behind me!
hahas!!!
hurry go bathe!!!!!
we have to go queensway then go town then go newton
so busy
tml morning i'm going to have my BREAKFAST!!!
you better cook tml
tml i'm going to be real busy!!!
morning wake up have to go grocery shopping then come home have to cook
then still have to prepare for so many things
hahas
so many things are going to happen tml
so excited
hahas!!!
yeahness!!!!
i'm exhausted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you stupid fat pig!!!
you are so fucking dead!!!!!!!

okay stop complaining!!!
i love you lah!!!

oh my i have a big blue black on my arm
thanks to the fat pig
hahas
where shall i start blogging
oh my
i cant wait for the 22nd
its going to be damn damn damn happening lah
hahas!
so excited
hope baby would be able to make it
i'm going to be so busy starting from tml
schs going to start
pouts
ytd
we went to downtown east with swan and sam
at like 10.30 like that
cause baby and swan wanted to play bball
hahas
they hppily play until no last bus or last train
so smart huh
tell them going to no more transport they sill stone and play
then we decided to get a cab
then we went to cheers
got drinks then took a cab
hhas
baby stayed over cause she wanted to accompany me
hahas
so sway my sis frens were there too
so me and baby had to sleep in the hall
it was FREZZING!
morning that stupid baby keep trying to wake me up
then i woke up and walked to my moms room
supose to call swan but i fell asleep
until baby msg me to wake up i also cant feel anything
hahas
then went to meet swan
oh yes, swan,jade and lyd gave me a beautiful shock this morning
spoil my beauty sleep
hahas
swan called and said cherish in hospitali was like HUH!?!?!
then baby got a shock cause she was happily using the com
and iw as sleeping then i all the sudden scream
hahas
ebd up cherish only got fever
she better get well really soon!
i dunno wat to blog le
so bye bye!
hahas
i miss you

baby
right now i dunno how i'm feeling
afraid?
maybe
i'm afraid because of my moodswings now i'll lose everything
we're both so sensitive
how can i give you a smile when i kniw you're not okay?
its hard
i've already fallen for you so deeply already
you're a part of my life now
i cant lose you
yes,i'll love you till the rnd of time
i'm ready to live my life with you
i;m sorry for the attitude
but as you've said
which gf wont be jealous and all
because of the jealousy i have i'm like that
i didnt show it last time even when i was jealous
because i think i was just being paranoid
now its because i've tahan for very long
thats why i've been showing it
if maybe you were in my shoes you will know how i'm feeling
i dont wanna be a bitch and control things
thats why i chose not to voive it out
i'm really happy to find someone like you
you lifted me up
sighs...
i just love you

whenwillallthisbeover?

"No Ordinary Love"

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said in the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here [Chorus:]

cause
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
I was not prepared enough to fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again with your extraordinary love

[Chorus]
I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes sometimes the magic is hard to believe
but you're here before my weary eyes
you brought joy to my world
set me so free I want you to understand you are every breath that I breathe

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream cause it feels so good to me



"Never A Day Goes By"
Even though we're heart to heart
I know you wonder when we part
Do I start to lose my desire for you
Will tomorrow be like tonight
Will I always treat you right
Will our love go on forever
Well...

Never a day goes by
Not a night that I
Could live my life without you
Never a day goes by
There's no time that I
Can ever forget what you mean to me
Never a day goes by
When you're not on my mind
Never

I see the doubt there in your eyes
You wonder if I realize
There'll come a time when I'll be tired of you
You say attraction's temporary
This passion, momentary
And that won't keep us together
Well, baby...

Never a day goes by
Not a night that I
Could live my life without you
Never a day goes by
There's no time that I
Can ever forget what you mean to me
It's the purest affection could ever be
Never a day goes by
When you're not on my mind
On my mind

Every day and every night that comes
I want to be in your arms'
Cause what I say is true
This love is for you
All for you
I want this love to go on forever

Never a day goes by
Not a night that I
Could live my life without you
Never a day goes by
There's no time when I
Can ever forget what you mean to me
It's the purest affection could ever be
Never a day goes by
When you're not on my mind

baby, i chose this two songs to express how i feel
i just want you to know that i love you
i dont want you to be thinking that you;re not the one for me and all
cause each time you say it, it hurts
cause i felt like the most horrible gf to be letting you feel this way
my heart just shatter cause i'm afraid because of this
i might lose you
and i dont want to cause i love you
and thats all that matters
i miss you :/

bleeblahbloo
hahas
i'm nuts
hahas
ne ways on sunday baby came over to tp at night
we watched the omen
my god it sucks
haas
then after that we went to meet darius
went to his place and drink
but we had no mood then we went to cook fried rice
according to them it tasted really bad
hahas!
then baby came over to my place
it was abt 4 already
then we talk talk talk until 7 ?
then went to slp
hahas
suppose to wake up at 11 cause we had to meet lyd at 12.3o
but we were late as usaul
hahas
then met lyd at abt 3 plus at cine
hahas
we slacked ard
then we went back to tp
then i decided to sent baby home by bus
hahas
how nice can i get
hahas
then i was freeazing lah
baby was going crazy!!!
hahas!!!!
damn funny lah
hahas
then i fell asleep in the bus
hahas
i was lazy to go home
so i stayed over at her place
hahas
we talked till her sis came home then we fell asleep
hahas
she was suppose to cook breakfast for me
hahas!
but in the end?
hahas
woke up then went to meet lyd swan and cherish at doentown
was suppose to go escape
and i yes i admit i am scared lah
hahas
in the end nvr go but it startrd to rain so thank me
hahas
we were suppose to head down to tm
but in the end landed up in the arcade
baby swan and cherish was playing the bball think like crazy
hahas
we were laughing and laughing
it was damn funny
hahas
then we headed down to tm
suppose to watch movie but in the end we slceked
hahas
then went to toyrus
had so much fun there lah
hahas
then we headed downt o esplande
and my sis joined us
we had dinner at the gluttons bay
hahas
shiok!
hahas
then we went to walk ard marina
hahas
i can conclude that the day was fun fun fun!!!
hahas

me and baby keep having the same random thoughts
we wanna live together
hahas
it would be great
hahas
we're like half staying tgt already
hahas
cause you everytime stay at my house
hahas
i just wanna fall asleep in your arms every morning
i wanna feel the hugs in the morning
and you being an irritant trying to wake me up
hahas
i miss you already!
i'm falling deeper for you
hahas
i love you baby

baby
i;m so thankful i have you now with me
i'm super happy with my life now
my friends ask me how am i
and i can say it easily that same but happier
you really make me smile and laugh from deep within
dont think so much already okays?
i love you and thats final
i know what i am doing
i know that i'm very serious with you
i can even think of staying with you i like 1o days?
i just freaking love you so much baby
you are the reason for everything
i love you
i miss you
i really wanna see you again soon
and hold you longer than before
i dont wanna let you go
i love you!

baby
have confidence in yourself
i'm no longer that materealistic bitch anymore
i dont need you to shower me with gifts an all
all i need is your love only
i dont need other things
seriously lah
so wat if you;re not the kind for me
anything is possible as long as you try
all i need to know that you love me
thats all
every word i say i mean it
i dont want you to compare yourself with my past
so wat if they showered me with gifts and all
in the end wat did i get
i got cheated in a way
you are my one and only
i just wanna grow old with you
i just love you baby
and i mean it
I LOVE YOU
hehes
mwahs!

hmmmm
there are like so many question in me and your head
but i chose to leave it aside
cause i believe that its all plan already
so dont worry okay baby
i wont break my promises to you
right now i just wanna live with you forever
i didnt wanna be with you one reason was because of her
we are all friends you get the point
but in the end i realise so wat
so wat if you are younger than me and all
and people say you;re not the kinda bung for me
i realised it all not impt
the feelings are the ones that are impt
and how we are willing to compromise with each other
thats wats most impt
i need that confidence too
when i know so many people like you
i start losing confidence again
cause its like there are so many people out there better than me
yupps
and baby
you're not dreaming
its all true!
i dont wish for it to be a dream either
i love you for who you are
i may not seem to be a good gf to you and all
but deep down even one cough from you my heart hurts
knowing that you are sick and all
but i just dunno wat to do
makes me feel really useless
baby
i just want you to know that i love you
and its all true
i'm yours and you're mine
you mean the world to me
i just wanna be with you every second in my life
i just wanna stay with you
so i could see you and hear you first every morning
i just wanna wake up everyday and feel you hugging me
i just wanna wake up and see you here with me
i love you baby
and i miss you lots lots lots!!!
you make me go crazy abt you!
mwahs!

helllo people
i;m here to blog blog blog
BLOG!
done
hahas
i'm wasted!
hahahs!

okay lah
i better blog properly before some asshole kill me!
hahas!
go sleep lah stupid asshole!
hahas!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i got my lanvin perfume!
hahas
lalalallalalala
theres something wrg with me recently
getting more and more retarded lah
hahas
and bitchy
hahas
oh my
hahas!
i need my sleep!!!!!!!!
went to meet darius and aj at night
then went back to tp
they werre playing cs and i was having motion sickness lah
hahas
then after that went to darius place to cook his famous fried rice
hahas'
the rice was soggy but ya its still nice cause of some mistake i did
hahas
the martell took very long to take effect on us lah
hahas!
reached home like in the morning
then stayed awake
cause i needed to meet people at ten
if i were to slp then thats it
but i fell asleep at 8'59
i couldnt hear my phone ring at all lah
hahas
sorry lah stupid fat pig
hahas
me and darius was planning our funeral lah
hahas
so if i die just ask him
he would know
hahas
what will happen if i die?
who will cry?
who will be in joy?
hmmmm
so many questions lah
lalalalalal
so darius or any of my friend isf i die before you do
tell me when you all meet me up or down there what happen
hahas!
retards lah


to a very special friend
okay i admit i change
everyone change and all
but if you realie your egoness is getting overboard
you know what i think?
i think that you think that you're the best lah
no offence but ya
ever since D you've changed so much
wheres the friend i used to know
who will have some reality check
wake up lah girl
you say all these things to me all the time
and now its my turn to say all these things to you
i hope you will read it
i just dont wanna lose a friend like you
sigh... nvm..
see you soon...

MICHELE EE IS BLISSFULLY ATTACHED TO PEARLYN TAN!!
to those that were so freaking eager to know who?
we are going to let everyone know
we dont wanna hide it anymore
cause to us wat really matters is that we love each other
we dont wanna care what other people think already

baby i wanna be with you every second of my life
i need you to be by my side
i miss the touch of your hands in mine
i miss the touch of your lips near mine
i miss your endless hugs
i'm already so committed to you
it wasnt wrong to chose you
i'm freaking in love with you now
you were nvr off my mind
i have to wait till another 2 weeks till i can meet you
unless i go down to look for you
1 sec your gone from my side i miss you already
just imagine how much i'm missing you now
without you in my life i would just die
baby.
you're not selfish at all okay
i understand
you're afraid i might go back to her one day and leave you
i promise you here that i'll nvr leave you and go back to her
i'm already yours and your alone
i know what it'll be like if i were to go back
so now i promise you i wont
you are treated so differently from all my gfs and bfs
it shows how much i love you already
when you are gone i just wanna run out and go look for you no matter what
i just love you baby
i miss you loads

i'm here to blog finally
hahas
or else that stupid pig is gonna pester me
hahas
i am guai the whole day today okay
stayed at home the whole day lah
go out also go out with parents only
hahas
my mum just had to wake me up from my beauty slp just to go bugis lah
and she just dragged me out of the house
hahas
dance night ytd was great
besides some unpleasant things that happened
hahas
me swan and lydho ate like gluttons lah
suppose to drink but we ended up gg home
hahas
woke up today and wake baby up
hahas!
for i dunno wat reason
hahas
since she wanna her my voice first when she wakie
so wake her up lah
hahas
your wake up voice damn cute lha
hahas
shld call you more often
hahas
i shall be mean and deprive you of slp
gonna meet a old fren of mine tml for lunch
so exciting!
hahas

i miss you like crazy too
everything is so meaningless without you
you;re my sugar rush
thou we stay very far. but what matters most is that we hold on to our love
i wish i could be in yr arms forever and not let you go
i love you too.i did a right decision by giving up the previous one and gave both of us a chance
i would not want to break your heart too baby
i miss the days when we are just cuddling tgt
i wish i could hold you tight and never let you go too
promise me not to leave me too okays
i really want you here with me now
you gave me the smile on my face
i wanna be the one who take cares of you
i wanna hold your hand till the end of time
i wanna be the one for you
i wanna be your everything
i just love you so
i promis too that i'll always be there for you and not leave you
i wanna see that wide smile on yr face
i wanan see us happy
i wanna see the future with you
i wanna celebrate every birthdays with you
i wanna cerebrate all the special ocasions with you
i wanns watch the sun rise and sun set with you and your arms
i wanna watch the stars with you in your arms
i'm happy as long as i'm with you
i think abt you all the time
even when i'm sleeping
you were nvr once out of my mind
you make me feel wats its like to be really inlove and committed
you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have you
i'm so in love with you
thou we are only tgt for a few days
i've nvr felt so loved and committed before in just a few days
its like i'm ready to live my life with you forever
and to love you endlessly
my heart melts in the sweet lil things you do and say
my heart skips a beat whenever i see you too
my heart belongs to you already
i realised too how much you mean to me
what would live be without you
i cant live without you too
i love you and only you
you're my everything
you are mine
baby just really promise me not to leave me okay?
baby i love you !

HEE HOR!
hahas
suppose to go to gym this morning
but i was freaking tired
hahas
till jade called and ask me out at 12
i told them i would be slightly late
cause i was freaking tired
end up i only reached city hall by 2 plus
hahsa
went there
met lydho,jade and cherish.cow
waited for that stupid smurf bird swan
hahas
she always take ages to come
hahas
after that went walking ard at raffles city
trying shoes!! my fav!
hahas
so fun lah
then we walked to marina sq for carls junior
along the way me and swan were playing lah
she just happily keep swinging me in circles can
i wear till so glam then do this to me
hahas
and oh man
i was so freaking full lah
oh yea
i concluded that swan look like smurf
cherish look like goofy!
hahas
then we went candy empire
hahas
i finally ate my marshmallow chocolate!
damn shiok lah
and i'm going to munch on my giant caramello koala!
whee!!!!
hahas
tml is dance night!
wat to wear?!?
i dunno which top to wear
i wearing my denim skirt and lyd's guess stilettos
hahas
wat top should i wear with
must dress to impress
hahas
after that might be drinking
hahas
off i go
toodles!

i miss you!

retard me!! look at my eyebags!





i love you peeps!



i love jade



martial artist and retard! hahas

ELLOS!!!
hahas
hmmm
went to novena with jade
cause of jy and swan lah
hahas
you two arh
faints
hahas
neways
after that met jade and her
then went over to look for darius to drink
he was fucking wasted lah
alamak!
hahas
i didnt get to sleep lah thanks to her
deprived me of mu sleep
only managed to catch a few hours
then called jade and wake her up to swim
blah blah blah blah
today was just filled with laughter lah
hahasd
it was fun fun fun
hahas

its so fun distubing you lah
hehes

when i;m with you i see myself
when i;m with you i'm so happy
when i;m with you it seems like everything is alright
when i;m with you it just feels so good
when i;m with you i just wanna pause the time
when i'm with you i just wanna lie in yr arms forever
when i;m with you i just dont wanna let you go
when i'm with you i just wish to stare into your eyes forever
when i;m with you i;m just speechless
cause a picture speaks more than a thousand words
I LOVE YOU BABY!
I MISS YOU!!!!
BLEAHS