it seems like you're avoiding me.
i dunno why
maybe you're thinking of some stuffs today
so i shall disturb you
but i hope you'll tell me even if it hurts
but whatever it is i'll still stand strong
and try my best to work things out
i have total faith in you and our relationship
things are going to work out well right?
i hope so..
i plan my vday and my special days already
hahas
hope you can make it on those days
so my plan can work
hehes
anyways i cant wait to see you tml lah
smile alright!
i wanna see you happy again :D

i swear i love you with all my heart
dont say you're not worth it.
you are.
iloveyou and imissyou--

did our relationship get worse?
i hope not
i really wanna pull through all the stress we have together
i'm sorry for being not understanding and pissing you off most off the times.
i'm sorry for being so childish
i'm sorry to irritate you
i'm sorry for every single thing i've done to you
i feel like a lousy girlfriend
always making moody
making your mood worse
but i'm very scraed to lose you again thats all
you ask me to treasure you and so will you
i am really treasuring you alot!!!!
i miss you..
when i said i miss you i heard nth but okay
as if i was talking to myself
when you kinda say that you dont miss me
i''m really scared
i asked you whether you sure with your feelings
you said i dunno
i got more scared
i feel very confuse
but i'll still concentrate on my studies
baby i'm very lost in your words
if you're willing to give ourselfs somemore chance
i think things will really work up
i think our problem is that both of us are really hot tempered
for you i'm really willing change
i'm willing to do anything for you
even death
evry minute i'm thinking of you..
i hope you are too..
i want you to be very honest with me even if its hurts
but sometimes i rather not know anything thats gonna hurt
i'm lost..
i dunno what to do..
all i know that i wanna be with you
and to change myself not to make you moody
you told me that you're gonna hold my hand and and not let me go
and walk through this together
i want you to share all your probs with me.
i'm just very SORRY for everything..

i'm so freaking stress with everything.
school is really giving me tons ad tons of stress
i'm gonna break down already
i'm sorry for all my moodswings
i cant help it.
its just that i'm really stress
i cant take all my moodswings already
i gonna die
school sucks!!!!
i dont wanna go school already!!!
fuck!
could you understand me
and help me pull through this period of time
encourage me.make me happier.
i really need you by my side now
to support me all the way
other wise i will really go mad
will you?
i dont want you to say anymore things to scare me
i feel very insecure and scared like a little girl
each time you say such things.
i'm scared that i lose you again
i dont wanna lose you again
the feeling is horrible
i can tell you that no matter what
your the only one i love.