baby is in camp now lah
leave me all alone
so mean!
hahas

MONDAY
stayed at home the whole day
i miss that stupid girl!!!
hehes
i miss you
hehes
hmmm...
nothing much to post abt ytd..

TUESDAY
hmmm..
woke up at 1 plus
suppose to meet cherre at 3
but in the end she said she had something
stay at home to wait for time to pass sso i could meet baby
hehes
later might be staying at my friends place
we're gonna crap and make things for christmas
but i think i'll be back in the morning
if i'm going to her place
that means i'm sending my mum off
then going to have supper with my dad
going to be home real late
cause my mum is leaving at abt 11 or 12 liddat
hehs

baby i'm going to meet you now

things are also changing for me.
you said i've change
maybe to you i've change to the worst
i'm sorry for that
our relationship is turning sour
i also want it to be smooth
we keep arguing
your moodswings are scaring me
you're also changing
i hate the state we are in now
i hate it!!
i also need your understanding
need your care
need your love
need your patient
need your gentle touch
need your little sweet words to make me smile
you're not a failure
i've let you down more than you let me down
obviously i'm loving you like i used to
infact i've fallen too deep for you
i'm willing to give up everthing for you even my friends!
i will keep my promises that i've made

i really dont want our relationship to carry on liddat
today i've tried my best not be so childish or irritating
i dont wanna see you sad or angry
i only wanna see smile like you always do
i miss the times when we always smile
i miss the times when we always play
i miss the times when we were so close
i miss everything
why did this thing happen
and made our life like this
everytime i meet you or talk to you ,
you seem to be moody
i'm sorry if i was the one that cause it

i'm just very sorry for everything!